The Side Piece |18+|

Are you sure?

I walked into the studio sobbing and confused, no music, no students, no cars in the parking lot except Hoseok's. 

I walked into my office and sat down in my chair, I stared at the wall for who knows how long before Hoseok walked in 

"Hey" he said softly 

I couldn't think straight, the ache in my body made me feel like I was physically crumbling from the inside out.
I wanted to die.

What did I do to deserve what he was doing to me?

I was the perfect wife.
I cooked, I cleaned, I worked, I paid ninety percent of the bills, I took care of his sexual needs, even if I wasn't in the mood, I never turned him down.

Why didn't he want me?

I wanted to feel loved, wanted, appreciated, sexy, and confident. I wanted to feel like me.

Hoseok told me I was beautiful.
Hoseok kissed me like his life depended on it. He didn't give me his cheek, he didn't flinch when I touched him, he didn't ignore me for his phone, he laughed with me, he gave me his attention, and so far he'd been there for me when I cried.

I wasn't thinking properly as I stood up and walked over to him, he put his arms out for a hug which I accepted, I wrapped my arms around his slim frame and tilted my head to kiss his neck, I kissed from his Adams apple up to under his ear, he hissed as he closed his eyes letting his body tense. He pulled away from me and looked into my red and puffy eyes 

"What happened?" 

"I heard them on the phone. I tried to sleep with him last night, he refused, told me he'd make it up to me, so today, on the phone he told her he didn't like it either. That he needed to give me a little bit of attention so that when he files for divorce I comply with his terms and give him my money that they need"

"That is so fucked up" he scoffed as anger took over his features 

"The worst part? He said it would be easier to pretend that it was her instead of me. He told her he loved her" I started to cry 

"Come here, its okay" he held me tightly as I sobbed into his chest 

"I know I said that this was wrong, and deep down, I know I still believe that. But this hurts so bad, please..help me. I want you..I want you to make me feel better" 

I wiped my tears onto his shirt as we stood there in silence 

"You want me?"

"Yes, please. Just..make me feel better"

"I can do that..but..are you sure this is what you want? I don't want to take advantage of your vulnerability. You're not in a good head space right now. I want to..so fucking bad" he closed his eyes "but I don't want you to regret this or feel used"

"Please" I whispered as I tilted my head and kissed his lips, I used my hand to gently caress his cock through his pants, he closed his eyes and internally battled with himself as I pushed the kiss further.

He wasted no time picking me up by my thighs, I wrapped my legs around his waist as my lips found his again, he cupped my ass giving it a squeeze as he walked towards my desk, with one arm he threw everything to the ground and laid me on top of the wooden surface.

His lips parted from mine as he kissed down my neck and between my breasts, he lifted my tank top and my sports bra off of my body as his lips found my hardened  nipples, I moaned as I tightened my thighs around his waist feeling his erection push against my pussy, he shuddered as he kissed down stomach and hooked his thumbs into my shorts. He pulled them down revealing my naked self to him completely, he smiled as he tucked his lower lip between his teeth