bakudeku oneshots

familiar - angst

tw: swearing
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bakugou's pov

he saved me. the fucking nerd saved me from those villains.

but now he's gone

flashback weewoo (flashbacks will be italicized)

"KACCHAN!"

i looked at him solemnly "stay back, deku"

but he didn't

he didn't fucking listen.

deku used the last of his strength to launch at mr.compress and punch him straight in the jaw. he let go of my neck.

he was able to push me out of kurogiri's black mist but he let him self go instead.

"MIDORIYA"

"MIDORIYA"

"...deku"

/first day back in school after incident; 3rd pov/

bakugou walk into class, with the bare hope he would see the joyful greenette sitting there.

no one.

the seat that was behind was now going to be empty for god knows how long.

"why you.." he thought as he took a seat

"alright class, today we will begin training to work on your ultim-"

iida's hands shoots straight up.

"WITH ALL DO RESPECT SIR, SHOULDN'T WE BE WORRIED ABOUT A CERTAIN STUDENT WHO IS NOT WITH US AS OF NOW"

aizawa sighed "please sit down iida, i knew one of you kids would bring this up"

"as you all have noticed, and as iida pointed out" he eyed iida "midoriya isn't here, but as a u.a teacher who still has a job to train you kids to hopefully become pro heros one day, it is my duty to leave it to the pro's" he finished and looked at everyone around the classroom, they all looked so pitiful..

"now if we're finished here, back to what i was sayi-"

the next sound you heard was bakugou standing up out of his chair and just walk out.

aizawa watched him walk across the room to get to his door and followed him out to stand at the doorway. he looked at him as he walked down the empty hallways.

"he's gotten it the worse out of everyone here.."

he sighs and says as he walked back into the classroom

"kirishima"

he catches kirishima's attention.

"go with him."

he nodded and got up out of seat to go comfort the blonde boy.

"hey bakubro" he said as he caught up to him.

"shut the hell up"

kirishima stopped in his tracks and pouted (kinda like this face: :/)

"i know this hit you hard but we all ar-"

"i said shut the hell up." bakugou said as he grit his teeth.

"you can't just tell me to-"

"ARE YOU FUCKING DEAF OR SOMETHING SHITTYHAIR, GO AWAY AND SHUT THE HELL UP" bakugou turned around to face kirishima.

tears.

tears were streaming down bakugou's face.

kirishima did as told and left the poor boy alone. he walked back to his classroom to continue listening to what aizawa had to say.

/end of the school day; at the bakugous' house/

he walked straight into his house and ignored his mom's greeting, walking to his room.

"dammit, dammit, DAMMIT"

"WHY YOU DEKU"

he let all the tears he's held in seep out

"why you.."

/i'm sorry for all these time skips, i can't write/

back to baku pov

i walked to school with my hands in my pockets, as i kick a pebble out of my way.

3 months

3 months since deku was taken hostage.

bakugou mocked: "as a u.a teacher it is my duty to leave it to the pro's" bullshit.

they don't give a single fuck about deku.

no one does.

i then looked up to see someone with deku's body figure but their hair was black (nopuıɥs?).

"deku?.." i let escape my lips.

the person stiffened and began walking faster.

"hey! come back here"

deku pov

shit shit shit shit shit shit shit deku thought as he began speeding up.

"hey! come back here"

fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck

wait a second

i know that voice..

i turn around and see him

oh my god..

omg he's getting closer
fuckshitdamnitgodpleasehelp

as he reaches me, he puts his head in the crook of my neck.

oh no
what is he doing
this is bad
shigraki's gonna kill me
i don't wanna die
i'm so young please don't
kacchan i beg you

"what the fuck deku"

he pulled me into a hug, sort of?

he left his head where it was and put his arms around me.

"why.."

i felt my left shoulder getting wet

tears..

"i-"

"you wouldn't understand."

kacchan sniffled and pulled away.

"like hell i wouldn't understand."

"it's nothing really, plus you're going to be late, i'll leave you to it." i turned around and head the opposite direction he was going.

"deku." he said sternly.

i kept walking.

"don't you dare fucking ignore me deku"

don'tcrydontcry

i kept walking

"izuku"

i stopped and turned around, my eyes desperately trying to hold the tears.

did he just..

"please don't leave me"

this isn't kacchan. he doesn't beg.

"not again.."

i stared into his red eyes. they were in so much pain. so much agony.

because of me

because of my dumbass decisions

but i can't

i can't go back

the tears stream down my face "this might be selfish,, but i can't. i can't go back. not like this. not yet.. i'm sorry kacchan" i say as i turn back around and run into an ally
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got the idea of writing this from https://corzev.tumblr.com/post/183123932454/do-not-repostedit-i-have-so-many-ideas-hhh - very beautiful sketch

btw might turn this just into bakudeku oneshots ♡

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