An Unexpected Chance // Completed

Chapter 13

Ayanna's POV

I hold my baby close, feeling the way her breathing pattern changes into a slower one. I decide not to unlatch her just yet, taking a moment to just contemplate her. The way her mouth is wrapped around my aureola, suckling softly and sleepily. Lately she's been going deeper into her headspace when she nurses and I love that I'm able to help her let go. I wonder how it'll be when I get to produce breastmilk. Will she feel as tiny? Maybe tinier? I'm not sure about that but I do know she'll be on my breasts more or at least I hope that she likes the milk I'd provide enough to want it with a certain frequency. Leaving that aside I love moments like this, it gets me so fucking weak in the best way...

'Shh shh' I gently shush her as she squirms a bit on her sleep when I unlatch her, popping paci on her mouth and clipping it to her shirt. 'There, there' I softly say, holding her close

I turn the TV on at a low volume, watching the news to see just how low the temperature will be. After twenty minutes or so I feel her stirring awake. The paci falls off her mouth but seeing it doesn't bother her, I let it hang from her shirt.

'Mami' She groans, rubbing the sleep off her eyes adorably

'Hi baby girl, was that a good nap?' I wonder softly

'It was, mami.' She answers, hugging herself up to me and looking up at me with her cheeks slightly pink

'What is it, princesa?' I wonder, giggling at her cuteness

'Your shirt mami...' She trails off

'Oh' I chuckle, kissing the side of her head and hugging her close. 'Mi bella princesa was just so comfy on my arms that I didn't wanted to bother her.' I caress her face, she smiles wide

'I love to be on your arms mami, always.' She kisses my cheek, I can't help my smile

'And I love to have you on my arms baby girl.' I say, starting to rub her tummy. 'Wanna see the snow, honey?' I wonder, she perks up

'I do mami!' She exclaims, standing up and suddenly my arms feel a lil empty. 'Lets go mami! Lets go!' She frantically points at the door, attempting to pull me out of the sofa

'Hold on, you little bouncy jelly bean.' I chuckle while quickly pulling my shirt down, stand up and gather her close. 'We need to get ready, it's cold outside princesa.'

She's too adorable when she's excited my gosh, it melts my heart away.

'Alright mami'

We get to my room where I change her into a thermal long sleeve shirt, two pair of socks and thermal sweatpants. I get in the same shirt, a pair of socks and thermal leggins. After it we walk to stand close to the sliding door that lead us to the backyard deck where I put on her boots, coat, scarf, gloves and beanie, then I follow. When it's all done I pick up the bag containing the snowan's dress up while she skips towards  the sliding door...

'I don't want you falling so lets walk carefully baby, it could be sliperry on the deck.' I state

'Got it, mami.' She nods, holding my hand

I entwine my fingers with hers before opening the door. We walk over the deck with some caution because even if it was covered with snow I want to make sure my baby doesn't fall over. Once we're on the grass area she picks up a bit of snow.

'Snow mami!' She excitedly exclaims

'That's right, bunny.' I smile fondly. 'There's quite some snow.'

'Can we build a snowman mami, like Frozen?' She jumps around excitedly, I can't help but giggle at all of her goddamn cuteness, the movie reference only adding up to it