I swore it wouldn't come to this
I swore the knife was gone for good
But i'm so sick of feeling numb
I'm so sick of not having any control
Life can be bloody and full of torture
When happiness fails you
Anger and angony try to claw thier way out of me
helpless is how i fell and sadness drowns me
I'd rather feel the pain than drown in my sadness
Let the knife burn me alive
I don't care
I just don't want to drown
I'm going to suffer either way
I just picked fire over water
I picked burning alive over drowning
