Entry 10

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My mom said that we're probably going to move in a year...

I wanna die...

You know what, fuck this!

She's the one who signed me up for theater so that I could make friends, but then the second I do, she wants to move.

And what about my therapist?!

I'm not going to just switch therapists. I don't need to readjust to a new person. I'll just not go to fucking therapy.

I'll just put the suicide prevention hot line on speed dial.

Fuck everybody!!!

THIS IS WHY I CAN'T GET ATTACHED TO FUCKING ANYONE!!!

FUCK HER!!! STUPID FUCKING BITCH!!!

I'm tired of not feeling secure in my living situation... I'm just tired... I just want to go to sleep and never wake up...

I can't keep writing this, I can't even see what I'm doing because I'm crying.

I'm pathetic...

The kids at theater probably don't want to be my friend anyway... I'm annoying as hell, and I don't understand sarcasm... regardless of how much I try to use it.

I'm going to go take a shower...

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