DO NOT COME AT ME WITH THE 'THIS IS EMO' BECAUSE I JUST VISITED MY BEST FRIENDS GRAVE
its quiet in the cementary
not a single sound made
the wind whistles softly
its so quiet here
quiet like the grave
i walk slowly towards the place
where i know that you lay
memories come flooding back
the first time we met
all the good times
our tree climbing contests
it all comes flooding back
the places we went
the games we played
the cliff near you house
i stare at the stone
with your name on it
numbers engraved
on the cold dead stone
just like you
cold and dead
i miss you so much
my tears stain the ground
soaked up by the ground
you have no idea
my biggest regret
how i wish
that i could
turn the clock
backwards
i would change it
i'd never yell at you
but the thing
that i'd change
the thing
that i will never
be able to forgive
the last words i said to you
they'll haunt me forever
i relive the moment
that you threw
yourself
off the cliff
were we always played
as kids
i would turn the time back
i'd change it all
but if i could change
just one thing
i'd cut out the last thing
you ever heard me say
i hate myself
but you have to know
that it was a lie
i didn't hate you
but its the last thing
you heard me say
but at least
you can be happy now
there's no depression
at least not in paradise
you don't have
to take lithium
to feel happy
anymore
