IN ANOTHER LIFE (UNDER EDITING )

Kabanata 14

(Flashback)

"Don't go in the depth" I heard my brother's voice.

I love the ocean. It make me feel that I'm part of it. Like the  ocean I'm willing to flow in the cruel waves.

"Hannah, stop being stubborn,!" I heard the thunder in his voice.

"C'mon Kuya.... Stop being kj!" then I rolled my eyes. Hindi ko na siya pinansin at pumunta na ako sa malalim na parte ng Dagat.

I saw my sister enjoying her self in the shore. While my brother is attentively looking at me.

Halos mapasinghap ako ng makita ko si mommy at daddy na maghahalikan.
They are sweet despite of their age.

"This is the life that everyone dreamed of...."

And I'm lucky to have this life. I'll do everything for my family.

"Hannah!" I heard the panic in my mom's voice.

Halos hindi na ako makasunod sa mga nangyayari ng biglang may mga malalaking alon ang sabay-sabay na humampas sa akin.

IS THIS THE END?

Hindi ako maka hinga dahil hindi ko alam kung saan ako dadalhin ng alon na ito.

Isa ba'ng karuwagdan kung nanaisin kung sumuko na lamang at hayaan ang mga alon na ito dalhin ako sa aking patutunguhan?...

"Be happy and be a fighter" I heard my brother's voice before my brain went blank.

I don't know what's happening but when I wake up in hospital my mom started to blame me. My dad became cold and my sister always mad at me.

IS THIS THE REALITY?

Every fairytale has an ending. Like Cinderella when the midnight strike she will live in painful reality where prince and happily ever after doesn't exist.

"Nasaan si Kuya?" ang daming tanong sa aking isipan. Bakit ano sinisisi si mommy? Bakit bigla naging cold si daddy? Bakit galit si ate? Nasaan si Kuya?

Fvck, my head hurts!

"M-Milady?" rinig ko ang pangamba sa boses ni Kuya Aerson. My dad's personal assistant.

"Nasaan si Kuya!" siya lang ang kakampi ko. Everyone can be mad at me except Kuya.

He love me dearly.

"H-He's gone" halos mabingi ako sa sinabi niya.

Damang-dama ko din ang paghihirap sa boses niya na sabihin iyon

"You're liar!" sigaw ko sa kanya habang binabato ko ang mga unan sa kanya.

"H-How could you say those things?! After all my family done for you!" sa Sobrang galit ko hindi na ako maka-hinga ng maayos.

I want to know the truth! Im  begging for the truth!

"He is gone! Namatay ang kapatid mo habang nililigtas ka! Sana ikaw na lang ang namatay.... Sana ikaw na lang ang nawala. Your nothing but a worthless child who killed your beloved family" halos wala ako maintindihan sa mga sinasabi ni mommy. But one thing is for sure.... My brother died while saving me.

I don't know how to copes with it. How to live my life happily. Even how much I try to live my life  in fairytale my family won't let me. They will do anything and everything to make me suffer.

THEY ARE RIGHT! SANA AKO NA LANG ANG NAWALA.... SANA AKO NA LANG ANG NAMATAY!

I wish I could be a perfect daughter.

(End)

"Mayari, gising!" nagising na lamang ako dahil sa malamyos na tinig mula kay Consorsia.