I CREATE GENERAL FIC NOVELS NOT BECAUSE OF EROTIC SATISFACTION OR KALASWAAN TERMS BUT FOR THE AWARENESS OF YOUTH THAT OPENMINDEDNESS SHOULD BE APPREHENDED. FORNICATION IS ABOUT LOVE BUT LOVE ISN'T ABOUT FORNICATION. I AM CREATING SUCH STORIES TO SHOW THE REALITY OF LOVE, THAT LOVE ISN'T ALWAYS KILIG MOMENTS OR HEARTBREAKING ONES BUT ALSO AWAKENING NEW KNOWLEDGE AND UNDERSTANDING ABOUT LIFE.
Simula
© pandanexx 2015
"Do you really think you'll make me fall by marrying me? Penelope, I'm not dumb. Falling is only for dumb people." Aniya
I composed myself, hindi dapat ako nagpapakita ng kahinaan sa iba. Lalo sa fiancee kong ayaw sa akin. I've known him first being pussy-whipped to me, then this fiasco happened at his condo with a whore and reality just slapped the hell out of me.
"I thought you are, honey." Saad ko na ikinatawa niya.
"You're worthless of my time, honey." Aniya at umambang aalis nang pigilan ko, "Where are you going, Vance?"
"I am going to hell, wanna come with me?" Tinaas niya ang kilay niya at namulsa.
"The moment I step on the altar with you, is the start of your hell, Vance. Why can't you wait until tomorrow?" Mapait kong saad. Pero damn, ths fucking ache between my boobs doesn't know when to stop,
"You're right. Hell's tomorrow! Might as well go earlier right?" Aniya habang ngumingisi at lumabas. Sobrang gulat ko naman nang bigla niyang sinara ang pinto, kasabay noon ang pagragasa ng luha ko.
Vance and I were exes. Until dad showed up after the Fashion Week in Philippines and surprised me at my condo to announce that a wedding will be done at an old yet beautiful church in the Philippines. And my eyes went big when he told me I will be the bride.. and my ex, Vance Isaac Kavanaugh will be my groom. Who wouldn't bring guillotine on that, huh?
Okay lang naman sa akin eh. Si Vance ang may ayaw dahil he said marriage is not on his list. Having sex with millions of women maybe. Goodluck with AIDS, asshole.
But I know, it's not his main reason. I heard him talking to his brothers, Pierre and Sam, to help him escape in our family dinner, a week before the wedding. Hindi pa niya alam na ikakasal na siya. I secretly followed him, leading me to a condo unit, I saw a hoe waiting for him, it was the same woman I saw in his condo. Then they kissed, then went inside. And I don't want to imagine the rest. It was not history, t'was misery for me.
So I agreed to the marriage, to make him fall. Hard, Again.
Pero nagkamali ako, the night before the wedding, walang bridal shower or something like that. That night he was furious. Kesyo bakit ngayon niya lang nalaman na ikakasal na siya bukas. And that, my friends, that night is tonight.
"Are you ready, sweetie? The bridal limo is waiting outside." Ani mommy nang makapasok siya sa suite. It's wedding day. Masaya sana ako, kung dama ko lang ang kasiyahan ng mapapangasawa ko.
"I am always ready, ma."
"Oh my, Penny! You're more than Aphrodite! Payakap nga!" Ani Sunianne sa gilid ko.
"Sun, mauna ka na sa church. Kami na bahala dito." Sambit ni mom at sinang-ayunan naman ito ni Sunianne.
Marami puri ang natanggap ko dahil sa kasal na ito. Kahit hindi ako kumuha ng wedding organizer, successful pa din ang kinalabasan sabi nila. Dahil daw the motifs and themes are universal at kakaiba. The themes that you can't almost imagine in a wedding. Kahit mostly ay bola at methods ng social climbing, I'm deeply flattered. It's because I planned it. It's Penelope Prescott who took charge of everything.
I will be married to a man who is the Most Succesful Bachelor in Asia, Vance Isaac Kavanaugh. My ex-boyfriend, my future husband, and my love. Napatawa ako sa iniisip kong wala na siyang kawala saakin dahil itatali ko na siya. Fuck it, if I have to tie him in our bed and do BDSMs, I'll gladly accept the honor.
"Halika na, Penelope. Your groom's waiting at the altar." Natatawang sabi ni mommy, "You are beautiful, sweetie." At hinalikan ako sa noo ko. Tatlo kami ng parents ko na sumakay sa limousine patungong church.
"Is everything alright, mom? Why are we still inside this limo?" Nagtatakang tanong ko. Lumabas si dad para itanong kung bakit di pa ako pinapalabas ng organizer ko dahil 30 minutes na ang nakalipas!
Sumilip ako sa bintana at napangiti sa set up ng simabahan. Sinunod nila ang gusto ko. Pero nawala ang ngiting iyon nang mapansin kong wala si Vance na dapat nauna pa saakin. He should be there wearing the blue tuxedo!
Lumabas ako ng limo at pinigilan ng ibang tao doon. There's media on the church door and also security, marami ring taong gusto maging saksi sa mga pangyayari. Of course they'll watch, the international model and the most successful bachelor will have their wedding!
Pero.. nasaan si Vance? Nasaan ang mapapangasawa ko?
Sakto namang inabot saakin ni Sunianne ang phone ko dahil may tumatawag.
"Hello?!" I caught the driver's attention, shaking with fear.
(Hi, Penelope.)
"VANCE?! WHAT THE HELL!? WHERE ARE YOU?!" Sigaw ko na nakaagaw na ng atensyon sa marami.
(Easy, I called to informed you, there will be no wedding and the merging of the Kavanaugh and Prescott group of Companies.) Malamig niyang saad at ibinaba ang tawag. Wala sa sarili kong binato ang iPhone6 ko kung saan at nagwala.
How could he do this to me?! Mahal ko siya kaya ko siya papakasalan! At magagawa niya rin dapat ako mahalin kapag kasal na kami! That was the fucking plan!
Nakita kong lumapit ang organizer sa mic at in-announce pa.
"Ladies and Gentlemen, We're sorry to tell you, there will be no wedding to be held."
"FUCK YOU! HINDI MO KAILANGANG IPAGKALAT! HAYOP!" Sigaw ko sakanya at nakita ko ang takot sa mata niya. Dapat lang.
Nakatingin lang saakin ang mga tao. Ang iba ay naaawa, nagagalit, nasisiyahan at ang iba ay nakikiusisa lang. Ang media ay patuloy pa din sa pagkuha saakin.
"AAAAAAAAAH! HAYOP KA, VANCE!"
For the second time, iniwan nanaman ako ni Vance. Iniwan niya nanaman akong luhaan at napahiya.
BINABASA MO ANG
Dear, Runaway Groom.
General Fiction"I'm going to make you marry me." I said. Then I fell in hell. He gave me pain and agony, I gave him myself. He gave me sufferings, I gave him my love. He made me his toy, I made him my king. He jailed me in hell, I forced him in my 7th heaven...
