My eyes widen. I wanted to say no and that I was to busy but I know today I was also going to go shopping today for my groceries as well. But if I go I have to be around him. But the smile atsushi gave me was to innocent. It's not his fault dazai and I broke up. Why should he be effected by it? He didn't know we used to date after all. He had nothing to do with it.
"Only if it's ok with dazai that I come. Ask him first". I answer looking away from the boys wide smile.
"Ok"!
When we got to the agency atsushi and I both called out a good morning to dazai and ranpo who where already there.
"Atsushi are you ready to go"? Dazai stood from his desk with a soft smile to the boy.
"Actually dazai San I was wondering if kunikida San could come with us to"?
Dazais eyes widen for a second before he smiled and nodded. "Of course, I don't mind".
"Yay"!
As we walked to the shopping center atsushi and dazai talked about all the stores they wanted to go to. Most having nothing to do with actual things that atsushi will need in his apartment.
Looking over at dazai I saw a smile that graced his features. A smile I hadn't seen in a very long time.
"Kunikida kun I want to go there"!
"Dazai you don't need anything from there".
"Pleeeeeas kunikida kun. I promise it will only take just a few minutes then we can go back to your schedule ".
"Ok fine".
"Let's go there first" dazai shouted pointing at a store.
"Ok"!
I rolled my eyes and fallowed knowing that there was absolutely nothing in this store useful.
Dazai and atsushi had disappeared into the clothing section of the store making me roll my eyes and spend five minutes looking for them.
When I did find them I saw atsushi had tried on an outfit while dazai was complimenting it.
"That looks great on you atsushi. It would be a really good outfit if you were to ever go on a date". Dazai smirked as atsushi turned red.
"Don't say stuff like that dazai San". Atsushi covered his face with his hands making dazai laugh.
"Kunikida kun what do you think"? Dazai came out of the bathroom showing me the new outfit he bought.
"You look great dazai". I complimented .
Dazai smiled and moved over to me pressing a kiss to my lips while I wrap my arms around his waist.
"Ok I think we are done here so kunikida can take over where we go" dazai spoke when he and atsushi finished checking out.
I was snapped out of my thoughts by dazais comment and saw atsushi nod. "Ok let's actually do what we need to".
"Yea ok". I nodded and led them to the store we actually needed.
Walking around the isles and grabbing the items atsushi and I both need was easy yet keeping track of him and his childish mentor was the hard part.
"You two need to stop running off"! I lecture when I find them again after the third time of them running off.
"Oh lighten up kunikida this is atsushis first time hanging out with us other then when we first met. We should let him have some fun.
"I didn't want to go with you". Atsushi mumbled and dazai laughed.
I wanted to yell at him. I really did but seeing him smile and laugh in my presence made my heart hurt knowing how often he is genuinely happy with me. He doesn't hate me I know this but things are just awkward between us if it's not work related.
I sighed and started moving to check out. After our day out we helped atsushi put his stuff away in his apartment then left for our own.
"Kunikida"?
"Yes dazai "?
"You still love me don't you"?
I stopped walking and looked at him with sadness.
"I never stopped".
"I'm sorry".
"You have nothing to apologize for" .
Dazai turned to me and I could see the sadness that filled his heart. "I was the one that ended our relationship yet I still can't let you go. I'm sorry".
I sighed and moved over to him bringing my arms up to try to hug him but he moved away.
"It's ok. Maybe we could-"
"We are to diffrent. It wouldn't work out".
"Opposites attract".
"Kunikida I'm scared it will fail again and we will be even worse then now" .
I laid my hands on his shoulder. "Why not try"?
"Doppo"...
"Please just one more chance"? I begged. I miss him. I loved him.
"Ok. One more chance".
