it doesn't help me at all
nothing is able to help me
aside fom the one thing
that is slowly killing me
the alchol
i know what it is
i know what it does
but i still need it
it makes me feel so numb
there's no more sadness for me
i need it more every day
i can't think striaght witout it
the bottle is the only thing that helps me
i know what i'm killing myself
but there's nothing left for me to live for
so i'm letting myself go
i'll let myself slowly drown
feeling nothing
drowning in alchol
drowining in numbness
is better than drowning
in the sadness that is my depression
