❤️ Breaking Apart

Broken Peices 4

(Idk what the gif has to do with the chapter! But it does have a lot of Luke and Ashton and its a cute gif!!)

*****Still Flashback******

2 weeks past

Date: August 29th 2014

12:00pm

Lorraine's P.O.V

Still at Ashton's, not talking to Luke, nervous, confused and depressed.

I went on my phone.
I took a deep breathe and said "I'll do this."

Nothing should go wrong.
I'm not that scared!

The phone kept ringing and ringing.

He said "Hey" and sighed a little

I said "Hi"

Then there was awkward silence.

What's new about that...

I said "L-Lu-Luke?"

He said "Yeah Lorraine?"

I asked "Can we talk later? Maybe back at the flat?"

Luke said "Yeah of course."

Luke's thought: I missed her
It's been forever, well it feels like it.
I need to fix everything!!

I said "I'll leave now, see you soon." then hung up the phone.

I am not use to not saying I love you at the end of talking to him!!
I hate it.
Or even just hearing his voice!
I missed him.
Talking to him felt like I was falling in love all over again!

I got up and Ash came near the couch.

Ashton asked "Where are you going?"

I said "To talk to Luke and try and fix this whole fucking mess." as I put my phone in my bag and grabbed my car keys.

Ashton said "You sure about that?"

I just nodded a little proudly.

I walked over to him and hugged him.
I said "Thanks for everything."

He hugged back and said "You're welcome."

Ashton then asked "Do you want me to come?" as I pulled away.

I shook my head and said "Ash, I can handle it. If worse comes to worse I will call you to come get me or I'll come back here okay?"

He nodded then I left.

1:10pm

I got to the flat.

I was still in the car procrastinating at the worst time so I don't have to talk to Luke.
Fumbling around on my phone.

After about five minutes I took a deep breathe.
I said "I have to do this."

My seperation anxiety was ready to kill me.