One Sided Love; Hyunho

Part 11

Hyunjin went out of the class to calm down by holding his tears. Everything was dark for Hyunjin. He wasn't feeling nothing except pain and jealously. Suddenly Hyunjin saw that his math teacher and went inside of the class and again saw this couple which was sitting  with smiling to each other which broke his heart.

Everyone started to ship Minho and Jisung.

''Oh look to our Romeo and Juliet'' said Seungmin. Jisung and Minho blushed after this.

Hyunjin was seeing all and it was painful. He wanted to let Minho but it was really hard for him.

By going home Hyunjin put his headphone to calm down and put on ''I Can't Stop Me'' Twice English version. Lyrics really matched his feelings which is happening now. And this song perfect suits for cloudy weather. Song starts with ''I'm hearing all the alarms ring-a-ling'' yeah this intro. Theres always alarm inside of Hyunjin which says to not do this mistake. This alarm rings and says to Hyunjin that his Love loves Jisung. ''I feel it deep inside, I'm gonna lose the fight'' Hyunjin knows that loses fight over his feelings and he already had lost his Minho. And here song goes ''Eventually I know that I'll be crossing the line'' Hyunjin knows, he talks to Minho and tries to steal his heart by knowing that he's taken. ''I try warning myself, 'cause I'm in need of help
Can't hold me back, already standing right at the edge out of control'' yeah, Hyunjin already lost control it was noticeable. In the middle of the chorus it says ''The ending's obvious, I know it's not right
I can't stop me, can't stop me''  right Hyunjin knows its end. Hyunjin knows well that there is no happy end, he also knows that he gonna repeat the mistake and a history. ''You pull mе over to the red, rеd, red line
I can't escape it, you're my weakness and you're my vice'' yes day by day Minho hurts him and pulls into the pain but he doesn't know at all. Hyunjin knows well that Minho is his weakness. ''In the shadows, you're the only highlight
I can't stop me, can't stop me'' yeah Minho is his highlight in the dark thats right. ''You're my forbidden fruit (Ya ya)
Pretend that there's no rules (Ah ah)''  Minho is forbidden for Hyunjin and he always breaks the rules for not losing Minho.  ''There ain't no turning back
Addicted to the feeling like I'm caught in a trance (In a trance)
It's like you flip a switch, your power over me (Hey)
Is limitless and now all I can do is give in
Out of control (Ooh, yeah; Hey)''  Hyunjin addicted to his feelings and he already lost his control he doesn't know what to do and how act. ''Risky, risky, why you test me?
This is an emergency
Help me, help me, somebody stop me
'Cause I know I can't stop me'' it's risky to Hyunjin to get close to Minho but Hyunjin can't stop himself somebody needs to stop him. ''Getting closer and closer
When I know I'm in danger
Need to get away from ya
You're like the devil on my shoulder'' Hyunjin getting closer and closer but he knows that his heart is in danger. He really wants get away from Minho but his heart doesn't let him. ''What's going on inside? (Ah, ah)
There's a war I'm trying to fight''  Hyunjin doesn't know whats happening inside of him but he can recognize that war between his feelings.

The lyrics of this song relates to Hyunjin to much like this song knows his feelings and read his mind.

Hyunjin arrived home. He was broken. After this days even there was lot of rumors that Minho and Jisung are dating. It hurts it really hurts when your best friend is lover of your crush.

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Lot of days left Hyunjin rarely used his phone. He even lose his motivation, hope and passion. Hyunjin wont give up but it hurts really hurts. Hyunjin really wanted to know Minho how much Hyunjin is suffering this pain. Hyunjin had a private channel with few subscribers. Hyunjin decided to post something because it was long time.

Comments:

𝐻𝑎𝑛𝑛𝑖𝑒
You look good even with a mask)

𝐽𝑖𝑛𝑛𝑖𝑒
Thanks

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This night Hyunjin couldn't sleep at all. He has insomnia. Hyunjin tried to sleep but he couldn't. He decided to surf his phone. First he entered his private channel and saw a comment to his post. The first Hyunjin though that its just illusion but then he relased that it was for real. Hyunjin couldn't believe by seeing this comment from this unexpected person. Suddenly Hyunjin started to tremble and seems like Hyunjin lost his mind...

Who might be this special person what do you think...?