So United Yet So Seperated:the Human Paradox

So United Yet So Seperated Part 9

If scientist suggest that we evolved from apes why is that apes still exist could this be because of genetic variation why do we hold ourselves at the center of intellectual existence compared to other organisms. "it's  the large brain they say" but yet having a brain doesn't explain how we are face with catagaries such as the insane or crazy. How can a crazy person be crazy and how are we to know if it's so. Are we crazy ourselves? Humans are crazy but we are particular on those humans or specify a group which doesn't have the herd mentality. Being desperate from the herd would mark you as crazy as why are you seperated to society but how do you become crazy from being seperat7ve to society i surely understand because I've been hit by this word too many but not a couple of times willingly I except because once more I feel free as the word as said. I'm not capable to thinking like society so I'm labeled crazy maybe calling myself a free thinker would be much appropriate because thinking like everyone is is basically being restricted to go to the next level there has to be if everyone is to believe the existence of God they most certainly do think the same because it is something that projects more than one idea, way of living. Communicating and interactions within society if i oppose this type of thinking i am crazy because it is agreed upon and most certainly built upon that society stands by it and im not doing so, so certainly I must be crazy if im not doing what everyone else is doing but it could go deeper then this perhaps it could be that I'm considering death to be life and life to be death and your considering me crazy because these are two different things but you see I haven't seperated life and death I haven't seperated them as two events of their own but infact events of the same but you are to call me crazy because this is not the way you think. We all think different but when it comes to society it's different because we maintain what we think due to panic and upset cause i certainly wouldn't be pleased if i believed in God so immensely that another to say his not real is like saying I'm dumb perhaps that's it everyone knows they are smart and what they choose is right being proven wrong certainly does make you feel dumb but it also makes you smarter to realize where these other ideas could come from but many don't see pass what they already have because it's much better to have what is accessible then what is not but the thieves don't happen to know that only those who are told so it is infact the best to feel gratitude but are you really to be greatful if all you get is lies and not the truth but what can I consider the truth
When it all seems to be normal I may be alien to all this western life perhaps coming from Malawi has me experiencing something totally different in South Africa even thou much of my child is, is nearly forgetten from my place of birth I still yet feel that it was a peaceful environment and views of the people brought them together perhaps not a interacial community if some would consider to catagorize it but it's much like a simple community of people living amongst each other but to my experience I fear that where I am right now most seem to live against and due to my experiences im now able to sum up thought to this degree now im to question how would it be to live in another country perhaps such as America's for which I've spoken much about because it seems to be the country everyone has something to say much about both good and bad then along is the UK which seems to be another sort of popular civilization to be apart of the list with America and China perhaps austrilia might have lost some of its fame but i can not be certain that i justify it correctly but all these countries that are populary c
Spoken about seem to have a systematic approach to how they deal with people living within there borders which has been respect by civilians living under those systems are my to always have a different perspective to our existence living in every country that has been made to sustain our life span. How does a person get to be African American if he hadn't been to Africa but been born in America how is there a race termed as black if the group has a spectrum of light and dark skin tones. Eventually this is all just going to be another dream perhaps maybe not that moment in history class where you are dreaming but we forget dreams and so history is like a dream never to be understood because it's forgotten
Perhaps saying history is forgotten would intentionally mean its lost because forgetting something meaning you know of it existing but yet you haven't got a clue where to look first because it seems to be in a place that you don't seem to have marked in your subconscious that is where you will leave it but how are you to know history if it's not told to you or how are we to know history if we don't ask about ourselves or of. Has anyone ever recalled the time when friends never use to trade you in for validation in a social group or am I speaking from trauma but maybe through the reality that I exist this is what it is the fact that loyalty doesn't have a definition but just became a branded lie
Maybe everyone just happens to read from the wrong dictionary or there might be a new edition with new meanings because everything seems to not mean what it means or perhaps I can say words aren't applying to action but infact applying to the fore front of how we create appeal in a community, social media doesn't infact show how people seem to be so pleased to share there lives everyday but in what way is it meaningful other than having a like for it are most People  just sharing their moments of bliss and happiness because they are just really sharing it or is there an ultimatum that might be somewhat mental as said by the most source-able members of humanity likes get you dopamine and dopamine is a drug in terms of addiction but it should be natural because it what's the brain does release a reward hormone a sense of temporary pleasure but the fact that it's temporary should really be the reason why it be a drug cause if somethings good and it doesn't last so long will certainly crave to have more such as just a bite of your favourite food will have your mind exploding with dopamine, exploding is just me exaggerating it but sincerely it would be much like saying you want to finish it all but how are you to if it's not going to last you might aswell stay forever until you get every bit that will satisfy you,but how can something thats temporary satisfy something that's easily fixed able being realizing that it might just be always there cause i might have gone off from the point I was getting on to but to simplify its not the drugs that be putting people on the street doing all the damage it's the mindset social media has somehow enveloped on western societies in regards to age group its not specific but the collective of western culture to be in total awe of meaningless but yet justified tendencies bringing about the age of no sensical beings that aren't able to compassionately grasp the ideas of fellowship and ethics, infact mention ethics has be the chance to speak more of it, in terms of ethics it is most prejudice in the work environment but yet in a country it seems not to apply as individuals seems to make it harder to other individuals to live in those countries which is not applicable in good ethics perhaps a country which is able to establish  a ground of good ethics to the participants of its growth can achieve much more as individual are to work better in agree-able circumstances or conditions aswell innately knowing that there isn't harm or disregard to be placed on anybody within the existing ground of ethics but yet this seems to be impossible as there is such, rights and laws and they have been given......