TW: implied suicide... God my life's a mess
God I fucking hate depressive episodes... I was ready to do homework but then my brain decided to be a bitch about it!!!
God fucking damn it!!!
I'm gonna fall behind!
My good grades are the only thing that motivates me to make it to December...
I'm gonna have to ask for even more extra help than I usually do...
I'm gonna cry... fucking pathetic!
Oh! And the cherry on top! I'm having an allergic reaction to something! I don't fucking know what I'm reacting to! All I know is that it's getting more swollen, bumpy, and ichy on my fingers! So that just fucking lovely!
And my God damned uterus is in pain constantly. Not just on periods! And other stuff is happening but I'm not trying to gross people out with my periods... but let's just say... my mom brought up uterine cancer.
I just gotta make it to December... then I can stop...
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Dear Diary
Non-Fictionliterally just a diary that I'm posting. My life is boring so yeah... If you know me in real life... and you read this, I do not take responsibility for any hurt feelings. I will not use real names. this is literally going to be my diary so no ru...
