stockholm syndrome. ʚ SEUNGSEOK [ON HOLD]

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= WOOSEOK =

I can't stand this anymore.

I have to fight against my feelings.

There's no way I'm going to stay here.

I stare at ceiling blankly, laying on the same dirty mattress.

How am I ever suppose to escape? There's no end to this place... unless...

I grab my phone and text Seungyoun.

If we go out to eat somewhere, maybe I could run away? It sounds like an awful plan but I know what I'm doing. Right?

I walk out to the hallway and see Seungyoun leaning on the wall.

"Why do you want to suddenly want to go out?.." out of the blue he asked me. It took me by surprise.

"just felt like it... the food here makes me lose my appetite. Also because I haven't had chicken feet in a while..." my voice gets softer at every word.

"I could've ordered-"

"NO! I-I mean... dining outside is better..."

God I hope I didn't fuck this up.

"Alright... let's go."

We walk to the car, Seungyoun leading at the front while I follow at the back with my head down.

The car ride was short but awkward. We didn't talk at all but why would that matter, I'm trying to leave and that's it.

We arrive at this random restaurant that Seungyoun found, the plan was to escape but man... the smell was good.

We walk in and find a table to sit at, he orders some chicken and other dish that I guess he liked.

Since I never really ate the food he gave me, ( although the time he forced me to eat it but we won't talk about that ). I was starving. It's a surprise I even survived for this long.

"Hungry huh?." He chuckled.

"Yeah..." I blush a bit and my heart flutters just a tiny bit. I shouldn't... this is so frustrating! More frustrating than Hyeongjun and Minkyu making out in my room!

"I need to go to the bathroom..." I quietly announce and tip toe to the bathroom.

Okay... my plan is going okay... I just need to find a back exit somewhere...

I look around for a bit, trying to find a staff door or just any door that lead outback.

It was not only soon later I had found a metal door wide open, had someone left without closing the back? How unprofessional...

I sneak out as quietly as I can.

I walk out to the front, I finally made it! Right! Yeah... I did it..

"WOOSEOK WAIT!"

Fuck! Fuck! Fuck!

I run as fast as I can, pushing myself to run anywhere. I can hear the sounds of seungyoun's shoes running after the me.

"WOOSEOK DONT FUCKING DO THIS!"

I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.

"PLEASE DONT LEAVE ME!"

I turn into a alleyway, crossing my fingers that he didn't see me.

I saw Seungyoun ran past the dark place, he had tears in his eyes. Dripping.

"I'm so sorry.."

He doesn't care about me, I'm safe now.

I..

Have escaped.

Seungwoo...

What am I even suppose to do when I get home?

I have my own apartment... but am I really going back to school?

The same misery and abuse..

It's okay! It's okay..

I have friends, right friends.

Dongpyo, Seungwoo, Hyeongjun, Junho...

Yeah...

HONK!

"Get in now."

"Seungwoo!.."

I open the car door and hop in the backseats. The car ride to his house was short and quiet. Not awkward though.

"Go inside and find something to eat, or just find a bed to lay. I'll take you back tomorrow.."

He walks away to the 2nd floor of his house, slouching. Did I wake him up?

I ended up sleeping on the couch, it was quite comfy.

The next morning came, the sun shined in my eye.

"Wake up."

"Seungwoo..."

"Tell me later, you know how worried I was?, why didn't you tell me why you left?."

"Let's just go."

"You're going nowhere until you explain me where you went, don't avoid me Wooseok!"

"Fine."

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