The Essence Of Moving On
We've all been there. Kasi ngayon kahit 'crush' lang natin ang isang tao, feeling broken hearted tayo pag nakita natin silang may kasama... at hindi ikaw yun.
The excruciating pain.
Numbness of heart.
Those alone moments where your only question is, "How can I move on?", and everytime you tried to think of ways to do it, you'll be clouded by memories you've shared together. The happiness, the contentment, the feelings, the love. Tapos yung tanong mo maiiba at magiging, "Did he felt the same way during those times? O ako lang talaga nakaramdam non? Did he really loved me?"
When you're trying to forget him, but then every places, people and things around you remind you of him. Kahit hindi sila nagsasalita at hindi nila binabanggit yung pangalan niya, just looking or being there makes you want to curl on the floor and cry your heart out.
Pilit iisipin nang utak mo kung saan ka ba nagkulang. Ano yung mga reasons para iwan ka niya. Bakit siya naghanap ng iba?
"How can I start again?" Yes, indeed. How?
Ayaw mong makinig sa mga boses na nagsasalita sa paligid mo kasi alam mong wala naman silang matutulong.. kasi ikaw lang ang nakakaramdam nang sakit ngayon. Paano nila maiinitidihan? Paano nilang sasabihing kaya mo yan kung ikaw mismo sa sarili mo hindi ka sure kung kaya mo nga talaga?
I am Maureen Baltazar and this is my story of Moving On from a heartbreak I never thought I'll encounter.