MCYT one-shots [mostly Agere] {requests CLOSED}

Comfort... people?

Heya! this chapter contains sensitive topics

TW & CW: Body checking, body shaming, intrusive thoughts, hate comments, angst, panic attack, sadnap, almost passing out

Remember everyone deals with intrusive thoughts and panic attacks differently

Pairing: Karl + Sapnap + Quackity and George + Dream

They (K,S,Q) aren't dating in this, but they do live together

Summary: Sapnap's thoughts get the better of him and he spirals into a panic attack, barely managing to contact Karl, Karl manage to calm him down, but something seems off and he decides to call George for help (it turns fluffy when he calls George)

Little! Sapnap and Dream (please ik he's basically irrelevant to the plot but little! dream gives me sm comfort ydek)

Cg! George, Karl and Big Q aren't cg's but they're learning

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I looked at myself in the mirror, their comments coming back to me. Haunting me.

Karl and Q went to the mall while I was streaming so I was all alone in our big house, that didn't really help me right now...

[They're right, you're ugly!]

[They hate you!]

[They're only here because of pity!]

[You're worthless!]

[They don't want you here!]

[Just leave. No one would miss you!]

[They don't need you.]

At this point I was full-on shaking and sobbing, frustrated with myself, I hate myself. I grabbed my phone and started dialing Karl, trying to focus on the rings instead of my thoughts,

[Pathetic.]

"Sapnap!" Karl said excitedly, Q giggled in the background

"C-can you guys come home?" I managed out through my sobs

"Sap, what's wrong?" Karl asked concerned as I heard the jingling of keys

"Just come home please..." I hiccupped

"We're on our way, where are you?"

"He's in the upstairs bathroom." I heard Q say

[You're disgusting, crying and calling your friends for help. Pathetic.]

I let out another sob, letting my phone fall to the floor as I curled up against the bathtub

[They are going to laugh at you!]

[You're weak just look at yourself!]

[You deserve the pain.]

It broke me, crossed the line and I screamed at the top of my lungs, holding over my ears. My scream died down and I turned back to sobbing, flinching when a pair of arms wrapped around me

"Nick- Nick! You need to calm down, listen to me, you need to breathe." Karl's voice called out

[He hates you! He thinks you're weak!]

My breath picked up as the voice echoed in my mind, black spots started to enter my sight and I was feeling lightheaded as I felt myself get laid down, my head landing on something soft, my hand was placed on someone's chest

"Breathe with me, alright? Follow my pace," And I did, or at least I tried through my sobs and hiccups "there we go, just continue with this pace."

I'd finally calmed down, we were just sitting on the bathroom floor, me laying in Karl's lap, tired from all the crying

"What happened?" I heard Q ask, I just glanced at him, words feeling complicated

Why now? I don't want them to know yet...

-Karl POV-

Sap looked at Big Q, not saying anything, he looked tired. Quackity looked at me concerned

"Sap, are you okay?" he immediately started shaking his head, turning so his face was hidden in the pillow in my lap, shoulders starting to shake again, now we were really concerned

"Sappy, can you talk?" he shook his head again "What's wrong?" there was a minute of silence before he spoke up, barely audible

"To hawd, 'm sowwy..." Big Q looked at me, confused

"I'll call George, he has to know something," I said to Quackity, though, Sapnap seemed to perk up at that

"Gogy?"

"Yeah, Gogy." Sapnaps eyes immediately started to sparkle with excitement, almost childlike

"George!"

"Karl!"

"Are you busy? I need your help." He looked to the side, then back at me

"No, what do you need?"

"Gogy!" Sapnap whined softly, making grabby hands at my phone

"Sapnap?" George asked

"Gogy!" Sappy cheered, crawling in my lap so he could see George and George could see him

"Sapnap, are you small?" I looked at the British man, confused

"Tiny!" Sapnap clapped, bouncing a little

"How old do you feel?"

"Uhm... dis many!" He exclaimed, wiggling a single finger in front of the camera

"Sappy?" someone said from behind the screen "I's Sappy?"

"Yeah, you wanna say hi?"

"I say hi?" it sounds like Dream

"Yeah."

"I's Kawl?"

"Karl and Big Q, yeah."

"I noes say hi." The voice stated

George sighed

"Can you hand your phone to Sapnap? I'll call Q on Dreams phone."

"I- sure." I handed my phone to Sapnap and placed him on the floor, going over to Q, waiting for his phone to ring. Sapnap was babbling with whoever George was with when Q's phone finally rang

"Okay so, Sapnap is a little or an age regressor for more fancy words. Basically, it's when you become mentally younger to cope with stress or trauma and such. Sapnap has dealt a lot with panic attacks, so a few months ago we tried to find ways to help and came across this. He does it to cope and seek comfort, his ages are usually 1-4 but you never know."

"Well... what do we do?" Q asked

"It's a personal learning process but I'll guide you as much as I can. He's pretty small right now and doesn't seem too verbal but basic words are still there, so you can just communicate with him and he'll tell you what he needs. So you'll basically be his caregivers."

"Hm, alright... George?"

"Yeah?"

"Are you someone's caregiver?" I asked, George looked to the side once more and smiled

"Yeah," he breathed out "yeah, I am, to the most adorable little baby I know!" he said as he most likely ticked his little, a giggle echoing through both phones

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I'm ending it here because I really wanna post it and atm I feel like it's not going anywhere, but! I'll make a part 2 when I can because I personally want it to continue it, and if y'all want a part 2 too ig I'll have to make one

Hope you enjoyed it, and have a good day/night

also, Karl be real oblivious, like how does he not realize who sappy's mystery friend is?