Jaden,
We got back to the school and we all followed Brandon to Ruby Tuesdays.. I was thinking about the 'thought' that I was thinking about earlier and I noticed that wouldnt be right. I really love Alicia and as long as we're together Im gonna make her the happiest girl in the world. I dont care how sexy all the other girls are I love Alicia with my hole heart so Ima stay with her and keep this relationship going! Lets hope things dont change when i look Shanelle in the face.
"Alicia!"
"What?"
"I love you so much, you know that right?"
"Yea, I love you to" we pulled up at the restaurant.
I put the car in park and leaned to kiss Alicia. We couldnt kiss for long cause Chres knocked on the window.
"yall staying out here or going in?"
"we're coming"
"iight"
"lets go baby"
We got out, I locked the car and threw my arm around her shoulder as we walked.
DeShawn,
We ended up having to wait for them to clean a booth for us so i sat down.
"baby you can sit on my lap" I looked at Alana
She sat.. not on my lap, but on my dick.
"I said on my lap, your so nasty"
She giggled "no im not, this is your lap"
"no its not"
"shutup, i can move if you want"
"naw you good"
"but im nasty?"
I chuckled "yep"
"Ok guys you can follow me" the waiter said picking up menus
We got up following her "im not sure if all of you will fit in this one booth, but theres one right beside it" she put the silverware on the table.
"ok thanks, yall wanna spit off 10 and 10, cause its like 20 of us. We'll be right beside each other"
"ok thats fine" I said
"iight"
Alissa& Isaiah , Brandon&Shanelle , Jaden&Alicia, Taylor&Kyrek ,DeShawn&Alana At one booth, in that order.
Lauren&Chres , JaLynn&Vonte , Cameryn&Xavior , Sky&Danny , Angel&Tyrone , Cameron&.. no one , Ethan..No on. At the other.
Brandon,
She took all 21 of our orders, well just the drinks for now. I know theres 22 of us but me and Shanelle are gonna share a smoothie.
I turned my head and just stared at her hoping she will turn around and notice. Not long after she did just that and stared back in my eyes. I had a straight face for a minute then i smiled as we both leaned in for a kiss. We had to remember where we were and who we were with, cause to be honest if it was just me and her i'd sit here kissing her til the food came out.
We pulled away to everyone looking at us.
"is there a time yall dont kiss?"
"Nope, his lips drive me crazy" Shanelle smiled
Oh fuck.. i was smiling and everything, thats not normal for me, well not like this! I tried hiding it by cupping my face with my hand and rubbing it. I looked down.
"he blushing though.." DeShawn looked at me
I sucked my teeth "im not blushing...Guys dont even blush"
"Well you just got all smiley and shit"
I glanced at Shanelle then picked up my straw hitting it on the table.. trying to ignore this.
"baby" Shanelle laughed
"what" I looked up
She just smiled at me, I smiled back then 3 waiters came with our drinks.
I tried opening my straw but it just seemed like mine was harder to open... made me feel a little weak.
"baby open my straw" I handed it to Shanelle
The face she gave me was funny as hell. I laughed "just open it" i handed it her, "AYE CAMERON I bet you dont have a girl to open your straw!"
"NIGGA IM STRONG ENOUGH TO OPEN A DAM STRAW, IT JUST PAPER"
"OOOOOOOOO You weak as hell Brandon" Chres yelled
"You got jokes.."
"you came wid it first"
"Well so you know MY STRAW was stuck"
He laughed "you crack me up"
"yall are so ghetto, yall yelling across tables"
"YEA, CAUSE I LIKE YELLING!"
"shut up" Shanelle hit me
"you wanna start this hitting again?"
"leggo"
"Ok, are you ready to order?" the waiters came back
"i am" Jake began to order.
"yall paying right?" Shanelle looked up at me
"ahahahahaha"
"what does that mean?"
"I got you baby"
"ok"
We all ordered...
"i want some beer"
"you dont need that shit!"
"yes i do, i wanna get drunk"
"thats a turn off.."
"baby im just playing"
"no you werent" Alissa took a sip of her drink
"Alissa, you shutp up.. ok"
"make me shut up"
"yea, make her shut up" Isaiah looked at me
"you pussy ass nigga, let Alissa take care of this"
"Guys lets be nice, we're all friends here" Alicia said
"naw I wanna see this" Jaden watched
"ok I was dead ass serious, i wanna get drunk ass hell. baby you wanna get drunk with me?"
"no"
"please"
"beer is nasty anyway"
"just drink it.. pleaseeeeee we'll be drunk together"
"which means yall plan on having a lil fun tonight" Kyrek said
"Shanelle, please"
"no"
Yea, i want her to get drunk so we can be crazy together. I rather wait til we're at home alone to do it so maybe.. we can.. fuck. I know she wants me to wait on her and all but i really wanna do it and knowing her theres no telling when she'll let me!
Jaden,
I was listening to Brandon and Shanelle talk and I noticed how fucking happy she is when shes with him. Im not much of a trouble maker, sometimes but I dont wanna break them up. I dont wanna loose Alicia, I wanna be with her for ever and thats my goal for now. I'll confess this now.. *clears throat* Yes, I think Shanelle is sexy as hell, i also think that about Angel, Taylor, Cameryn and all the sexy girls at this table but best of all Alicia is the sexiest and always will be. (remember this is just Jadens pov, dont take nothing to heart , if your reading this your beautiful) I really love her and i feel like I need to show it ALOT more. I wanna do something special for us.. very special, well at least go out just me and her and have some fun (not fucking.)
I thought about what i did to Shanelle, i know she wanted me to stop, i could see it in her eyes, but i kept going. Should i apologize? Tell her that I really shouldnt have done that or even approached her like i did, and for hitting her.
I looked at Alicia and threw my arm around her pulling her to lay in my arm. Everyone was talking and having fun while I sat there thinking about how i fucked up and Alicia doesnt even know. Not to mention Brandon and I are like bros.. its gonna be hard to tell him what i did but I'll make sure to let him know Shanelle didnt wanna do it. But it was ME who did this cause she didnt touch me in any type of way. I picked up my phone off the table and typed up a text to Shanelle with one hand cause Alicia is in the other arm.
"Look, Shanelle. I really need to talk to you... I feel really bad right now cause I love Alicia with all my heart and shes my #1. im sorry for all that stuff i did because in your face i could tell you were saying no, but i can tell you more when Im not texting with one hand. I wanna get this shit out my head but i cant.. maybe we should tell them before we go our separate ways?" i pushed send and put my phone back down
I watched her phone light up from the corner of my eye. i didnt look at her while she was reading cause I didnt wanna make it obvious. I saw her typing so i waited for her reply.
~~At the other table!~~
"Cameron you want me to find you a girl?" Vonte asked
"naw"
"iight, i just hate seeing you lonely over there"
"shut the fuck up"
Vonte laughed.. "i was just asking"
"baby your so mean, leave him alone" JaLynn looked at him
"your suppose to be on my sideeeeeeee"
"AYEE THE FOOD HERE!" Chres yelled
"your so fat" Lauren laughed
"fat? im fat?" he slowly lifted his shirt revealing his abs to her "is this fat?"
"no" she laughed
"i didnt think so, but your fat"
"what.. im not fat" she looked down at her stomach "my stomach is flat"
"that waist fat, but its sexy as hell so dont ever loose weight"
"same for you Cameryn, keep that" Xavior patted her on the leg
"my waist isnt as big as hers"
"really? stand up Laren"
"no you stay your ass sitting" Chres glared at Xavior
Xavior laughed "what?"
"I know your just trying to look at her ass"
"no im not"
They placed our food in front of us, steaming hot.
"this look good as hell" Tyrone took a sip of his drink looking at the food
"it does, so im gonna take some" Angel innocently smiled
"go ahead, i dont care"
"maybe we should just trade food"
"hell no!"
Shanelle,
I replied back to Jaden really quick..
I feel kinda bad to, and yes it was somewhat your fault but i shouldve put some force with what I was saying. i shouldve stopped you. Alicia is my friend and i never wanted to do this to her and I love Brandon with all my heart as well and he's gonna be crushed! true-fully I dont wanna tell them because I'd hate to even think about break ups and fights.. but just so we can get this off our chests.. But i know they'll understand.
I pushed send, then laid on Brandons shoulder hugging his arm.
"YALL GOT FOOD? WHAT!"DeShawn yelled to the others at the other table
"HELL YEA! ITS GOOD TO!" Ethan yelled back
"yours is coming next" the watier walked pass us
"iight"
Brandon looked at me and smiled. i slightly smiled then saw my phone light up again. I reached and picked it up opening the text.
"who you texting?" he asked
"no one"
"yes you are"
"a friend.."
"Jaden"
"yea?"
"who you texting"
"a friend"
"yall both texting friends... iight"
"whats wrong with that?"
"nothing"
I read what Jaden said:
iight, We dont have to be detailed , but i wanna make sure they no so we can continue living our lives. i'll never do it again i swear. If i come to your house again dont be scared.
I replied: ok, you tell the story .
"i will, just like it happened"
"ok"
The waiter brought our food. We ate talked, cracked on Cameryn some more.. Brandon got a little beer but he didnt get drunk for real, he was still in his right mine.
When we were done my heart was racing. We all got up, all the boys split the bill and paid it off.. gotta love em!
"bye guys I gotta get Sky home, its late" Danny said
"bye" we all waved.
"yea me to, i cant let JaLynn's parents hate me" Vonte and JaLynn walked to the car.
"who you taken home Cameron?" Brandon laughed
"keep messing with me.."
"you mad? i was just messing with you"
"I bet i could fuck Shanelle..." he closed his car door
"these nigga think im playing" Brandon clinched his fist.
"its ok baby"
Everyone was gon except us 4 (me,Brandon,Alicia and Jaden).
"welp lets go baby" Brandon pulled my arm
"wait"
"why?" he hugged my waist from behind
I looked at Jaden as my heart started to beat faster...
"baby" Jaden turned Alicia around so she was facing him.
"yes?"
"me and... um Shanelle have a secret"
I felt Brandons grip get loose on my waist. He completely let me go and stood in front of me. Alicia looked at me then back at Jaden.
"I dont like when my friends have secrets with my boyfriend"
"i know I know, just listen"
"hell naw, ion like the sound of this shit" Brandon sighed looking up in the sky. "please tell me you didnt fuck my girl Jaden!"
"baby, listen to me" Jaden was trying to get Alicia to look at him.
"Shanelle, please tell me you and Jaden didnt do anything!"
"Bruh, chill out please.." Jaden yelled
"HOW CAN I CHILL OUT? NO ONE IS ANSWERING MY FUCKING QUESTION!"
"ok, I went to Shanelles house last weekend, I had to spend the night.. We stayed up late Jake had gone to bed so me and Shanelle were still up"
Brandon looked at me, he looked mad and sad already!
"dont start fighting... so while we were up I was just looking at her, i was sexually attracted to her body. My hands wanted to explore. SO thats why they did. but no clothes were taking off, there was no kissing... It was mostly my fault. Brandon dont leave Shanelle! please dont, its all on me, I could tell in Shanelles face she didnt want me to but I guess she was just nervous! But dont be mad at her cause she did kick me out her room! Alicia.. baby im sorry, i dont know what got into me, dont cry" i wiped her face "i love you so much!"
"so this is why you constantly told me you loved me today? Shanelle whyyyyyy I thought we were friends! Why Shanelle? WHY JADEN!..." another tear rolled down her cheek.
"baby" i stood in front of Brandon
"Im so fucking pissed right now!"
"i know, im sorry!"
both of his fist were clinched fight.
"JADEN! I THOUGHT YOU WERE MY BRO! WHAT HAPPEN? MY GIRL THOUGH??? YOU DONT EVER FUCK WITH ME GIRL!" he evilly looked at him
"Bruh, Im sorry"
"SORRY ISNT GOOD ENOUGH IN THIS SITUATION! THEN TO KNOW YOU CAME ON TO HER AFTER HER FACE SAID NO!"
"Chill out, its not like I slept with her"
"CHILL OUT? ITS WORST CAUSE I THOUGHT WE WERE COOL.. YOU WOULD NEVER DO ANYTHING LIKE THIS!"
"RIGHT Shanelle! I cant fucking believe this!" Alicia yelled
"Its not my fault"
"SHUT THE FUCK UP SHANELLE IT IS YOUR FAULT!" she snatched the keys from Jaden and went to the car.
"Bruh.." Jaden was trying to calm Brandon down
"i suggest you back the fuck up from me right now"
"we need to fix this shit!"
"hell yea! ima fix this shit! yand I'll make sure you regret this!" he walked to the car leaving me and Jaden alone.
"dammit!!!" Jaden yelled "Im so fucking sorry Shanelle! I'll talk to you later" he went to comfort Alicia.
I nodded my head, sighed and got in the car not saying anything.
"do you understand how fucking mad I am?"
"yes"
"but its ok, cause ima show you and him how I feel about this! But heres my question.... You told me to stop but not him.. Why?" he put the car in reverse and started out the parking lot....
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