Marrying My Rapist ( 18 +only )
I was a rape victim. A woman who has a dark history.
No one knows.
No one can ever know that crime apart from my broken self and him.
Hurt, anxiety, insanity, filthy and pity. Every negative thought, it was all I can think of. Hindi ko matanggap at sinong makakatanggap na sa ganoon lang mangyayari ang lahat.
Walang sinuman ang dapat makaalam. Iyon na siguro ang pinakamasakit na desisyon na ginawa ko. Maraming dahilan kung bakit ninais kung maging tahimik.
However, secrecy and past beggining to haunt the little trust I have in me.
Betrayal is only my friend. It always has and shadows over me.
Everything regress upon me when I saw a woman wearing her wedding dress, walking nervously down the aisle. She's heading towards the terrifying man standing tall and proud, showing his success to have his price possession. I will never forget his threatening eyes, the evil gleam on his rough face. The sinister that sheltering his large form. His lips moved.
"I will always hunt you down. My beloved sin."
Those imminent words keeps playing on my mind. It was frightening enough to wake me up, that I'm still inside of this nightmare. The woman walking up to him is none other than me. My insides churning. My sights getting blurry.
"No." I whispered.
Why? Why it has to be me. I cried silently to myself. Why reality has to be drastic, to be this way. I want to run and escape. Marrying my rapist is the last thing I desire.