[BL] I shouldn't have married the crown prince

Chapter 94 🔞

SMUT

Cadmael made us turn and now I was kneeling on the bed, sitting on his stomach and feeling his hardness behind my back. Cadmael grabbed my thighs and laid back with a patient smile:

"Take your time."

Seeing him be this attentive towards me gave me courage and I tried pushing it in myself but it was way bigger than I thought. Seeing it was one thing but fitting it was entirely different. I couldn't even fit the head that I already had trouble breathing:

"H-hurts."

Feeling me try pushing it in more, Cadmael grabbed my waist to stop me:

"It hurts? Wait. Let's take it out, I will loosen you up more."

But I pushed him back on the bed, forcing him to lay down:

"No, let me do it.

-Eschyle. Take it out."

I shook my head, determined. I really wanted to take the lead. Especially because last time I just laid on my back for hours and Cadmael did all the work. I tried focusing on my breathing and did my best to calm down but it just wasn't working. I even tried helping myself with my hands and pushing it in but nothing was working and I started shaking uncontrollably. After a few tries I finally agreed to Cadmael's request and decided to pull out the small part that I was able to fit.

But just as I was trying to get up, my shaking knee slipped on the satin and I fell back with all my weight. Having not taken it out completely yet, the whole thing went in all at once and the feeling made me come instantly.

"Ah!"

The next second I crumbled on Cadmael's torso, my breathing all over the place:

"Cadmael!"

The latter seemed to have trouble breathing too and I suddenly felt something weird down there.

"Wha..."

Something was flowing out from under and I panicked:

"I'm bleeding!"

Cadmael shook his head, his face hidden behind his hand:

"It's not blood, Eschyle. I'm so sorry. I didn't want to do it inside. I didn't want to make things hard for you but it just took me by surprise. It just felt so good inside you..."

Cadmael took his hand off and I could see his flushed cheeks. He had trouble breathing and could feel him shaking inside me.

"Are you okay? Did it hurt a lot?"

My head fell back on his chest:

"I-it's too... Big..."

I had trouble breathing and felt like every movement would make my stomach explode.

"Ca... Cadmael, why... Why are you still hard?"

Cadmael grunted:

"I told you. It feels so good...

-Ah...

-Focus on your breathing, Eschyle. Calm down.

-I'm trying.

-Should I pull out?"

Cadmael moved and I quickly shook my head:

"Don't! G-give me a-a few minutes.

-Okay. Take your time."

Cadmael started rubbing my hair and slowly my breathing finally calmed down. It still was weird and I felt as if I would explode from every breath I took but at least I calmed down a bit.