Moving In - A Vinnie Hacker Story

Moving In S3 Pt4 - Blindsided

Y/n: It is corny to say it's fate.
V: That's it? That's all you have to say.
Y/n: No. If you would let me finish..
V: Right. I'm sorry.
Y/n: Stop apologizing to me. You keep saying "I'm sorry" this and "I'm sorry" that. I don't care for the half assed apologies, Vinnie. I don't. If you're gonna tell me anything, give me an explanation. Why didn't you trust me? Why did you tell me to come home? Why did you text me immediately after we said that we were gonna take a break from speaking to each other? Why are you out here talking to me right now instead of being inside with your friends and all those other bitches that are in there with you?
V: Because I love you! I don't want those other bitches. They're not you. They will never be you.
Y/n: That answers one part of my questions.

V: Fine. Why didn't I trust you? I don't really know. I used to trust you more than anyone else in the world. Maybe it started with Nai.
Y/n: It was definitely before Nai.
V: I don't think it was. The second I found out about the party, I was so excited to see everyone and then spend the night with you. But, clearly you were mad at me. I don't know why. But you got upset over the smallest things. I barely even looked at someone and you would be staring me down. Then I guess you broke when Bryce kissed me, which I don't understand. You went straight to Nai and had to cause a whole scene to embarrass me at my own birthday. How could you do that? What girlfriend does that? So, I lost some trust and respect in you that night.

Is he serious? Yes, I was irrational about his kiss with Bryce and going to Nai. We talked about that. But, he doesn't see his faults at all?? Also, does he not remember how he had no trust in me when it came to Jax!? He can't recognize that he- It's not productive for me to get mad about old shit right now.

V: I know I shouldn't have believed fucking Fletcher over you, but it was hard not to. You were out with one of the prettiest guys I've ever seen. You used to always call me pretty, that's how I know that you would go for someone like him. I mean, who wouldn't? But, I didn't have the right.
Y/n: No, you didn't. We also weren't together and I told you that I was taking a break for me. Why the fuck would I immediately go to someone else when I loved you that much? Why the fuck would I do that?! I even explained to you what happened and you chose not to believe me. We make hundreds of choices every day, Vinnie. In that moment, you chose to not take my word for something that mattered for us. I told you the truth and was instantly proven right. I don't know how much trust and respect in me you lost after Nai, but clearly it was enough for you to say what you did to me.

V: Loved?
Y/n: What?
V: You said "loved."
Y/n: Are you entirely missing the point here?? Seriously, why the fuck are we having this conversation if you're not gonna listen to me?
V: I am listening. And I heard you. I heard you say loved. Why loved?
Y/n: Vinnie-
V: No! You wanna ask why we're having this conversation? Let me ask it back. Why are we having this conversation if you don't love me anymore?
Y/n: I do love you! Jesus Christ, Vin! It's been a month, you think I could move on from you that fast?
V: Well, really it's been two.
Y/n: I'm convinced that you're just missing the point today. Vinnie, I love you but I'm confused. I don't think I've ever broken down the way you made m- I don't think that I've ever felt that helpless in my life. You realized you fucked up and rather than facing it, you told me to leave. Every time, it's the same shit. You used to act like this about Jax, but it was never as extreme. After Nai, you called me a nobody. Then, for someone that neither of us know, you go apeshit. You told me that I'll make up anything to get my way and that you didn't have the capacity to hear anything else from me. You knew I was going through something and you said I was out of my mind and stupid. You said that everything was my fault and that I was making myself the victim again. How could you say all that to me and turn around and tell me now that you didn't mean any of it? Huh?
V: I-
Y/n: You what?
V: You're right. I meant some of it. I was mad and I was reaching, but I swear to you, that I never meant to make you feel that way.
Y/n: Vinnie. The way you yelled at me was for the sole purpose of making me feel like shit because you did. You started overthinking and drove yourself mad over nothing. If you swear that you didn't want to make me feel that way, then how can I ever trust anything you say again.
V: Maybe it was too soon for us to talk.
Y/n: You think? What the fuck have I been trying to say? You always rush me! I wasn't ready. You weren't ready.
V: But I want us to communicate. I cannot let you go like this. I won't do it.
Y/n: I don't know what else to say to you. We're both drunk and angry. Should we really continue this now?
V: Maybe not. But can you please let me walk you home?
Y/n: I don't want to go home.
V: It's late and you're drunk.
Y/n: It's 4 in the morning. Might as well stay up until the sun rises. I'm going back inside. Bye, Vinnie.

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A/N: Another long one!! I'm doing so well.

Guys, you ask, you receive. The man himself is back. I can't quite say that he's better than ever, but he's certainly back.

Vinnie takes on New York? That's interesting. You probably thought I was gonna send her back to LA. Nahhh, not yet. The city has plans for her.

Get ready for another chapter coming very soon. Very, very soon!!

Let me know what you thought of this one.

Love y'all. Ok, bye🤨😅