So United Yet So Seperated:the Human Paradox

So united yet so seperated part 6

What is it my mind feels restrained from imagining what this fruit might be, does it still exist? What was it like how did it look was it conscious that it expanded consciousness but heck! Why would you go on and spoil the fun about it just let it be a mystery for if you become too curious you are to lose your life. Is this what is we really are restrained sheep, not by others but by own,wanting safety and freedom being choice but as is death will always be inevitable perhaps having that comfort of safety is great but is it that great if it's always temporary and constantly having to grasp onto it? Wait even if you do perhaps chase on try to grab on to it you still don't find that actual comfort but infact find something else that is less discomfort, Than something with more discomfort because well thats how we are made to see the world. what is the purpose of danger if it exists everywhere, in the animal kingdom its survival of the fittest but meanwhile humans have seperated themselves from that, it's not the fittest to survive but the one smartest to survive well thats justified on the count that humans have the most complex and large brain in the animal kingdom apart from having such, humans are capable of many things that create its upward incline on the food chain starting from then coming to now but the differences between our ancients and us is that they probably had more to question and ask about then us that's why we probably have what we know as religion and culture today which by then would be something that's alien to animals. As human we have been fond of keeping animals that we find adorable or helpful but mostly because their adorable why do we, what's this type of trait that allows us to keep an animal hostage from its own world and yet still seem to make it pleased that it's been taken away from its world because everything comes easy, food shelter and every other essential thing for an animal apart from the choice of leaving or suggesting freedom, because that's wrong isn't it? That they would choose freedom when we giving them what they need and there not actually working for it like they had to if they had to be to go back to there world but most animals do fall comfort to this and so that's when humans realized that it's fine to keep them and so forth did the dog earn its phrase "man's best friend"
Well this can't be the actual story of how that actually happened but I didn't mention that the animals that were helpful were kept also, imagine some are kept just so they could see there offpring take there position as they go to slaughter perhaps see each of there offspring grow to be food for us perhaps i shouldn't say much of this as I indulge in the type of protein to, but I would've have not if it wasn't taught to me to be for consumption perhaps realizing that I didn't want to eat meat at first but was introduced to it, can give me the choice to choose not to but I have and this is when I realized the amount of criticism can be shot at a person for choosing to step out of a societies preference but maybe I might exaggerate a little bit because there is those known as vegetarians and those who fast only to eat vegetables on that period set for them to do so, but why do we go to the vegatables when we seem unhealthy or needing to be religious perhaps the better way to say it is when we feel like we are deteraiting the only thing that can save us a better feeling of goodness and health is a fruit maybe i haven't done my research but I've had a fruit an apple to be particular and I found myself feeling better even though I was in effect of a disease that crippled my taste along with my appetite and sense of smell and all that felt like it was an illusion with those couple bites, well I maybe had four apples, I couldn't get over the first three ofcourse but all in that lies the idea that meat cant be a debatable topic when it comes to how we are to be healthy with what we consume but if it were to be a debate Id like to ask if we are to carry on what our ancestors started or we are to go on forward to knew depths of our existence are we to relay on what we know of our bodies capabilities or what the carrier of our bodies capabilities are perhaps it wouldn't be reasonable to say humans can live without and perhaps because humans have a certain passion for food their restaurants, delicacies and every thing a taste bud would need to set off a dopamine bomb in the human brain and perhaps this is the reason why it would be unreasonable because it gives certain satisfaction along with it safety for some as they indulge themselves more then they have to,consider this another way of a human making itself a slave to food perhaps not only that there much more accountable ways in which humans have agreed to restrict themselves and every restriction imposed is similar to building a wall this wall is as high as the rate of people become so called "influencers" who basically influence people to grow their ego perhaps even lose money because why not tip an influencer for such exposure.perhaps the increase of erotic exposure is the reason it's still increasing because it's beneficial i still can't believe I was made in such a way if humans can do so, i catched on with Elon musk as so i go on through my research he clearly started that sex is a pro-creative bio feature but hence it being satisfactory to both males but me adding on to this could be that feminism is a catalyst I've really gone in to thought about it and I so happen to catch a thought that was an inquiry, why is it that woman want to be equal to man what's the purpose of it all
Could it be that woman also want to impregnate guys, wait no way that's biologically different so how can they, but it would require them to have the same traits and characteristics aswell as mental function to be equal to us but yet again that is all biological and how would then be they equal? I've yet to plead with question to time and patients as to why two biologically different yet complementary humans are to be equal
But in some way I would likely say that my answer is just impossible unless it would be a type of living perhaps even opportunities but that's been figured out but it still hits me to the biological factor that these opportunities are based on what each individual can do as to his/her mental function now it's likely that some who have gained to know that the law is the Procter perhaps in metaphor the mother of control so who then to do for her children then the mother but this mother hasn't been grown by a gentle mother but a crual one, one that devided races and took over lands its was called colonization but yet nobody has ever realized it, it's probably dark for me to say but it's not so bad to call your death early cause you already living in a world with a dead reality there's a renewal being called upon i believe and this generation is change us who come forth maybe its all a prophecy that humans will be savages but call themselves civilized and call the civilized, savages.because but it does make sense to think that the word peace will be felt in every humans heart but how would this ever happen how can a guy who takes pictures of his cars to bring in girls who take pictures of themselves to get lustful compliments ever bring peace how can a person who can't even help out the elderly neither respect but then respect has to be earned isn't it
But years earn respect if an elder where to show you disrespect it is in you to humble them not disrespect them back we can't keep doing the same thing to each other as it destroys the way we view and feel towards socializing