Emotions (Izuru x reader)

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(This was requested by Chloe_Magnesium. Since I usually write sceneries for both games, I will be writing the one shots first out of the requests I got to get them out of the way.)

Y/N's POV

"Y/N, why aren't you pressing the button?" Sonia asked me in a concerned voice. My hand hovered over the button that would free us from the Neo World Program.

"He'll...dissapear if I do." Tears welled in my eyes as I looked to Hajime, who had a smile on his face. He moved away from his pedestal, and walked over to me.

"It's fine, Y/N. Don't worry about me." He slowly embraced me. I clung onto him tightly as I looked into his hazel eyes.

"I love you, Hajime." I whispered as he leaned down, and pressed his lips against mine. It was an extremely bittersweet kiss, and I did my best to enjoy every second of it.

"Even if I become Izuru Kamakura, even if I forget you, please befriend me again." I nodded as he grabbed my hand, and moved it towards the button.

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The first thing I felt when I opened my eyes was warm tears running down my cheeks. I made no effort to wipe them away, and instead just let them fall onto my bedsheet.

After we escaped that hellish program, and we all woke up, we learned that we kept our memories of the Neo World Program. However, it wasn't the same story for Hajime. Since Hope's Peak had already suppressed his memories, he had no recollection of our time in the program.

Hajime Hinata no longer existed. All that was left was Izuru Kamakura. His once short brown hair was l extremely long, and dark as the night. His hazel eyes were now a blood red that held no emotions. He was empty.

"I need some fresh air..."

I slowly rose from my bed, and silently grabbed a beach towel before opening my door. It was very early, and the sun hadn't even risen from the sky yet. I locked the door behind me, and began walking towards the beach.

It was somewhat comforting to hear the soft sounds of the ocean around me. The soft breeze brushed against my skin as I slipped through the large wooden door that lead to the rest of the main island.

Soon, my feet met the cool sand of the beach, and I walked to a random spot to place my towel. I unfolded it, and laid down on it. I tried to calm down by listening to the sounds of the leaves rustling in the wind, and the water hitting the edge of the shore, but it didn't really help.

"I miss you so much. I miss your dorkiness, and I miss the way you encouraged me to keep going. What am I supposed to do? How am I supposed to befriend you again when you have no emotions? I can't even look you in the eyes."

I sniffled softly as I curled up on the towel, feeling completely hopeless about the situation. My thoughts were interrupted by the sound of someone stepping on sand. I made no effort to turn around, and simply waited for whoever it was to speak.

"What are you doing?" The voice I heard caused my breath to hitch, and I quickly wiped my eyes to remove any tears that were falling before turning around.

Izuru was standing there with a blank expression on his face. Just seeing it made my heart ache. I did my best to act normal, or at least as normal as I could.

"Relaxing. What are you doing?"

"I was bored, and saw you here." He simply said before sitting down next to me on the towel. My heartbeat increased a little bit.

"Oh. Sorry if this sounds rude, but could you leave me alone?" I could feel my emotions bubbling within me, and I didn't want to yell at him.

"Why?"

"Please, just go away."

"That's not an answer." I clenched my fists tightly.

"It's the answer I'm giving you."

"Your eyes are red. Were you crying?" I snapped my head to look at him. My futile efforts to contain myself wasn't working, and I snapped.

"Since when do you care? Since when do you feel concerned? This whole time you haven't felt anything! You've forgotten who you are!" I began pounding on his chest as angry tears fell from my eyes.

"What?"

"You aren't him anymore! You're just an empty shell of what he used to be! Give him back! Give Hajime back to me! Please!" I cried out of desperation as I continued to pound on his chest. At some point, my hits became weaker and weaker.

My hands fell to my sides as I looked into Izuru's cold, dead eyes, searching for any indication of the guy I used to love, but there was nothing. At least, that's what I thought.

Izuru suddenly grabbed the sides of his head, and let out a painful moan. I kneeled down, trying to see why he was suddenly in so much pain. In a matter of moments, he looked up at me again. My heart stopped when I saw his eyes.

One of them had changed from red to hazel, and both eyes held all sorts of emotions within them. My hand moved forward, and I cupped his cheeks.

"H-Hajime? Is that you?"

"....Y-Y/N?" I smiled as I nodded my head softly. I lunged at him, and hugged him tightly. His arms wrapped around me, and held me close.

"....you're such an idiot, you know that?" I whispered. He chuckled.

(A/N: Sorry if this was short. I have another one shot to write, then I'll begin writing the boyfriend scenarios.)

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