What Shouldn't Have Been

chapter 27

Amber sigh as she got off the phone from Liam finishing up going through the papers work pushed everything a side and pushed herself off her butt she gathered her things it was while she was going out she realized that she was a lone on her floor every where else close lucky for her the lady who works at the front desk on the first floor was still there and the security guards there wasn't a car park at the construction department parking lot or the engineering department and someone was always there she knew the cab operators office was due to be open for it's a twenty four hours service she got to her car which was park a lone there she got in sat looking around the empty spot for a minute felt spook and she started thinking of things that could happen to her a lone in the parking lot she wasn't sure why those thoughts came to mind but here she was thinking it she start her car leaving the parking lot she was just parking the car in her driveway when Liam called her again since she was home he let her be he sat for a while before he and rogue went out for a stroke on the beach it last for some hours, on getting back to the house he have a few shots of tequila sit by the pool some time had passed him there he finally got up took a shower then went to bed, it's been a long while since he haven't toss and turn but tonight he slept restless thinking of Amber he want everything to be right with them somedays now it feel as if it isn't he wondered if he was pressuring her too much he didn't think her mode was because she was missing Monique that can't be the case, he was eager to find out if it is so since Monique is to come Friday Liam was willing to wait until to bother her for sex
"Can you bring up that folder for me please?" Liam asked on reaching the eight floor to sign in at the reception desk and found Amber signing in
"Yes sir" she said she got the paper from her office then take it to his,
Soon as she close the door he pulled her into him ease her against the table her sharp intake of breath make him horny but he leave it like it was, he kiss her softly caressing her cheek, "latta?" He question, Amber wasn't going to try drinking a latta now after what it did to her the other day make her almost throw up and already her stomach was a bit tight but kissing him was ok so she kiss him again after that kiss he was hard as hell but he let her go he had stuffs to do anyway, Thursday evening Liam and Amber spent sometime together at Penrod Park watching the surfers for sometimes they sat down on the beach Amber relaxing against Liam's chest with him holding her rubbing a long her outta thighs Amber wondered why it's been few days he haven't shown any interest in sex if it's the fact that when they do have sex she's not getting a climax, she didn't feel for it anyway, Liam kiss from Amber's shoulder to her neck, "I love you" he told her Amber lift her head to look at him, he nodded "I mean it Amber every word" she held his cheek lift her head to kiss him he felt fire in that kiss and in that touch he want to make love to her but instead he took her home see her in and left.
Amber was glad Monique was coming today it's been two weeks too long she was happy but her body didn't give her the chance to show it, she came to office about midday Amber was sitting in her office when she heard the talking she got out Monique was with Liam and a few others inquiring about the honeymoon, she was telling them how good it was, she turn and scream on seeing Amber walk over and hug her they both giggle Monique pulled back to look at her, "you look pretty tired "let me guess too much love and too much work and not enough rest" Keith look around on Liam he kinda noticed that he's moving around Amber and the looks now wasn't just of a man who wants something it's the look that tells he's getting something
"I'm good" Amber said but Monique could see she wasn't she took her hand leading her to her office closing the door Liam watch until the door closes before going to his office,
Monique and Amber sat down around Amber's desk "girl I missed you" Monique said
"I've missed you"
"Are things good with you and Liam?"
"It is but tell me about your honeymoon, how's Gregory?"
"Honeymoon was great, the best, as for Gregory I think he got too much loving, girl! He's worn out so tired and he's going back to work on Monday and I still want him again later"
Amber grin
"You look pretty tired though Amber, are you sure that you're OK?"
"That's what Liam said he said I need to take a vaca"
"As if he's not the one making you tired" Monique grin Amber smile,
"So what about Bart?" Monique asked
"What about him?"
"You're not worried still because he moved out are you?"
"I don't think that's a problem, I'm getting by" she was in a way for Simond was helping with the margate and some of the bills at her parents Liam had increased her payments didn't say why thought she didn't asked that is helping her pay the rent and for her car,
Monique nod, she told her it's going to work out before now and see it is working out, "Let's do dinner" she said "I'm sure Gregory can use sometime to rest"
Amber agreed Monique went to took over at the receptionist desk Amber relax at her's she wasn't sleeply when she did but her stomach was heavy
She has no client today so most of the afternoon spent with her head on the desk she got up as it was time to leave she and Monique took the elevator down with Liam as Monique was inviting him for dinner he refused saying they should catch up, Bart came out and saw them thinking to himself that Monique is only two weeks in her marriage and still she's seeing Liam he went by them Liam and Amber look at each other both had remember what Bart had told Gregory about the two of them, he took his hand from her shoulder smile at them both "you ladies be good" he said "Yes sir" Monique said
"Amber call me later" he said Amber nod he walk away leaving them he was getting in his car when Bart pulled out his parking spot Amber and Monique pulled out a head of him they went to happeas to have dinner and kill some time, Liam went to wet willy to meet Roman he was heading to the bar when the back of a woman caught his attention he thought well that woman look like polly Goldsons but the man she was with wasn't Bart wilson he remember the last time he saw her she was with him showing off about him being her man but she was kissing on a new guy weeks later he walk up to her touched her shoulder polly turn and found him standing there "Liam what you doing here?"
"Meeting a friend, but miss Goldsons what are you doing here?"
"Not really"
"So who's the captin?"
"What captin?'
"The ship captin" Liam pout his mouth at the guy standing behind her polly look up at her man look at Liam, "this is no concern of your's"
"Not trying to make it" he said holding up his hands walking away, he met Roman at the bar and they kill time have few drinks before going home,
Liam had said to call him on getting home Amber did so but didn't get to him on his cellphone Millicent said he didn't get home she wondered of where he could be and of what he could be doing to make him not go home, Liam got home say around eleven o'clock and call Amber she was wide a wake when he did "Hey babe" he said
"Hey babe" she reply
"You not sleeping?"
"You just getting home?"
"Roman call me up so I met up with him, you alright?"
Was she even alright Amber didn't want to think she is "I am alright" she lie "What about You?"
"I'm good, I'm going to let you get some rest ok" Liam said Amber didn't want to stop talking to him as yet but she said ok he hang up and she just lay there in the dark she and Monique have a little get together in the morning they later went to their parents Simond wasn't yet home when Amber got there but he later came with his girlfriend Amber ended staying over night thought she didn't plan on it, Liam got up early Sunday morning thinking of killing the day with Amber he and rogue head on over he brought a few things to cook for her she wasn't home when he got there but after fifteen minutes of waiting her car pull up Amber got out her car she stood looking at him then smile she wasn't expecting to see him and this early what if she never come when she did, "What you doing?" She asked
"Is that the greetings you gave to your man who came to see you?" Liam asked
"I'm sorry" Amber said walking over to him she kiss him softly he smile, "I'm here to cook you dinner"
"And?"
"Nothing"
"Nothing I hope for I'm tired"
"I'll give you a massage"
"Mmh" Amber said
"Yeah" Liam said Amber nod she open the door and they went in together they were in the kitchen when he turn her to face him kiss her,
"Where should we started with breakfast or massage?"
"You're going to cook breakfast two?"
"Amber I'm leaving tomorrow I'll be gone for a while Let's make today a day we do us"
"I know you're going away for a while but please for give me for complaining of being tired I really am"
"I know and I'm going to take care of you" he whispered kissing her deeply he lift her to his hips cuffed her butt cheeks "Why not just cook me dinner I'm not up for breakfast now anyway" Amber told him
"Yeah, that's a good, great idea" he said he took her to the room se5 her to her feetb
"You going to take a shower?" Liam asked Amber had one just before leaving her parents but if he's going to join her she'll be glad to take one again "do you need one?" Amber asked
"I need you" Liam whispered biting on her lips they got caught in a heated romance before getting to the bath they climb in together Amber got on her knees to kiss him it was the only thing that feels right kissing him he taste great eatable like she could eat him up she allow him to touch her suck on her breast but as refused sex his finger was welcome but the real thing she shove away,
"Amber you're being nauty" Liam said
"I did say I was tired"
"Yeah but after taking me this far" he said, he point her to his Steel hard manhood as it stick out Amber shiver for she knew what that feels like getting deep down and if he ďrives hard enough she could get hurt, that wasn't the problem now she just didn't want to have sex right now, Liam stood up, "Where you going?" Amber asked
"I'm done with my bath" he said Amber got up as well "didn't say you have to done with your's"
"I didn't need one really for I got one earlier"
"So did i" Liam said walking out, Amber followed him out he got in his sweat pants stood facing her they stare at each other he wondered why in God's name this woman got to be so beautiful she steal his heart time and time again and doesn't even know it he's madly in love with her,
"What about the body massage?" Amber asked
Liam widen his eyes, "What about it?" He asked
"You promise one"
"I said I would massage you but that was before you turned down sex" Amber widen her eyes he nod at her Amber nod too she held her hands up walk to the bed Liam watch her climb on he grab his shirt before leaving the bedroom Amber lay back she flopped her palm over her eyes and growl Liam was on the stairs when he heard her he pause for some time before going down to the kitchen he got his things out the bag as promise he started cooking Amber eventually lays there till fall asleep after a few hours of cooking Liam turn the stove off took off his apron take the stairs Amber was stretched out on her belly her naked butt upwards Liam climb across her hips kissing her back, "hey" he whispered softly Amber lift her head, "Don't move I want you to be still"
"Are you going to give me that massage?" Amber asked
"I... am going to give you everything" Liam said he lean in to kiss her, she got her massage it was relaxing I was a full body massage Amber felt she no longer need to get a masseuse this what Liam offers is much more she tries to turn but he stop her, "remains still" he said kissing her down her back down her thighs at the back of her knees making her kick and giggle, "relax" je whispered
"Ok" Amber said trying her best to relax she felt him lift her butt cheeks then something hard and cold pushed against it entering her forcefully a moan left her throat as she felt him sink into her,
"Liam" she said
"Mmh" he said kissing her "shhh" he whispered as his hips turn swiftly
"Ouch... it hurts"
"That was intentional, it gets better" he drives a little deeper a bit too deep, Amber grip the sheets moaning deeply it felt real good much as she has no feelings for it it's only a pity she couldn't come to a climax
"I'm sorry babe" he said kissing her deeply as his power grew stronger he felt more strong like a man she haven't been touched by before "Don't be sorry I love you either way" she told him he came to a climax and rest upon her until his breathing calm, "So why you putting up such a fight?" He asked as he roll her over, his mouth claim her breast, "I'm not fighting" she said shakeyly
"Tell me then what it is you're doing" he enters her sweetness sliding inside her tightly moist flesh rubbing against each of her walls Amber lift her legs to wrap around his hips as he was on his knees she was feeling him deep down but something more was happening but right when she was about to climax, at least it was what it felt like but it didn't happen the feeling just disappear she could tell Liam came to a climax the way he sank down bit her lips moan and fall on her stomach "Oh girl, you're so beautiful, everything about you is beautiful" he said Amber hug him rubbing through his hair, she wondered if he notice she didn't climax again, if he did he didn't mention it which made Amber glad for she hate talking about it, he left her in bed took a shower to himself he dress back in his clothes lean over the bed kiss her, "you should take a shower I have dinner waiting for you" he said walking away "Wait yo.?" Amber was trying to question Liam but he close the door if he pretend not to hear Amber didn't know but she took that shower went down stairs the smell of food hit her as she came out the door of the bedroom she entre the kitchen to find Liam settling the table it was dinner for two but it seems to be many dishes she wondered if he had left where did he find all this time to cook,
"Please be seated" he said as he pulled out a chair for her, Amber sat as he dish and take to the table she heard her stomach rumble fron the sight of it but she didn't feel hungry but since Liam went all the way she try to eat though it remains in her stomach and refused to go down she stopped eating hold her head down,
"What, you're full already?" Liam asked
Amber nod far from it but she can't tell him that, they clean up when he was through with his meal having another serving of vegetables together they clean up and he stayed another few hours doing what she didn't want him to having sex with her by he was to left at ten thirty five she was drain and to make matter worst everything she ate before came up, she avoid telling Liam when he call on reaching home they talk for a wild before he bid her goodbye, they didn't talk again until he call from Chicago way in the evening,
Amber got home after work she had worked a little late, when she did it was only to find Bart there, he was the last person she was expecting to see sitting on the sofa in the living he's been gone over a month the last time he stopped over was to grabbed a few more of his things, she didn't recalled seeing him at the office today she got further in and greet him, "Hey" he said as he look up at her, she didn't asked why he was here for some reason it didn't matter to her, it's a goodthing liam was out of town for as much as he had stayed over last night and stayed on her almost the entire night she was never going to be able to tell him not to come tonight, Amber went by Bart into the kitchen to lay the bags down that she had just came in with she made her way upstairs she push the room door to find his things on the floor next to the bed so it seems he had move back in she wasn't going to even attempt to asked for he's been real angry with her and it's best she leave well a lone she was already going through her own dilema and wasn't sure what it was, Amber can't recall ever having such a problem before where she couldn't climax not with Bart for the man before him and to think Liam did everything right, she came back down to go to the kitchen Bart was now watching television she went to the kitchen and fix something to eat in finishing she came to the door to inquired if Bart would like some lían had made some oxtail yesterday but her stomach wasn't up for that he did fish sweets and sour style fry vegetables and scrimp pasta new to Amber she had some with cook banana and gave some to Bart for the first time in months they sat at the table together she's not talking about Christmas dinner when they shoe up at the peck's when he had solemly refused to come, being knew his family is going through a rough time now the elección is only a few weeks away it should be the second week and so far it wasn't looking good for the Wilsons, she remember what liam had said about their chance being hopeless, she wondered if ít is the reason he has moved back in, for it sure is looking hopeless for the Wilsons who has a twenty percent average she had voted for them the last time but doubts she will this time her vote is one against many anyway for even if she didn't vote for them he4 a lone voté can't let them win, if she voté on their behalf it's the same she by herself can't let them win by right she's to cast her voté she sat to wondered who Liam will voté for since he was so straight out plain about them not standing a chance against the other oponente maybe he won't voté anyway for he haven't live here a full year as yet, she push all the thoughts áway got up to clear the table, Bart was in the shower when Amber reached up to the bedroom he had exit the table soon as she started cleaning, he haď went out to call his mother who desparetly worried of him he said he was alright but cora could hear in his voice he wasn't alright he had told them about the big fight between himself and polly as she had not asked him to leave but after getting back to the house this morning having spent the night at his parents his things were on the lawn he was gathering them to put in his car when she call to say it's over she can no longer have the relationship with him he should go a head and marry Amber, his mother has asked why he haven't come home but with their troubles he didn't want to add his so it is why he came back Amber didn't know polly was the reason he had move out she believe all this time he's at his mother and hope to leþ her continue to think it's where he was at,
He got out the shower and Amber went to take a bath she quickly flash back to yesterday and the time spent here with Liam, the good time they had, the massage wow that was most amazing him making love to her the greatest sex only a pity she didn't climax and she haven't for a while now so far Liam is overĺooking it at least it look's like that, Bart was in the bed when Amber came from the bathroom because of that she slept in the other room,
Amber couldn't wait to tell Monique that Bart moved back in she call early to tell her Monique was surprised to know he did moved back forbid Amber to keep him at a distance but she was sure Bart wasn't thinking of building up something between them again not after the time that had passed,
"You didn't come to bed last night, was it because I was there?" Bart asked Amber was in the kitchen fixing herself a cup of sinamon tea when he came in she fix another and push it towards him, "What did you do Bart take a vacation?" Amber asked,
"What does that mean?"
"It means you left, you left angry too I'm sure you wasn't expecting me to join you in bed now did you?"
"I was just saying doing it like that was kind of a"
"Embarassment?"
Bart nod "I just thought you would want to talk"
"Talk, what for? Bart you left!"
"I needed sometime"
"Well you got the time" Amber said going around him to get her thurmas off the counter top to fill it with sinamon tea,
"You're taking tea to work, what happened to french latta vanilla caramel, you don't drink that anymore?"
Amber wondered too what happened to french latta vanilla caramel she can't seems to bring it down anymore it was usually her favorite but now even the scent of it was good to her anymore
"I love it, but because I love it doesn't mean I can't do other things" Amber said didn't think to tell him she haven't drank french latta vanilla caramel in a while, she took up her things then left for work,
On her way to work Liam called they talk she has bid him goodbye when she pulled up to find Monique waiting she rest the phone on her lap to gather her things when Monique came to the door "good morning sweets" she said making her voice hoarse
"Good morning" Amber said "at least I'm trying to make it a good one" "Am i hearing some complains?" Monique asked Same time Bart went by and they both watch him "So your good off parttime fiance Mr Wilson really move back in ah , oh sad" she said Liam heard that and wonder why Amber didn't mention it, he heard her sigh the phone finally disconnected and he got úp from his seat he sigh and took a deep breath let it out he put on his hard hat as he was going to the work site, since liam overheard the girls talking that Bart was living back at the house he call often he talk to Amber now twice a day each day for the rest of the week, he's been concern for he know she's living with Bart again and the way she's sounding these few days has became a concern too for she sounds more down than up she kept telling him she's alright but he wants to be sure she is he wanted to cut short the trip he told her "You don't need to do that" she told him,
Monday morning when he called she was just getting out of bed she did say she was tired last night he talk to her but she sounds a lot more tired now, in the afternoon Amber and Monique were both at Monique's desk when the call came in, she answer risk financial company this is Monique Fuentes speaking"
"Monique, it's me" Liam spoke Monique grin the boss voice wasn't hard to pick up the smile make Amber knew it was Liam long before she said "Hello sir" Amber lean in to hear what he was saying Amber overheard him asking "Is my baby OK?"
"Yes sir" Monique replied he was saying how he's worried for before he leave she was look pale but he talks to her and she sounded weak and incase she's sick and have to see the doctor he'll send money, Monique look at Amber who stood there with a kimbo looking at her, she didn't say it to Amber but she does notice that she's a bit pale maybe overworked but she don't want to think doctor, "I'll let you know" Monique said to Liam,
"Thank you" Liam said then hang up,
"What happened why he's sounding so concern and talking about you seeing a doctor?" Monique asked
"I'm alright" Amber said turning to walk away
"Hey" Monique said Amber stop "I'm still your best friend I'm still here for you" Amber nod her office door close and she sat down for the rest of the afternoon doing nothing but staring out of space,
"I noticed you stop drinking french latta vanilla caramel" Monique said trying to sound french
Amber shook her head
"What happened it doesn't taste as good as sex does anymore?"
They were together out in the parking lot Friday morning when they saw the man who sells french latta across the street "when did it stop?"
"I'm kinda giving it abreak"
"Have you consider giving sex abreak too far for you and sir Liam Turner sex and latta walks hand in hand" she grin Amber smile Friday night the girls got together go to the club few of the guys too, Amore, Basil, Keith and Joshua were there with them also, they were so having a goodtime Amber tries but nothing feels right with her and because of the stomach discomforth she's been having her body felt obnormal so to avoid it becoming worst she didn't drink no strong liquors though the drink she had was alcohol free comes Saturday morning Amber woke up with upset stomach vomiting and abdominale pains weakness where she remains in bed for the day she didn't tell Monique about it up on the phone call telling herself if it continues she'll see herself to a doctor,
"You ok?" Debbie asked for she saw her daughter cringed holding her tummy while bracing on the kitchen counter, she didn't recognize that her mother had walked back into the kitchen she turned to look at her straighten up herself "I'm ok" she told her mother
"If you not able to help honey you can always sit down"
"I can manage" she took the pile of vegetables and began slicing them it wasn't the pain that much as the feeling that erupped in her stomach on having the pain, her mother observe her more when she later refused to eat even though she said before she was hungry,
Monique met Amber Monday morning in the company's parking lot and they walk up together she didn't take notice if Liam's car was park there but he was in the lobby on getting there "ladies" he greets with a smile, he over look Amber admiring her gorgeous body her firm nipples push up against her shirt, and her ass fat he thought about between her thights of her tightness and how he could hold her in his palm feel on her get his fínger inside of her, the way she look sexy, enticing and hot she turns him on, he narrow his eyes as he stare her down, Amber saw the way he looks at her with those undress me eyes it's a while he haven't look at her with those undress me eyes, thinking well he's been gone for two weeks normally her body would be on rage but she felt nothing it's like she has no feelings for sex she hang her head seeing how he looks at he, he spoke with them around Keith, Amore, Basil, and the ladies Joshua was there talking too work related as usual , "see me in my officè after lunch Mr Bassett" Liam said as his eyes kept going to Amber each time distracted him from most of what was said, Keith realize he was distracted and see what, who got him distracted, he ķnèw with Amber standing there the boss interested will be no where else he patt his shoulder as he was taking his leave from the group going down to the elevator,
"Mr Riley friday at ten I'm calling a meeting in the conference room" Liam said as Keith was walking away "at ten you say?" He asked Liam nod "Friday?" Keith asked Liam nod Basil too was walking off Liam patt his shoulder, "So I'll see you at the meeting" Basil nodded little at a time they started moving along going back to their office or to their desk some to their floor,
"Miss ĺopez can I see you in my office?" He question Amber ĺook at him, she wish to say no for she already know what he wants he walk off calling her with his hands walking by Bart greeting him "Mr Wilson" je said but Bart didn't respond further than a nod,
"Your man is brave" Monique said as she watch Liam walk away
Amber look at her, "Ain't you going to asked which?" Monique asked with a grin,
"Not funny Monique"
"It's not I could have sworn... it was"
Amber frown at her as she went down the lobby behind Liam to his office,
He close the door behind them once it was close he held her to him kissing her neck, "I missed you" he whispered turning her around, "I missed you" Amber said Liam smile at her kissing her deeply his hand sliding up her thighs bringing up her skirt she wore her pantiehose having free access to her skin trailing up to shift aside her pantie his finger found her moist flesh and slide right inside,
"Liam wait a minute, I can't" she said as she tries to ease him back
"You can't, why for I want you"
"I'm not in the mood Liam"
Liam ease back to look at her she's so always in the mood even though having a climax had been a fight lately but she's always in the mood "Oh come on that's a joke"
"No I'm serious I don't feel for you" Liam step back to look at her,
Amber shook her head "it's not like that I don't, I never meant it like that I'm just not having any sexual feelings now"
"Is it because he moved back in?"
"What, no of course not, who told you that, that has nothing to do with it"
"I over heard you girls talking so weren't you going to tell me?"
"You were away"
"We talk didn't we?"
"I just didn't think it was necessary"
"Why wouldn't you think it wasn't"
"He has nothing to do with anything"
"Prove it" ĺiam said lifting Amber to his desk pull down her underwear and push into her.