No matter what

Heat.- 23

Leo went out and I stayed here to relax. This isn't forever so I wanna enjoy it as much as I can.

I hear the door open and Leo walks in smiling. I smile back standing going to him. " welcome back" I say softly.

He stares at me then looks away " I'm back" he says placing his jacket down.

" I know we can't stay here forever" I look at him. He stands straight and looks at me.

" I don't wanna cut it off for you" he says with a soft voice.

"you're very kind-hearted. If you show this side of yours more often then you could have more people approach you" I giggle

" you want girls to approach me?" He tilts his head and my eyes go wide " no!" I shout.

He looks at me and giggles placing his hand behind my lower back pulling me towards him. "I-I mean I-if you want to s-sure" I avoid his eyes.

He grabs my chin making me look at him. He strokes his thumb on my chin and places a kiss on top of my forehead. I smile snuggling into his chest.

" we will leave tomorrow morning. So enjoy your last night here" he says while stroking my hair with his lips still on my forehead.

I look up at him and smile " thank you for this. You have no idea how much this means to me" I smile placing my hand on his cheek.

He looks down at me and leans down pressing his lips on mine.

I grip his collar and he brings his hand down grabbing my under-thigh and picking me up. I wrap my legs and arms around him latching onto him while kissing him.

He tilts his head to deepen the kiss. I run my fingers through his hair allowing him access in my mouth.

He walks upstairs to the bedroom, walking in and shutting the door behind him with his feet.

He walks to the bed while still kissing me and lays me down on the bed.

I grip onto his shirt and he pulls away from the kiss. I look at him panting heavily from the make-out session.

He slides his hand under my hoodie and I grip his arm feeling his touch on my bare skin.

He leans down kissing my cheek and then my neck. I move around as he leaves wet kissing down my neck all the way to my collar bone.

I breathe heavily as his hands travel all the way up to my Breast. I bite my lip trying to not make a noise as he molds my Breast in his hand.

Oh god.

He uses his other hand to pull my hoodie up. He looks at me for approval and I nod helping him take off my hoodie. I spare a glance at him, he looks at my body staring at it.I look away getting shy from his stare.

The room was dark. The curtains were pulled and there was a slight moonlight shining down from the window through the glimpse of the blinds pouring down on us.

I look up at him and I could see a little bit with the help of the moonlight. I cup his cheek and he moves his face in my hand kissing the palm of my hand.

I feel him stare at my body. I grip my legs shut from the weird feelings I start getting between my legs. He goes down to my collarbone again and then kisses down to my Breast.

This is my first time. And I don't know what to do.

" lift your back up a little" he whispers and I do so. He slides his hand back unhooking my bra. He takes my bra off throwing it to god knows where.

his touch is driving me crazy. I have never been in such a situation before. yes, i have always imagined my first time being with someone that I love which so far is becoming reality, but this soon I did not think of it.