🤘(Fourty Nine)🤘

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The door slammed shut making a loud sound. I jumped up and rubbed my eyes. It was bright outside. I looked up at the clock that hung on the wall. 9:15.

I yawned and got up leaving Lars to sleep. I went to my bag and grabbed some cramp meds. They help with my headaches. I took three and swallowed them with a red bull. I grabbed my sunglasses and walked out.

James and this Blonde girl about my height were hugging. "JAMES I MISSED YOU!" She yelled as they hugged. "It's been years!" James said, letting her go. She saw me and cocked her head. "Whose that?" She asked, looking at me.

James turned around and saw me. I was embarrassed by how I looked. I had messed up hair, running mascara, I smelt like BO, and I had no shoes on. "Oh! That's Y/n!" He said, smiling at me and waving me over.

I waved back and walked over there. "Uh.. Hi." I said upside down smiling. I felt uncomfortable in my position. "Hi!" She said, smiling at me and holding out her hand.

"Briella!" She said, I took her hand and said "Y/n.". "I'm this numbnuts sister." She said motioning to James. He rolled his eyes as I chuckled. "Yeah." I said, smiling at her.

Lars busted out of the van in his underwear and a shirt. He held his hand up to block the sun. "It's focking bright out here!" He said looking over at us. "BRI!" He said running towards us.

He had a huge smile that lit my heart. "LARS!" She yelled, holding out her arms. Seeing him so happy to see her kinda made me feel bad but I pushed it down. They hugged before letting go.

"It's been forever!" He said standing by her. "Yeah I know but I never come to San Francisco anymore." She said, smiling at him. She was so pretty.

Blonde, nice body, cute smile, and seemed to be picture perfect. That put me on edge. I pushed everything down. I mean shit I don't even know her.

"Y/n!" Lars said, waving his hand in my face. "Huh? Oh sorry." I said, smiling at him. He smiled back but his eyes told me he was still worried. "I'm gonna go back in and get my shit together." I said smiling. I walked to the van.

When I walked in, Kirk was getting up. "Good morning!" I said sitting on the couch. He groaned and walked outside. I sighed and let my face drop.

Why was I so worried? I know Lars loves. But seeing him so happy to see her made me think that he doesn't. Why is my brain like this. I had my head resting on my hands thinking all of these things.

"You ok?" Cliff asked barely awake. I looked up and smiled. "I'm fine!" I said smiling. He closed his eyes and sighed. "I'm not stupid you know." He said sitting next to me.

I dropped my face back to its none happy expression. "I know." I said, sighing. He raised his eyebrows at me.

"Well I know Lars loves me and everything but. Well when I was outside meeting Bri. He came out and they hugged with huge smiles. I know he loves me but seeing that I can't help but think... Maybe I'm not enough." I said putting my head in my hands. Cliff nodded as I spoke.

"Well I can't help you very much but I can tell you this." He said, looking at me. I looked up at him wanting to know what he was going to say. "He really does love you. I've known Lars for a long time. I've never seen him act the way he does with you. I mean sure we've all had our fair share of groupies but he's never acted how he acts with you. He loves you. A couple days ago when I was helping him for your guys date, he wouldn't shut up about you. He notices and loves every little thing you do. He loves everything about you. You shouldn't worry but I know you can't help it." He said patting my back then getting up and going to the bathroom.

I heard what sounded like him throwing up. I grabbed a beer and opened it. I brushed my hair making it look better but still not the best. I put on some shoes and walked back outside.

They all stood in a circle talking. With my beer in hand I walked over to the group and stood my Lars and Kirk. "Me and Roxy paid the down payment and Rosie and Luna are paying the first rent. We all pitch in tho." She said leaning against her car.

They all nodded and listened to her ramble. "Well that's how I've been. What about you guys, how's the tour been?" She asked, looking at James.

"Long. We play almost every night. It's tiring but I mean hell we met this rat!" He said motioning to me. "I'm not a rat dick face!" I said, flipping him off.

He chuckled and flipped me off too. "Yeah right now she's subbing for Cliff. He's sick as fock." Lars said, putting his arm around me. I nodded at the Cliff being sick. "Wait, you play bass?" She asked, seeming surprised.

"Yeah I learned years ago but in the last months before I met these weirdos I gave up cuz I couldn't find a band that I liked or that would actually accept me." I said looking at her.

"Well maybe while you're here maybe you could play with me and my band. The only thing we don't have is a bassist." She said getting in her car.

She got back out with a Polaroid. It was of her and her band. From what I could tell she was the lead singer. "That'd be awesome!" I said, giving her back the pic.

"Wait, how long will you guys be here?" She asked James. James looked at Kirk cuz he had absolutely no idea. "Just today. We're going to Colorado Springs tomorrow." Kirk said, shaking his head at James.

"Aw damn. I thought you would be here a little longer. Hey, maybe after the tour we can come see you guys in Cali." She said to James. "Hell yeah!" James said, hugging her.

"I'll be back in an hour with my band. We can go get food then hang out." She said walking to give everyone a hug. She even gave me a hug. She waved as she drove off.

"We should probably get our shit together." I said walking back to the bus. They nodded as we walked in.

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