In the Shadows

Chapter 49

Warning ⚠️. Hey all, I don't usually say my author's note at the top of the chapter, but what you're about to read is mature content that is not intended for anyone who is under 18 (but if you're under that age I can't stop you.) As you may know, I've already written mature content, but nothing like this of what you're about to read and I really did a lot of research on this to know what everything meant. It's Chris's checklist and it has his BDSM likes and dislikes, but it's graphic content and uses a lot of sexual language. You have been warned.

Experience and Willingness

Read the list carefully.

For each of the kinks, you should provide three answers: First, your experience, if you have any. Feel free to elaborate on it in the comments. Second, how much of a turn-on is this for you? Third, how scary is this? Exciting scary, or really scary?

Use the list also to discuss your hard and soft limits. (Note hard limit is an activity or sexual act that is off-limits. A soft limit is an activity that is more flexible than a hard limit. It might be an act that a person hesitates to perform or is scared to engage in, but may be willing to try.)

The level of Acceptance ranges from No. through 0-5 and what they mean.

NO. I WILL NOT DO this under ANY circumstances!

0. No desire, don't like. Will agree if asked by my master/mistress or partner.

1. Intriguing, but scary, or embarrassing.

2. Willing to do it but doesn't excite me.

3. Would LIKE to do it once in a while.

4. LOVE doing it, and would like it on a regular basis.

5. WILD TURN-ON, would like it as often as possible.

EXPERIENCE? Turn on? How scary is this? COMMENT/ELABORATION

1. Age play: Hard limit. NO. I have not experienced age play and I wouldn't want to. Roleplaying different ages like my sub/dom is a child or where my mistress is my mommy and I'm the little boy is not my thing. Although, I have to admit I do like it when my sub/dom calls me daddy, besides that not my cup of tea. Really scary.

2. All-nighter: Soft limit- 4. I have experience with it before, and I have enjoyed an all-nighter with my partner. It's tiring but worth it. Major turn-on. Exciting scary.

3. Anal sex: Hard limit- 0. I personally don't want this. I have experienced it with my dom in hers before and it was okay, I didn't really like it. Also, it's not a big deal if I don't do it. Not really a turn-on, but will agree if my dom/sub wants it, but not really my thing. Really scary.

4. Anal plugs (small/large): Hard limit- 1. No experience with my dom and won't ever try it in mine, however, I will do it if my mistress or partner wants a plug in their bum. It can be a turn-on if it's only in hers. A bit scary.

5. Anal plug (in public, under clothes): Hard limit- 1.  I actually don't want this, but my dom/sub can if they're willing to do it in their ass. I have experience with my dom's bum. Somewhat of a turn-on only if it's for my sub/dom's behind. Somewhat scary.

6. Ass licking (giving/receiving): Extreme Hard limit- No. I will not want to lick my dom/sub's ass. Not a turn-on. Really scary.

7. Being dominant or a submissive (note a submissive is not a sex slave): Soft limit- 5. I have experienced being a top and a bottom and I really enjoyed both. I am a switch, I want to make that clear. Major turn-on. Exciting scary.