Pain Always Comes After Happiness | TMF

Chapter 15- I'm Right Here

S: " I never said I blamed you. "

Z: " YOU. F_CKING. MEANT. IT. THAT. WAY! "

S: " Zander! Quit it! "

Why are these people fighting? Their voices sound all so familiar to their names. I know Zander is here, I keep hearing his name. Luke? SEAN!? IT'S SEAN! What's up with Sean!? Is it because of me? I'm so sorry Sean... I really am. I'm right here! Please find me! Please! I don't have the energy to speak right now, I wish I did. Even if I didn't have enough energy, I should still cry for help, right? It's only normal to have to do that. I'm so close, yet so far away from seeing everyone again.. They could help me if I saw them, then again I wouldn't be able to stand up because of my foot, and I can't even move my fingers. That's how cold it is. I've been out here for so long, I can't keep track. If I die here, hopefully it would be with a good cause. Thank you, Hailey, Milly, Luke, Zander, and Sean. You were the ones who got me out of depression, yet I just had to put myself back into it. You guys taught me how to smile truthfully, how to laugh, how to love, how to create the strongest bond ever. One that could only be broken by the words spoken by my own mouth. My own very mind and mouth betrayed me, so did those who got me out of being bullied. My friends, ones ever so toxic but also ones I am afraid to leave. I just realized how sh_tty of a life I have. I am one whose Father left him at a young age, one who got strongly bullied, one who fell into deep depression, one who messed up the rest of his life with one small slip up. I am the own villain of my story, the protagonist yet the antagonist. I was the one who decided to love music, I was the one who said all of that stuff. If I hadn't said all of those words in the first place, I wouldn't be in this situation. If I hadn't loved music from the start, I wouldn't have made the friends I did, but yet I wouldn't have gotten bullied. This broken caterpillar has grown into a beautiful butterfly, but didn't last a second before being shot down and being a broken butterfly instead. Butterflies can't last in weather like this, they die if they're in the snow for too long. Meaning this butterfly will die soon. They never live a long life anyways. I don't know if I should let go or keep flying. There is no point in flying if I am gonna be shot down over again and again. Are they still fighting? It hurts that I'm the reason, it hurts that they don't know I am right here. Regretfully.

Z: " I refuse to waste anymore of my energy on you. Goodbye Sean. I'm leaving. "

S: " So you don't want to look for Jake? That animal could have been him. "

Z: " He knows how to walk. And so do I, which is why I am going home. "

S: " He may know how to walk, but maybe he can't. "

Z: " He can crawl. "

- Seans POV -

Actually that is quite accurate, if he can't walk, why can't he crawl? I guess there are millions of possibilities to why he probably can't though. Oh my goodness Zander. You are a pain in the a_s sometimes, obviously people can't just crawl like that. He probably would have been back by now if he could crawl. He is somewhere, we don't know where, we don't know why, but he is out there. We don't know if he's happy, excited, amazed, or if he's scared, alone, afraid. Dead. Oh gosh I sure hope he isn't dead. I don't know what I'd do with myself if he were dead. Did Zander leave already? Gosh which way was out again? Uhh... Is that... Zoey!?

S: " Zoey? What are you doing here? "

Z: " I came to see Jake. But I guess you found him first. "

S: " W-What? He's here!? WHERE!? "

Z: " Are you playing tricks? I found him a few days ago. He was sleeping in a hole. Looked about 2 feet. "

S: " I think Jake would be able to get out of a 2 foot hole. "

Z: " Alright then, come come. He's over here! "

Where is she taking me? Should I trust her? Should I make a run for it? But... I want to see Jake. Really badly. Fine, I'll trust her this once, and this once only.

Z: " Jakey, you got frostbite? Pathetic! It's only like, 9 degrees out here. "

S: " Zoey, that's bad. That's worse than earlier! It was in the 20's today! "

Z: " I'm perfectly fine! "

S: " We are in.. literal jackets. "

Z: " So is he? "

S: " That isn't the best coat to wear! He could die in a few hours if he doesn't have good treatment! "

Z: " Is that so? "

S: " Yes it is!! Help me get him! "

Z: " Yeah yeah, I'll help you. "

S: " AHH!! "

" ... "

S: " ZOEY WHAT THE HELL!? HELP ME OUT OF HERE! "

Z: " Oops! I guess I'll have to get some help. Or not! "

S: " I'll call someone! Right now! I'll call the cops! "

Z: " Hm. Well it appears you've dropped your phone! Now I have it! Bye Bye Sean and Jake! I guess you two love-birds will die together! Awhh! How romantic! "

S: " ZOEY! LET US OUT! "

Z: " Hmm. No, I don't think I will. "

S: - sigh -

J: " S-Sean..? "

S: " It's okay, Jake! We are going to get you out of here! "

J: " S-so c-c-cold... "

S: " Sh_t! You'll be okay! I promise! "

He smiled a small, soft smile, his eyes were practically shut but I know they were looking right at me. I could also tell that he was falling asleep. It hurt me on the inside to know he had been here for 6 days. All he had was the water bottle with not much water in it. His foot looks all swollen, it seems he has taken his shoe off for that reason. He has frostbite on his fingers, nose, toes, and knuckles. I feel bad. He doesn't deserve this. No one does. And now we have to figure out a way out together. I will do what it takes, I just need to get Jake out of here. Whatever it takes.

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Word Count: 1,684

Total Word Count: 27,760

A/N: Honestly didn't expect this =v= I like it though, and I have chapters 16-19 planned out :]
ZOEY WHY ARE YOU SO EVIL? Lol-

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