Diary Of My Life 💋👏

We born but we make mistakes.

Nobody borns to be perfect maybe I'm not perfect for the community or maybe I'm not beautiful but sometimes I don't use what girl does putting makeup that things aren't my type cause I hate doing makeup ik a lot of people say do makeup but I don't want to ruin my natural beauty. I make mistakes I get annoyed a lot but sometimes I'm sorry about it I feel guilty blaming my surrounding I did a lot of shit but that doesn't mean I end up with them. 

I dated many boys none of them makes me happy they hurt me they tear me apart they show me the dark side of myself they showed me a nightmare maybe I'm not strong enough but ik what others feel ik how they actually are broken.

All I want is the care and respect but sometimes some of them they don't show it to me they bully me they hate me but I was the lonely person in the class all I do is eating alone write my diary I never felt so depressed but sometimes they don't care at all I wish someone or anyone could feel the pain I have. 

I will admit something its truth I was the worst girl I was the girl that did a lot of mistakes I was an idiot I admit I send nude to my ex I was an idiot and I learn my mistake that moment I stop doing it, in the end, they fool me they decided to publish it but I was just crying until I found out my pressure is increasing and I have heart problems. But I didn't give I threatened them until they deleted it maybe I was a bitch but I didn't know what I was thinking I thought if I did what they ask they will love me but too bad they didn't they lie to me they hurt me they sold me out I was the victim until I ask Allah to help me thank God he did 

I'm sorry for everything if I was a bad girl I'm sorry if I wasn't good enough...