Maddamsir: And I Don't Want To Say Goodbye..

Part 23

Haseena looked Karishma with brim eyes with the shocked mind, while Karishma talked in her sleepy- I love you Haseena ji! Please don't go away from me, I promise, I will keep you happy rest of life, aap bas humare saath rahiye aur humare paas, I love you! & Haseena going to get up, while Karishma held her hand, Haseena try to pulled her hand from grip of Karishma, but she failed, she again pulled her hand with irks mind, but again failed..

Haseena goes to pulled her hand from grip of Karishma, while other person hand hold Karishma's hand, & free the hand of Haseena from the grip of Karishma, Haseena looked up to person, she found the Pushpa ji, who caressing Karishma's head with smile, & pat her forehead, made Karishma sleep with the calmness, & she looked Haseena, who seat on another bed with upset mind, Pushpa ji come near to Haseena & take a seat beside Haseena, looked her face, who clearly shows, how much she is dilemma, Pushpa ji keep her hand on Haseena's lap, & bring her back to present, & Haseena looked her & says- yeh kya bol rahi thi Pushpa ji!

Pushpa ji shook her head in understand way & says with clam tone- yahi sach hai, Karishma tumse pyar karti hai, college ke time se, usske liye tum doono ki dosti sirf dosti nahi hai, aur naa kabhi thi, woh tumse pyar karti hai, aur usski akhri saas tak karti rahegi, aaj nashe mei hi sahi ussne aapne dil ki baat toh keh di, nahi toh kabhi karti bhi nahi, usske liye na, tum doono ki dosti badi hai, yeh usski taraf se jo ek taraf pyar hai na, woh important nahi hai, gussa mat karna, yaa kabhi usse galat mat samjh na, woh kya hai na, pyar hai, aur pyar mei logic nahi hota hai, aur na ussmei pratical naam ki koi bhi chiz maujood hoti hai, woh bas pyar hota hai, aur usse koi bhi galat naam nahi dene hote hai..

Haseena says with grits teeth- Pushpa ji hum ek aurat hai, aur woh bhi! Aur humare mann mei usske liye sirf dosti hai, aur humesha ek dost ka hi rishta raha hai, aur kuch bhi nahi, humein acche se pata hai, humein kabhi usse aise galat signal nahi diye hai!

Pushpa ji looked Haseena with clam smiled & says- humein abhi kaha, pyar hai, aur pyar ko koi bhi samjh nahi hoti hai, mai manti hun, tum doono aurat ho, lekin Karishma tumhari rooh se pyar karti hai, naa ke tumhare sharir se, aur rooh se pyar karne wale, kabhi bhi yeh nahi dekhte hai, ke woh aurat hai yaa mard, unnke pyar karne ki pariseema rooh hoti hai..

Haseena looked Pushpa ji with brim eyes- 40 ki umar mei koi naa mile toh saath gujarenge, yeh baat humein mazak mei kahi thi unnse! Aur unnhone usse! & her voice chocked!

Pushpa ji caressing her palm on Haseena's back with love, & Pushpa ji says with smiled- kabhi, kabhi na Haseena hum bahot saari baatein aise hi bol dete hai, lekin koi aisa shaqs humari zindagi mei hota hai, jise wahi sab kuch sach lagta hai, aur usse hi duniya maan lete hai, aur Karishma ka bhi kuch aisa hai, lekin inn sab mei usse tumhare saath ki dosti sab se badi lagti hai, mai maanti hun, yeh baat tumhare liye badi hai, lekin usse Karishma ki nazar se dekho, kuch toh aisi baat hogi na, jiski wajah se woh tumse pyar kar baithi, aur bas aaj bhi karti hai, itna sab kuch ho jaane ke bawajood, usse nafarat mat karna, respect her feelings, & try to understand her, shayad tumhe issye woh Karishma mil jaaye, jise tum kabhi mili bhi na ho, aur shayad sach mei tumhe bhi ussmei woh humsafar mil jaaye, jise tumne kabhi khawish ki ho, pyar rooh se hota hai, naa ke sharir se, baat yaad rakhna, galat mat samjhna, bas samjhne ki koshish karna!

Haseena asked with fresh tear- kaise Pushpa ji, kaise! Yeh pata chalne ke baad hum kaise unnse thik se baat kar paayenge, aapko pata hai, kuch hi dinno pehle hum unnhe puch rahe the, aur hum kitna lucky maan rahe the uss insan ko, aur aaj aise pata chala hai ke, woh insan hum the, aur humein unnhe jitni takleef di hai na, dost bankar, aur ab yeh sab kuch pata chalne ke baad, hum yeh sochne lage hai, ke kaise unnhone, & her voice again chocked, while she looked Karishma, who sleeps peaceful..

Pushpa ji grab the glass of water & handover to Haseena, Haseena sip the water & Pushpa ji says- iss liye bol rahi hun, nafarat mat karna, bas usse samjhne ki koshish karna aur kuch nahi, kal subhe uthegi toh yaad bhi nahi rahega usse, toh usski dost bankar samne khadi rehna, nahi toh woh khud bikhar jaayegi, khud ki nazar mei gir jaayegi, aur kabhi khud ko maaf nahi kar paayegi, usske liye tum doono ki dosti badi hai, naa ke usska pyar..