literally just a diary that I'm posting.
My life is boring so yeah...
If you know me in real life... and you read this, I do not take responsibility for any hurt feelings.
I will not use real names.
this is literally going to be my diary so no ru...
I'm not ready for Christmas break to end... I'm still burnt out damn it. I've been writing a little more recently so that's nice... except for the fact that it's not going to stay that way as soon as school starts back up.
I can't do this...
I made this to be like a vent book of sorts especially being that I lost my actual physical vent book that I used to get out all of my rage rage… but I feel like I should write something more positive…
So uh... shit...uhhh.............. nope I got nothing... damn it sucks to be a pessimist.
I had to go to a doctor's appointment to get an ultrasound and my blood drawn so that sucks...
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I'm anemic man... they need to stop stealing my life force.
I have an intense fear of needles in a hospital setting... and for some reason... only in a hospital setting. So I almost passed out. I was shaking so bad, and I ended up dissociating half way through. The nurse kept trying to ask if I was okay, and I had to like... restart my brain for every question.
I also almost threw up... so uh... that sucked ass.
Also I'm getting kinda worried because there's someone who normally almost always comments on my stuff... and they haven't... I'm probably overreacting but I've literally hyperventilated twice today because I'm worried something happened to them... last time they disappeared for a bit it was because of school... but it's Christmas break... so my brain has decided to torture me... god damn I'm clingy arnt I?
