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au; you might want to pause the music or listen to the song while reading, the lyrics and the "story" is basically an explanation of the song and also whats going on with sam

song- g train by thirdstory

g train on the weekend, speed up or slow down as a new york native, sam travels this way, knowing that sometimes it could either be very busy one weekend or be very calming, many people use the line and often it'll be packed, he never got tired of it though, it was his home. he grew up watching people on the train and finding his way home

gathering gathering, get off this train or you're gonna go back uptown sam drinks so much that he can't get himself together, if he doesn't get off the train he's going to end up right where he first came from, uptown, back at your door, his puppy eyes staring deep into you

g train on the weekend, there's no way out its a maze to him, theres no way out of the subway, every time where he goes he always ends up there, making his way right back to the person he doesn't need to be back to, you.

traveling traveling, it's 2am and I thought I'd be home by now and of course he planned to be home by now and now out late with someone he had no business being with. there was one night you two stayed out so late that the sun rose and you were sitting across each other at a dinner, sharing a stack of silver dollar pancakes, the previous hangover staring to finally settle in for both of you

what am I doing this for, i followed you to your door, i should've already known, to keep going on home being intoxicated led him to this, he's falling when he shouldn't and now here he is at the door of your place, ready to knock and admit that he needed you, or at least make you feel like he did

love, I gotta warn you, im starting to get drawn to, what you make me go through (get going or I'm gone) and as a heads up to you, he tells you that he's in love, even though he knows its wrong, even though it was for many drunken nights, he can't help it, you've heard it all before. its not the first time he's said this to you more than once but just like him, you can't resist

i've been losing patience. your mind is always changing, back and forth, I'm waiting (get going or I'm gone forever) you want him deep down inside somewhere, you know he might do you good, but you can't stop trying to figure if you should give in or stand your ground, while he's starting to give up, he gives you an ultimatum, to make your choice or he will leave, for good this time

g train on the weekend, hum and reload he stays on the train and rethink about the times they had together, he wants to relive it and be able to have you in his life completely, he wants her and her company, like the time he took you dancing and you guys ended up on a ferris wheel at 2 am, looking at stars, then leading to you two making out for hours, a night he loved to remember

A lullaby for the guy who fell down nearby cause he did a bit too much blow its consuming him so much that he starts drinks again, and though he still can't get you out of his head he still thinks about you, even while drunk and he doesn't even mind it. you were aware of it, it consumed you just the same, you would drink to take the edge off but sometimes it wasn't enough

g train on the weekend, just me and my head wondering why you deny my love when I keep on running back to your side no matter how much you deny him, he always comes back even when everyone tells him to stop, he doesn't care, he still goes to you because those drunken nights mean more than just nothing, it was more then that, it was something real to him

you told me don't take it too fast, cause you got an ugly past,i  think I could help but you don't, guess get going on home you told him your past, your heartbreak, the fucked up shit you've done and how you're not any good for him, but he's not letting go, he knows he should and wants to push himself to do it but somehow just can't leave you alone

i won't, i won't wait here, i won't wait here for you to get on board and at this point he's over it, winning you over may be the only thing he needed to help him but you couldn't seem to bring yourself to give all of you to him yet, but those memories, neither one of you will ever forget