impromptu poetry/ end of an era sinking in

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Well
I guess it's over
I've been saying it has been for a while
But
In my depressive episodes
And false hopes
I didn't want to believe it

Hell
I'd give anything
Anything at all
To make it not true

But
This time
When my brain decided to have its downfall
It's starting to feel real
And it's starting to hurt more

I can feel it in my soul
Where as before
I just ignored the ache in my chest

But
What the hell
It was bound to end sometime

Too bad
I showed up
When it was dying
And I claimed it as mine
When really
I didn't even know
The first thing about it

How foolish I was
To think
I could finally feel happy
Happy
For something
That wasn't mine
To be happy
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