"Ahsoka, what's the matter?" I asked as I hugged her tightly.
"All of this is my fault." She whined as she cried even more.
"No it isn't." I said as I stroked her lekkus gently. "Please, don't worry about it." I said as I brought my head Infront of Ahsoka's. "Forget about it."
"But how can I forge-"
I pressed my lips against hers to silence her crying. She was surprised at first but quickly melted into the kiss. I kept stroking her lekkus and holding her close to me to try and make her feel safe again since I know that's what she likes. We kissed for a while before breaking apart.
"It's still my fault." Ahsoka said as she looked down at the floor.
"Ahsoka, the past is in the past, just forget about it."
"But, but I can't! I can't forget about this. If I didn't take you to the Panorama diner or I got up earlier and we left earlier or I didn't feel like I had to say it in private or if I didn't even feel this way at all, or even if I made you spend longer in the cave with me, just, everything I did led to the death of all those clones!" Ahsoka screamed.
"Ahsoka." I said as I put my arm around her. "I know what it's like to be responsible for deaths, but there's nothing you can do about it now but learn from it. Learn why what happened did happen and make sure to avoid it, like I did."
"But, that, that means stopping being in love with you." Ahsoka said as she turned to me. I realised that what I'd just said had told her to avoid what made her be in that situation and that was love.
"Do whatever you need to do to protect those you care about." I replied.
"But, but how? I, it's either you or the clones and, I, I just can't chose!" Ahsoka whined as she buried her head into my chest and began to cry again.
"Ahsoka, I promise that I'll always protect you from anything which tries to hurt you, and that includes mentally. If I'm to keep that promise then I need your help."
Ahsoka looked up into my eyes. "Yes (y/n)?"
"You are angry, aren't you?" I asked.
"Yes, I am very angry inside." Ahsoka replied.
"There a three ways in which you can get rid of this anger. Learn from it, which is impossible for this, join the sith which I won't let you do, or do what I did."
"Wh-what did you do?" Ahsoka asked.
"I took out my hate and anger in a place where nothing matters, in a place where you don't need to worry about turning to the dark side, in a place where the only thing they fear is you, in a place which I call hell."
"What would I do there?" Ahsoka asked.
"Simple. You are filled with anger currently, aren't you." I said
"Yes I am, you asked like 10 seconds ago." Ahsoka said.
"Indeed I did. Well, anyway. Here, uncontrolled anger can turn you to the sith, but in hell, it makes you stronger. Physically stronger and mentally stronger. Anger and rage are the only two emotions in hell. The more of it you have, the more they fear you. Go there now when you're full of rage and anger and you can take out all your stress on the souless corpses of the demons."
"Ok. When should we go?" Ahsoka asked. Just as she did, someone knocked on the door.
"Come in." I said. The door opened and Obi Wan walked in. "Hello Master." I said.
"I felt a disturbance in the force, I could feel anger and hate, in an uncontrolled way, but not from (y/n)." He said.
"Yes, we know about it, and I've got a solution for it." I replied.
"That being?"
"I take her down to hell, where anger and rage are the only emotions and there is no such thing as Jedi or Sith, only violence."
Obi looked at me puzzlingly.
"How does that work?" He asked.
"Easy. Do you ever get angry and just want to get physical with something?" I asked.
"Yes, every now and then." Obi replied.
"Well, in hell, you can be as violent and physical as you want with only positive effects, those being you get physically and mentally stronger."
"Won't she turn to the dark side though?" Obi Wan asked.
"No, because in hell there is no dark or light, only red, the colour of anger and hatred. Yes, hell and the sith are related, but they are not interchangeable."
"Right, I understand." Obi Wan said. "So you want to take Ahsoka to hell to let her take her anger out on demons?"
"Yes."
"Won't she die down there?"
"No because I'm not going to take her to the deep parts of hell, only the surface levels with the smallest ones like zombies and imps. Also, I will be going with her and keeping my eyes on her the entire time."
Ahsoka sighed. "You just can't keep your eyes off me, can you?" She said with a wink.
"I mean, not many people can." I replied.
We stared into each others eyes once again. We went to go kiss each other but Obi stood coughed to get our attention.
"Well, I trust you on this (y/n), and I hope it all goes well." Obi said before walking out. Once he did walk out, I turned back to Ahsoka and pulled her in for the kiss. We both melted into it immediately and it wasn't long before she was straddling me while I was lying down on the bed. She kept her lips hard pressed against mine for so long. Throughout the entire thing, I had one hand stroking her head and one hand on her waist. Eventually though, she broke out of the kiss. She looked down at me and smiled.
"I love you (y/n)." She said with a smile.
"I love you too Ahsoka." I replied. Ahsoka smiled so widely at me.
I brought both of my hands up behind her head and began to fuss both of her lekkus. She went cross eyed and moaned as I did so before falling onto my chest. I kept fussing her lekkus as she kept moaning on top of me.
"(Y/n), s-stop." She said. "P-please. Anakin wouldn't approve." Ahsoka said.
"Ok." I said as I slowly stopped stroking her lekkus. Once I had stopped, I placed both of my hands back onto her waist and held her tightly. We stayed like that for a few minutes.
After those few minutes, Anakin walked in.
"Hello snips, hello (y/n)." He said as he walked in. Me and Ahsoka both immediately sat up. "I see that you two do indeed love each other." He said with a smile. Me and Ahsoka also turned to each other and smiled. "Anyway, I heard that you two are going to hell so you can take anger out on stuff." Anakin said. Ahsoka clenched her hand in mine as he said that.
"Yes we are." I replied.
"Ok, I just wanted to make sure. Anyway, don't do anything too dangerous while down there and (y/n), keep her safe."
"Oh she'll be safe. I promise I won't let anything bad happen to her." I replied.
"Wouldn't you need your suit?" Anakin asked.
"For where we're going no. I'm not taking her down to Dis or Nekravol, just some surface level imps and zombies which you can treat like piñatas. She's seen everything that we'll find before."
"Ok. Also wouldn't she need her lightsabers?"
"No. They don't really work too well in hell. I mean, yeah Ahsoka took hers down there last time but after a while down there they start to mess around and break. Mine only works because it doesn't use a normal Kyber crystal anymore, it uses an argent modified one, hence why it's now red."
"Ok. I'll remember that if I ever need to go to hell." Anakin said before walking out.
I turned to Ahsoka and smiled.
"You ready to go?" I asked.
"One last thing!" Anakin said as he poked his head back through the door. "Be back at the temple before midnight. You've got training tomorrow and you probably need some sleep."
"Actually master, sleeping in (y/n)'s arms was one of the nicest things ever." Ahsoka commented.
"Well, still. If you spend too long away from the temple without warning, someone's gonna get suspicious." Anakin said before walking out for good.
I once again turned to Ahsoka.
"You ready?" I asked.
"I sure am ready." Ahsoka replied.
"Good, well there's no need to dela-, oh wait shit." I said.
"What?" Ahsoka replied.
I put my head in my hands and began to laugh.
"What is it (y/n)?" Ahsoka asked.
"I completely forgot that I don't have Vega on me." I replied as I took my head out of my hands. "Without him I can't open a portal to a designated location in hell."
"Oh, that's not good." Ahsoka replied with a small giggle.
"I mean, we could still go to hell, just we wouldn't be able to get out and we could get put anywhere in it." I said.
"Oh, how can you do that?" Ahsoka asked.
"If I concentrate enough argent through me, I began to drag myself through to hell, just an unspecified location in hell."
"Ok..." Ahsoka replied.
"Not the most useful thing I know. But yeah, we can't go yet, we've just gotta wait till we get back." I said.
Ahsoka sighed as I said so.
"Yeah I know it's a bit annoying." Ahsoka said as she stood up and walked to the door.
"Where you going?" I asked. Ahsoka locked the door and walked back to me.
"Nowhere. Just don't want anyone walking in on us when we're asleep."
What did you think was going to happen?
"Fair enough." I replied.
Ahsoka sat down on the bigger of the two beds and patted the spot next to her. I sat on the spot and was immediately pinned to the bed by Ahsoka. She pressed her lips against mine in what was only a short kiss and smiled.
"Time for bed." Ahsoka said. I began to fuss both of her lekkus again. She moaned and lay absolutely still on my chest, just feeling her lekkus get fussed. Her eyes slowly closed as she went to sleep and once they did, I gave her a gentle kiss on the forehead.
"I love you Soka." I whispered. After that, I too closed my eyes and went to sleep with Ahsoka still asleep on top of me.