What if

Chapter 12

He's going to fuck you up and you're going to let him my subconscious said mockingly,

I want to disagree with her but she's right. I know she is

"I have a boyfriend" I told him looking down

"Break up with him" he shrugged

"I can't"

"Why?" He asked he sounded pissed

"Because I can't just go and break up with him" he can't just assume I'll break up with my boyfriend because he kissed me once or twice, let's be real more but still it's not that easy

"You can't just come around kissing me then decide oh I can't break up with my boyfriend" he said in mocking voice

"You kissed me" I defended myself

"You know what screw this" he threw his hands in the air

"Goodnight Audrey" he said almost sarcastically he was pissed

My eyes started watering my I closed my eyes to keep them in, I brought this to myslef so why cry now

I was shocked I wasn't expecting this turn in events in just couple of hours he turned around and he started walking back to his place,

We have already reached mine so I quietly opened the door so I don't wake Amy up, that if she was actually sleeping

I checked my phone and there was text from Ethan

Ethan, I totally forgot to tell him that I left

*where are you?* Ethan

*I'm back home*

*why did you leave?* Ethan

*I'm tired. Goodnight* I sent him that and I switched my phone off and I dozed to dream land

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The next day I woke up late, I didn't want to think about anything

So I kept myself busy watching whatever was on tv

How dare him come and screw with my mind this way, and what did he think he can fool and play with my mind and I'll just go running to him when I have a boyfriend

What the hell is wrong with me I should stop thinking about him

I stayed in my room watching endless tv shows, the time passed by really fast it was almost 7 in the evening

I remembered that I haven't checked my phone since yesterday night, I grabbed it and switched it on,

I got 2 calls and and a text from Ethan, but nothing from Dylan,

Why will he text me anyways, I wasn't even expecting anything,

But for some reason it made me feel pissed

I threw my phone back at the bedside table

Minutes later I heard a knock on the door

"Come in" I yelled so whoever is knocking will hear me

"Can I come in?" Ethan asked before entering the room

"Sure" I said as I sat properly since I was laying down

"Hey" he smiled

I smiled back

"I came here to see what's going on, is everything alright?" He asked

I didn't want to lie to him but I didn't want to hurt him at the same time

"Yeah why?" I lied

"Because you've been ignoring my calls and I texted you too, beside you left yesterday without telling me" he was saying what's going on his mind