DEMI P.O.V.: Maddie and I were drinking tea when I decided to tell her.
Demi: I have something to tell you
Maddie: new boyfriend? (I laughed and shook my head) new album?
Demi: no
Maddie: acting again?
Demi: nope
Maddie: pregnancy?
Demi: hell no! (We laughed) I'm benefiting with Joe (I sipped on my tea and she chocked on hers)
Maddie: what did you just say?
Demi: you heard it, I won't say it again
Maddie: Demi...why would you do that? You could-
Demi: end with a broken heart? No, I won't Mad...we've done this before
Maddie: really?
Demi: yes, but you were way too young to tell you about it when we were doing it
Maddie: when was that?
Demi: 2016
Maddie: I was 15...how on earth is that too young?
Demi: I couldn't tell you that at that age...I'm even struggling now (she laughed)
Maddie: how is he?
Demi: I don't get it
Maddie: is he good at it? (I blushed hard and nodded bitting my lip) he must be really good if you just bit your lip
Demi: he's the best man I've ever been with
Maddie: you know...I suspect you did stuff when you dated, did you?
Demi: what? Of course we never had sex
Maddie: yea, right...but I said stuff
Demi: and why are you asking that?
Maddie: cause I heard some groaning once
Demi: who was groaning?
Maddie: I think it was him (I chuckled)
Demi: well...probably. Actually, we did have sex
Maddie: while dating? (I shook my head looking to my mug)
Demi: he cheated on his girlfriend Ashley
Maddie: what? Does that mean you cheated on Wilmer too? (I opened my eyes widely and shook my head)
Demi: no, I would've never done that...we were just starting to talk with him and we had...a moment that led to it
Maddie: do I get to know how that was?
Demi: umm, I don't know...it can be weird and uncomfortable to talk about it with you
Maddie: Demi, I'm 19 already, come on (I sighed) I always thought you lost your virginity to Wilmer tho
Demi: I made everyone believe that, even Joe...he wouldn't have done it with me if he knew the truth. It all started at Nick's 18th birthday celebration. You my remember it. We went bowling and we were Nick, Miley, Big Rob, Joe and I
Maddie: wasn't it awkward?
Demi: well...
FLASHBACK SEPTEMBER 2010
I laughed as Miley kicked Nick's ass on the game. She winked at him and he shook his head smiling.
Nick: I let you win
Miley: no, you didn't. I won myself (I chuckled watching them and then glanced at my side to see Joe a meter away on his phone texting, probably, his new girlfriend)
Demi: you know? You shouldn't be on your phone, it's Nick's birthday...I bet your girlfriend can wait until you meet again
Joe: (he locked his phone and glanced at me with raised eyebrows) I'm sorry?
Demi: what?
Joe: you're talking to me?
Demi: (I sighed) fuck you, forget I said anything (I walked to where Nick and Miley were and played with them as Joe kept texting on his phone)
Around an hour later, Nick was really drunk and Miley and I were tipsy but okay. Joe was still not spending time with us and Big Rob was trying to convince Nick to go to his hotel room a couple blocks away.
Nick: whatever, I'm sleepy...will I see you again soon? (He asked to Miley and she nodded before pecking his lips)
Miley: sure you will
We all walked outside the bowling room and the weather was slightly cold so I shivered making Miley laugh.
Miley: my bodyguard is waiting for me there (Big Rob nodded and we waited until she climbed on her car and left)
Big Rob: I can't handle him walking back to the hotel, I'm gonna take a cab with him...can you take a cab too?
Demi: I don't think we have enough money (Joe sighed)
Joe: don't worry, it's not that far from here, just three blocks...we'll walk
Big Rob: sure? It can be dangerous for Demi
Demi: I'm not drunk, I can walk alone perfectly to the hotel
Joe: don't worry, I'll take care of her
Big Rob: umm okay, let me know once you're back on the hotel
Joe: sure
They left and we started to walk silently to the hotel. When we were one block away from the bowling, he placed his jacket around my shoulders.
Demi: what are you doing?
Joe: I see you're shivering, it's not cool to drink and then throw up cause the cold made you sick (I nodded and put on his jacket)
Demi: thanks (he nodded slightly and I bit my lip) you hate me, don't you?
Joe: don't start now Demi (he said and sighed)
Demi: I won't start anything, I just wanna know
Joe: why would I hate you?
Demi: it must be exhausting to be around me after the break up...it's possible that you hate me
Joe: I don't, so stop with that
Demi: then, why did you get yourself another girl so soon? (He glanced at me and I shook my head) I'm sorry, I'm already being a burden (I chuckled) I guess I drank a little too much
We walked in silence until we arrived to the hotel. Once we were on the hall of our bedrooms, he texted Big Rob that we were safe and we entered to our rooms. I changed onto my silk nightdress and was about to get in bed when I remembered I still had Joe's jacket. I grabbed it and walked to the room across the hall. After three knocks on te door, he opened only on his boxers.
Demi: I-you forgot your jacket
We heard a door unlocking and looked to the noise, it was Phil's room and he'd kill us if he saw us not sleeping at 2 a.m. I didn't even have time to react because Joe grabbed my arm and pulled me into his room closing the door behind me.
