Depression

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Moni's POV

One and Half years Later

It's been one and half year. Many things happen in this time period. There's always a question in my mind For whom I'm living ? or Why I'm still breathing ? I'm still searching for this answers.

I tried to attempt suicide twice but Sam helped me to get rid of some pain and I asked her not to tell anyone about my suicide attempt. In my third year, I stayed in hostel because I can't live in the house which can't be my house anymore. Noone cares for me there. Vino is working as professor in our college so I meet him daily. I asked about my parents health to him. Even I called them they'll not attend the call.

I cried a lot but no-one wipe my tears away.
Virat and Scar felt sad for me and 
I never called Noah after that incident but once I texted Lexi a year before.



💙💙Whatsapp Chat💙💙

Lexi

Hey Lexi
How are you?

I'm great Moni
What a surprise?
How are you dr?

I'm fine
I just wanna talk to you
about Noah
Shall I ?

Sure Moni
Why are you so formal?
You can ask me anything

Do you really love Noah?

Yeah Moni.
He helped me when my ex
break-up with me. He pamper
me. He's always there for me
Whenever I needed him.
Sorry to say this
He said everything over between
You too

Yeah Lexi
Take care of him Lexi
You both will make a
great couple.

I'm sorry
I knew you're hurt

Don't worry
I'm alright now
Take care ♥️
Text you later

💙💙💙💙



I'm glad that he's happy with someone. Maybe I don't deserve him. He deserves someone better. Sometimes I feel pity on myself that how I ruined my life. I don't have anyone in my life. I'm alone and depression is killing me mentally and physically. You may think people are facing many difficulties in their day-to-day life. My problem is nothing infront of them but they have some reason to live but What about me?

"If you don't undergo real depression or stress in your life. You're noone to lecture about it or telling that depression is nothing"

                                         - Monika Shaw

It's been one and half year. I completed my UG and I don't knew what I'm gonna do next. My result is on next week. Our family is going to England for Aadharva & Sara wedding.

After the flight travel, we went to our destination. Today is Haldi and Sangeet.
I went to my room and getting ready for the ceremony. I look into the mirror and feels I look good. I'm not in a good mood swing to attend this ceremony and only for Aadharva I'm here. He'll be upset if I don't attend his ceremony.

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