War and Love (N.H) (AU)

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"Her voice a calming music note" she finished reading the poem.
She didn't know how to react.
She was shocked.
He liked her and she was married.
And now he was leaving the town.
He just dropped the bomb and left.
Just like that?
She walked out and followed him.

He wasn't that far away.
"You can't just confess your feelings and leave" she said causing him to stop.
But he didn't turn around he just hung his head low.
She stared at him with soft innocent eyes.
"What else can I do? You're married. To my best mate." He said without facing her.
"Then why did you say it? You knew I'm married. You knew we couldn't do anything. Why did you confess?"
"I just had to. If I didn't I would explode"

"How much?"
"A lot" he finally turned around and faced her.
"A lot Abby. Day and night you're in my mind. You're even in my dreams."
"Since when?"
"Since the day you were trying on your wedding dress."

It was two days before the wedding and Abby was in the mansion trying on her wedding dress.
Maids were helping her and checking.
Zayn was supposed to bring the bouquet to see if it's okay.
Once he entered he shrunk his eyes due to the brightness that was from the angel standing in front of him.
She looked so innocent and beautiful.
He knew if she smiles she will be ten times more beautiful.

"Why didn't you say anything?" She asked as a single tear rolled down.
"I wasn't married yet"
"You weren't. But the future groom was Niall and I couldn't do that to my best mate"
"I'm sorry" she said suddenly.
He was confused at her sudden apology.
"What are you sorry for?"
"You like me and I can't do anything about it"
"And you feel guilty about it?"
"I am. I am guilty. Because first I'm married and second I just don't.. I don't"
"You don't feel the same way" he finished her sentence.
"I'm sorry" she cried.
"Stop apologizing" he hugged her.

"Non of this is your fault Abby. Me liking you. You being married. You not liking me in the same way. None of them are your fault. Okay?"
She nodded into the hug.
"Promise you won't feel guilty"
"Promise" she sniffled.
"And promise me one more thing"
She looked at him.
"Promise you'll give Niall a chance. He really likes you."
"Promise" she nodded with a weak smile.
He smiled bitterly and removed the hair out of her face memorizing every single detail of her face and beauty.
"Goodbye Abby" he whispered and walked away slowly.
"Goodbye Zayn" she whispered.
And it's been a week since then.

"Abby" Niall called walking toward the bed.
"I .. We need to talk about something" he said sitting down in front of her.
She placed the book down.
"Is everything okay?" She asked.
"Yeah .. just .. I want to consummate our marriage and creat a small family but I can't do it without your consent"
Abby gulped at his words.
"Are we ready though?" She asked cautiously.
"I mean it's been a month since our wedding and let's be honest, no one is really ready for their first child. We'll learn once the baby borns"
She stayed silent.
"It's okay if you don't want to" he said standing up walking toward the door.

Abby began thinking.
This is her life whether she wants it or not.
She is married and clearly Niall won't divorce her.
She also promised Zayn to give Niall a chance.
Her mother used to say children bring the couple closer.
As Niall opened the door to exit the room
"okay" she said barely audible while looking down at her lap.
He heard it.
He faced her.
"Sure?"
"sure"
"I want you to be hundred percent sure"
"I am" she said faintly.
He closed the door and locked it.

She heard it.
Jacqueline heard it and she knew what it meant.
She became furious and stormed into her room. She started pacing back and forth in anger.
"He wants to consummate his marriage! He wants a child! Hopefully she can't get pregnant..hopefully"

(TW: Smut ahead. If you're not comfortable skip until you see another bold message)

Niall slowly laid Abby down and started unbuttoning her dress.
Her heart was beating fast. This was her first time and she wasn't fully comfortable yet. She could say no. She did still have the chance to deny but she didn't.
She just laid there and let it happen.

He stripped himself and hovered over her again.
He kissed her neck and sucked on her skin lightly.
He came down to her breasts and stomach.
He then kissed her thighs.
She was gaining pleasure but she still didn't know how to feel about it.
Niall stroked himself a bit and positioned himself front of her entrance.
"Ready?" He whisper-asked.
She nodded with feared innocent eyes.
"I need to hear you saying it"
"ready"
With that he entered her.
He began thrusting gently.
"Are you okay?" Niall asked after a few minutes.
"yes" she nodded.
He quickened his pace a bit.
She was close and he knew it.
"Let it go"
That was all she needed to hear to reach her climax.
After few more thrusts he climaxed as well.

End of smut

Niall laid next to her and covered them both with the blanket.
She lost her innocence.
He spilled inside her.
They both had to wait and see if she gets pregnant.

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