Laugh Now Cry Later

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Shawnie's POV

I was sitting on my bed, and I got a Instagram notification.

Champagnepapi added to their story.

I click on the notification and I just shake my head.

"Just leave him alone

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"Just leave him alone...." I say out of frustration.

He has me and he's still antagonizing Chris. Chris posted this and now he's reposting it. Smh fml

Aubrey has been hyping his new video up for the last week. A couple of days after the shoot they verified that he will be able to release it as soon as one month. So now we are here, a month and a half later and the video has been released. As he's always done, it was a midnight release and I like midnight releases because everyone doesn't see it at once. You have a few fans that wait up to see it and stream it as soon as it is available but the majority of the people are asleep and they probably will see it the next morning or afternoon.

I swear it was only 12:01 am and the comments started rolling in and the bashing started. I thought I was ready for it. I had pretty much a few weeks to prepare and I thought I was mentally ready to accept how much hate I was going to get but to be honest, I was not ready. I had people on every social media page I had just talking so much shit and it was horrible. In the back of my mind I knew this wasn't the right thing for me to do but I still did it. I don't regret it because this is something that Aubrey wanted and in a way I'm happy I did it. I just wasn't prepared for the backlash.

Fans of Chris and Aubrey were getting on me. You would think it was my video and not his. You had a few fans that actually liked the video and didn't mind me being in the video because believe it or not, I actually have fans. That's crazy for me to say but I have people who supported me and they also support my relationship with Aubrey, even though we still haven't confirmed anything. So that was nice to know.

It was about 1215 when I received a text message from Christopher. He wasn't happy even though we had a brief conversation about the video. I don't feel I did anything inappropriate, it's not like Aubrey and I were kissing or anything. I was just simply there. Christopher made a big deal about me being in the video and I definitely wasn't ready for what he had to say to me.

Chris: You really did that shit. I didn't think you would actually go public. I hope you're happy with that decision. I am done. Fuck you.

I just stared at the text message. I don't know where all of this came from because like I said, we had a conversation about it. I don't know what changed within the last few of weeks but something definitely set him off and honestly I don't feel like it was a video.

"Mami, give me your phone." He says walking into the bedroom.

"No. I don't understand why everyone hates me so much. All I'm trying to do is live my life. I'm irritated. I just—."

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