Moving In - A Vinnie Hacker Story

Moving In S3 Pt 7 - Into The Storm

Y/n: You heard me.
Sp: Are you fucking serious? I know it's none of my business, but were you not just fucking him in his hotel room?
Y/n: ...Yea, I was.
Sp: So, why the fuck is he with the bitch he cheated on you with?
Y/n: If I could answer that question, I wouldn't be calling you right now.
Sp: Right, my bad. Fuck. I can't do this right now.
Y/n: I'm sorry, Spence. I just had to tell someone.
Sp: No, I'm glad you told me. I just don't understand.
Y/n: Neither do I.
Sp: What are you gonna do? How did you even find out?
Y/n: Well... I succumbed to the voice in my head and called him, and some girl named Addie was telling him to hang up the phone. I did some internet stalking and saw that she was with Maddy.
Sp: Fuck.
Y/n: Yea...
Sp: Well, don't call him anymore. Let him tell you. Let him call you first.
Y/n: I know. I do happen to have one ounce of self respect left.
Sp: I know you do. I'll check in with you later. I gotta shower and think for a bit. I look and feel gross.
Y/n: Ok. I'll talk to you later. And Spence?
Sp: Mhm?
Y/n: Thank you for being there for me.
Sp: Always.

Fuck. This is not what I needed right now. I had it in my head that I was gonna see Vinnie again and get bent over the desk chair with my ass in the air, easy access for him. God, was I wrong...

I decided to take a nap. Sadly, that didn't bring me much comfort. My dreams plagued me. Thoughts of them in the bed I just laid in made me want to vomit on the floor.

Get a grip, Y/n.

He's not yours anymore. If you can be with other people, so can he. Sex is just sex. Stop being a hypocrite.

Except, I'm not with other people. And the sex was not just sex for me. It never is with him, even from that first moving in day.

I checked my phone to see a follow request from @ AddieBaddieBabes. Ew. What the fuck kinda name?

I got so caught up in hating her guts that I didn't see the missed text from Vin.

Vincent Hacker: im sorry about that. didnt mean to cut you off. its just work. ill call you when im done.

Why do I kinda wish he'd just leave it alone? Who am I kidding? I absolutely did not. This is what I wanted. This is what I got. Thanks Fate.

Vincent Hacker: does 20 mins work for you?

Twenty minutes?? I get twenty minutes to prepare myself for this? What if he FaceTimes me? I just took a nap; I look like a rat. Fuck.

I pulled my hair back and dimmed the lights a bit, so as to hide my face. There's no way in hell I'm putting makeup on for this fucker. Not today.

Faster than I imagined, my phone rang. FaceTime. Of course.

I feel a bit better about that honestly. I would rather be able to see if anyone's with him than to just hear it and let my mind run wild.

V: Hey...

His voice was soft. He was nervous. Good.

Y/n: Hi, Vinnie.
V: I really liked seeing you. In more ways than one.
Y/n: Straight to sex talk- lovely.
V: Do you regret it?

Do I? Who am I kidding? Of course not.

Y/n: No. I don't.
V: Then why do you sound mad at me?
Y/n: I'm not mad.
V: Well something clearly happened. Is it because I hung up earlier?
Y/n: Jesus, is this 20 questions?
V: What the fuck, Y/n! I'm just trying to have a conversation with you.
Y/n: Why don't you have a conversation with Addie??

Fuck. I let it slip. Dammit, Y/n. You were supposed to hold on longer than that.

V: Addie?
Y/n: Playing dumb has never worked on me and you know that.
V: You know.
Y/n: Didn't take much.
V: How did you even-
Y/n: That's your response??
V: Sorry, I'm just shocked. I didn't even think she was gonna be here.
Y/n: And here I was stressing about Maddy when she was there the whole time.
V: Y/n, please. It's not like that. It was never like that.