Sabrina's Point Of View
Maingat kong kinurap-kurap ang aking mga mata, and the lights almost blind me dahil sa kinang nito. Ang bigat bigat ng katawan ko, hindi ako makagalaw ng maayos, everything seems so vivid and humid to me.
"Doc. The poison is working on her, she is the perfect human tester, she is strong enough to take the poison." Rinig kong sabi ng isang boses.
'What are you doing to me?' Nais ko iyong sabihin ngunit kahit gusto kong ibuka ang aking bibig ay hindi ko magawa.
Naramdaman kong pag alalay saakin ng iilang tao, at ramdam ko rin ang pag galaw ng mga paa ko. I am being controlled! I am not the one who is moving my limbs! They are controlling me!
Nang naging nalinaw na sa akin ang lahat ay nakita kong nasa isang laboratory pala kami, they are experimenting my body! Gusto kong igalaw ang aking mga kamay ngunit kahit anong pilit ko ay hindi ito gumagalaw.
"Let's proceed to the main job. Make her look decent." Agad akong napatingin kay Deus ng makita ko ang ngiti sakanyang mga labi, he is talking with someone in a lab coat.
May mga babaeng nagsilapitan sakin at naramdaman ko nalang ang matinding pag kirot ng leeg ko. At ang pagbigat ng mga talukap ng aking mga mata...and everything went black.
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Minulat ko ang aking mga mata at nagulat ako ng makita ko si Saint sa aking harapan. He is bleeding...halos hindi niya na mamulat ang mga mata niya dahil sa mga pasa na nasa harap niya.
"Good evening everyone, today we are going to witness the end of the Santillana Empire." Rinig kong sabi ni Deus, gusto kong lumapit kay Saint at yakapin siya ng mahigpit pero hindi ko kaya. My body is still under that poison...I am still under controlled.
Napatingin ako sa mga kamay ko at nanlamig ako ng makita ko kung ano ang hawak ko... It's a gun...
Nanginginig ang aking buong katawan, gusto ko itong bitawan pero hindi ko kaya, ayaw itong bitawan ng katawan ko. Somebody is controlling my whole system!
Nais ko siyang lapitan, gusto ko siyang yakapin. I want to ask him what happened to us, I want to ask if he's okay, if he's feeling good...but I can't do that... I can't even move every single limb of my body.
"You can do it Sabrina, end the Santillana Empire!" Parang gumuho ang buong mundo ko dahil sa sinabi ni Deus. This is my dream...my dream of me ending Saint's life.
Is this true? Please tell me this is just a dream...
"Do it Lacsamana! End the Santillana Empire!" Rinig kong sigaw ng halos lahat na nasa loob ng Ring of Fire.
No...
No...
No! I'm not gonna kill him! I will not do it! Never!
Ramdam ko ang pag angat ng kamay kong may hawak na baril. No... Please no..
My body almost shut down when I saw how weak Saint's eyes are. He is looking at me, with those weak eyes. He seems to be happy but also sad. Pero hindi ko makuha bakit hindi siya lumaban sakanila.
He can fight! But how did he receive that much damage? His back is almost shattered from the whips he is receiving. He is covered with his own blood...gusto kong maiyak.
I wanted to cry and blame all the people who did this to him. Pero hindi ko magawa, I am still the same...the same Sabrina who's useless. The same Sabrina na walang magawa kundi ang ipahamak ang mga taong nais tumulong saakin.
They wanted me to be safe kahit ang kapalit nun ay ang buhay nila. This...this is unfair!
"How was it Saint Santillana? Seeing the one you love ending your own life?" Nakangiting tanong ni Deus habang naglalakad sa loob ng Ring Of Fire.
I wanted to curse and beat the shit out of Deus...But I can't. My body can't.
I looked at Saint at nakita kong nais niyang magsalita but his body is too weak for that. What did they do to you....
"S-S-Sabrina...s-save y-y-yourself..." I heard him say. I wanted to cry but I can't move. I can't even blink...
My heart is aching so bad...Saint...
Naramdaman kong inangat ko ang aking mga kamay and pointed the gun to Saint. No...No!!!
I heard all the people around me cheered.
My brain was shaking, and everything went went cheery and they are throwing flowers everywhere...
They are happy to see Saint suffering? What the hell is this...
And everyone went quiet when they heard a gunshot.
A gunshot.
