No strings attached

11.

Aimée's POV

Kara and I were laying on the couch together.
We both had a day off today and we both spend it in the same way: watching Netflix.
"I can't believe we missed out on so many cool shows" Kara mumbled as she was going through all the shows.
"So he just gave you his Netflix account?" Kara asked as she looked at me.
'Do you have Netflix?'
'No'
'Now you do'
The conversation kept replaying in my mind. Did he feel bad for me? Probably.
Did he have to give his account? Not at all. But he did nonetheless.

The doorbell interrupted our conversation. We both looked at each other. We weren't expecting anyone and we were both in our chill outfit. "It's your turn" I said as I looked at her.
She grumbled as she got up. I couldn't help but laugh, she was just as lazy as I was during our days off.

"Are you fucking the delivery guy or something?" Kara said as she was holding up yet another delivery of food.
We received one almost every night. We didn't know why or from who it was but it was definitely very welcome.
"I thought you were doing that?" I laughed. She looked at me, almost with disgust.
"Not exactly my type you know" she said as she put the bag between us.
"Let's see what's for dinner tonight" I chuckled as I looked in the bag.
"Ohhh it's pasta tonight" I said as I handed her the second container.
"And two cupcakes" she grabbed one and took a bite from it. "God, this is the life" she laughed as we both started watching Netflix while eating our free food.
I didn't know what we did to deserve this, but I wasn't complaining at all.

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I didn't hear from Lando in a few days, which wasn't weird because he was in Baku for his next race.
I texted him goodluck which he answered with a quick thank you.
That was our last conversation. I had to admit that I missed him. Lately we didn't just fuck, but we also spend a little time before or after we've done it.
We weren't breaking any rules with that.
We still weren't going on dates together, or had feelings for each other and I definitely didn't expect him to give me paddock passes.

"Your mom called the store the other day" Josh said which shook me out of my thoughts.
We were laying at our favorite place, on the grass on a random hill in Monaco.
It wasn't fancy, but it was free and it had the best view over Monaco.
"God, what did she want?" I haven't talked to my mom in a really long time.
Too much has happened between us. She was addicted to drugs, alcohol and everything else, so she kicked me out when I turned 18.
She couldn't afford taking care of me anymore. She bad to choose between me or her drugs and she choose the lather.
"She wanted to talk to you" Josh turned his face to me. He and Kara were the only ones who knew about her.
"She said she quit drinking" he continued. I couldn't help but laugh, I've heard that so many times before. I also believed her too many times before.
"I don't believe that" I mumbled. Josh didn't answer, he just pulled me into his arms and kissed the top of my head.

I didn't want to think about my mom, I felt so much hate for her, I don't think it would ever go away.

I decided to text Lando after I got back home. We agreed to text each other when we physically needed the other person.
And I definitely needed him.

Lando:

When are you back home?

Tomorrow probably
Can't wait anymore? 😉

No I can't
Think I'm gonna text someone else

Uhh no no no
Use your vibrator or something
You ain't texting no one else

My vibrator is charging 😔

All of them?
Really?
I have another idea

I frowned, he wasn't answering anymore. I obviously wasn't gonna text someone else, but it was fun to tease him a little bit.

I put my phone next to me as I laid down in my bed. I didn't expect him to text me anymore, he probably fell asleep. He just raced for two hours so it wasn't that weird.

Five minutes later, my phone lit up again. Lando was calling me. My heart skipped a beat. It was the first time he called me.
Why was I so nervous all of a sudden? He was inside me all the time, but now I was nervous to pick up his call?