A night of mistake turned my life into a series of turmoil. A night when alcohol was mixed with suspicion, pain, and even...love. Mali man o tama. But hope was still breathing life in me knowing that everything is just temporary. Umaasa akong hind...
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A/N: In 3... 2... 1... we're going back before the wedding day.
CHAPTER 37: REWIND
ENYO'S POV
I can hear the cheers of the people and I can also feel their excitement. Sa kabila no'n ay nanatili lang akong nakatingin sa bintana at hinayaan ko na lang muna sila na mauna. Wala naman kasi akong plano na makipagbalyahan sa kanila lalo pa at alam kong sabik na silang makababa.
It's not that I'm not excited. Well... if I'm being honest I'm really not. Mas lamang ang nerbyos ko kesa sa kung ano pa man.
"You don't need to go, Enyo."
"This is my mission now."
"Technically, it's mine. Inagaw mo lang and now I'm taking it back."
Napapabuntong-hininga na umiling ako pero pinigilan niya ang kamay ko sa ginagawa kong pag-aayos. He gave me a look but when I didn't budge and it was his turn to sigh. "You're so stubborn."
"Says the man who flew here in Ottawa and stayed with me for a week just to convince me to drop a mission that I already took."
"It's mine. What you need to do is pack your bags and go back home."
Sandaling natigilan ako sa sinabi niya. Nag-iwas ako ng tingin pero ramdam kong nasa akin pa rin ang atensyon niya.
"Enyo, you're going home right?"
"No."
"Enyo-"
"This is supposed to be my last Ender mission."
I know he got what I mean. Hindi man ako uuwi ngayon pero hindi ibig sabihin ay mananatili ako rito. It's not like I planned to live in Ottawa forever. I was planning to give the mission a month then another month for myself.
"So you're going back home eventually?" he asked.
"Wala naman sa plano ko ang magtagal dito. Uuwi at uuwi pa rin ako sa Pilipinas."
"Pero hindi sa atin."
I sighed again and I looked at the guns and knives in front of me. "I wasn't sure if that's an option."
I don't know if I could ever go back to BHO CAMP. When Blaze and I broke up... it wasn't easy either. But the difference is I could still move around the same place that he's in there too. Even though my heart was breaking every time I see him. With Stone... it will destroy me.
"Babe..."
I can't help but smile at the endearment. We're at that point of our lives that he could call me that again without meaning anything more.
