I wanted to tell him I would miss him too, but I couldn't form the words. I still loved Chase with all my heart, but that doesn't mean I could let him into my heart that easily.
I had fallen in love him sure enough. I just didn't want my heart broken again. For all I know this could all be a game to him again.
I sit on my bed to see a text from Chase.
Chase: Hey :)
Me: Heyy
Chase: Wyd
Me: Sitting on my bed what about you
Chase: Thinking about you :(
Me: how's your song coming along? Did you finish it?
Chase: Yeah :) you want to see the lyrics?
Me: Sure :)
Chase: *Sent 3 attachments*
I open the pictures of his lyrics and instantly almost shed a tear while I read them.
I am a broken record, you are my missing piece
Even though sometimes I treat you like you're my enemy
I got this stupid habit of pushing you away
I say that I want you to leave, but I want you to stay
I'm sorry, I'm crazy
Just hear me out
Don't freak out if I'm not okay
Don't freak out if I tell you things
Don't freak out if I leave you
Don't freak out 'cause I need you
Don't freak out if I tell you secrets
'Bout my past and all my demons
It might be crazy, but if I gave you my heart now
Don't freak out
We gon' end up back where we started
Gotta get away from your love 'cause it's toxic
Didn't have to do it, but I'm already off it
Playin' with the love, well you better keep caution
I'ma pour another drink, rollin' up my dreams
Yeah, I wanna let go, it was make believe
I can't hold it in, not another minute
Always seem to act up when I get drunk
I'm sorry (I'm sorry)
I'm crazy (I'm crazy)
Just hear me out
Don't freak out if I'm not okay
Don't freak out if I tell you things
Don't freak out if I leave you
Don't freak out 'cause I need you
Don't freak out if I tell you secrets
'Bout my past and all my demons
It might be crazy, but if I gave you my heart now
Don't freak out
Tell me all the words that'll make you stay
Tell me what to do just to make it right
How many times do I have to say I'm fine, I'm fine?
Tell me all the words that'll make you stay
Tell me what to do just to make it right
How many times do I have to say I'm fine, I'm fine? (Fine)
I'm sorry (I'm sorry)
I'm crazy (I'm crazy)
Just hear me out (Just hear me out)
Don't freak out if I'm not okay
Don't freak out if I tell you things
Don't freak out if I leave you
Don't freak out 'cause I need you
Don't freak out if I tell you secrets
'Bout my past and all my demons
It might be crazy, but if I gave you my heart now
Don't freak out
I think about Chase's voice and how good this would sound.
Me: That's amazing. I'm pretty sure you'll sing this amazingly :)
Chase: Thank you <3 You're my number one supporter
A/N
HI MY LIL HUDDSTERS! IF YOU HAVENT GO BLOW UP CHASES NEW SONG IVE BEEN HAVING IT ON REPEAT ALL DAY AND NIGHT <33 GO TO HIS COMMENTS AND LET HIM NOW YOU CAME FROM MY BOOK <33 MY INSTA IS lilquxke_01 IF YALL WANNA GO FOLLOW ME :)
I LOVE YOU MY LIL HUDDSTERS <33 KEEP VOTING I'M ALMOST IN FOR THE WATTYS THIS YEAR
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