Nick POV
And just like that I made the third mistake I would most regret. How could I be so oblivious, and dumb. I got caught up in the moment and didn't realize someone actually loves me. Someone actually cares for me and that someone is the love of my life. But I can't even blame her for leaving I mean I deserve it.
I caused her pain how could see trust me, how could see past what I did. I was honestly just playing my video game when Emma came in. I tried to resist but she wouldn't stop she forced her lips onto mine but I guess I kissed back.
This wasn't supposed to happen I should've listened to Y/n when she told me Emma was planning something, I should have listened when she warned me. My own daughter doesn't even wanna be here without Y/n how am I supposed to be.
I sit on the couch feeling tears well up in my eyes I put my head in my hands as I hear steps coming down towards me. That's when the couch sinks in as I feel a pair of hands rest on shoulder. I turn my head to see Emma giving me a reassuring smile.
I move away looking at her with anger and despair.
E: Nick its ok
Emma says as I shake my head
N: Whats ok?? The fact that we kissed or that fact that my girlfriend and daughter just left me
I ask as she shrugs
E: I think you should look at the bright side of the picture. You get me didn't you miss me, don't you want me. I'm back then why do you need her
She argues as I clench my jaw
N: I didn't miss you, I don't want you
I state firmly
E: What?? Why??
She questions giving me a puzzled expression
N: You wouldn't understand-
E: Understand what-
She cuts me off
N: You wouldn't understand how it feels to love someone cause you never have.
I retaliate
E: That SHE DOES, that girl does-??
She yells trying to get her point across
N: YES SHE DOES, she's been there for me, with me since the beginning she's always made me feel good about everything. She raised Maya, not you, you were never there. You never tried. Even after people giving her criticism for not being her biological mother she still loves Maya will all her heart.
E: And what about you, did you ever think that maybe she's with you because of Maya. Does she even love you
I nod vigorously, there's no doubt in my heart and no one can prove it differently I know she loves me and she's always proven it. She let Emma stay in our house cause I said so, she was nice to her cause I said so. Even when she got hurt she left because she loves me.
N: Of course she does and she's always proven it and I don't think I should be sitting here telling you and your heart of cold.
I explain as Emma looks at me emotionlessly
E: Well I don't care she's gone now and we could be together, I could have my daughter back, I could have you. A family someone to love, she's just intruded
Emma smiles as I look at her with disgust
N: How could you, how could you be so insensitive
I ask as she shrugs feeling zero remorse or guilt
E: For what??
N: 3 years ago Y/n and I first started having feelings for each other and when Y/n found out you were pregnant she didn't wanna intrude. She put her feelings aside because she knew Maya needed a family needed love and mother. So she left me although we loved each other. And after you disappeared leaving Maya she was the one that helped us, and I LOVE HER. She pregnant with my child and I want to be with her.
Emma shakes her head as I raise my eyebrow
E: I could change your mind I want my daughter-
N: That's not possible I have full custody of her. You have signed it and plus clearly Maya loves Y/n more than anyone she doesn't even wanna look at your face because she doesn't know you.
I say as Emma moves closer to me
E: Fine whatever, Y/n can have her. What about us
She says putting her hand on thigh leaning in. I look the other way getting off the couch
E: WHAT THE F*CK
She exclaims getting off the couch
N: I made myself clear I want nothing to do with you
I state crossing my arms, Emma gives me a dissatisfaction expression
N: It would be best if you left now. LIKE NOW
I make myself crystal clear as she scoffs going to the basement to get her stuff.
I sit on the couch waiting for her to leave as she stomps up with her bag. She walks to the door as she turns her head to look at me
E: Just think-
N: No need to think I know what I want and that's Y/n and my daughter. I love her more than anything and my daughters need a loving stable family
I explain as she turns her head walking out of the house. I sigh deeply looking down feeling broken. This would have never happened if I wasn't oblivious of Emma's actions from the beginning. But all I know is that I have to get Y/n and Maya back.
**a couple of hours later**
Its been a couple of hours and all I've done is think about what to do. How should I apologize, how do I explain what I did. Ugh, I could just imagine how she feels inside. I bet she's trying to have a strong front for Maya but she probably breaking inside and that thought is burning me in my chest.
I was in my thoughts as I hear the doorbell ring, I instantly snap out and get up walking towards the door hoping Y/n changed her mind. I slowly unlock the door to see Brandon standing outside.
N: B-
B: Can I come in
He asks as he looks kinda mad I lightly nod moving aside. He walks in as I close the door turning to face him as he does the same
N: How can I help
I ask nervously as he gives me an emotionless expression
B: I heard about what happened with you and Y/n
He says as I bit my lip afraid of what he will say I mean that's his younger sister
N: What did she say
I ask with disbelief
B: Nothing really
N: Wait... what??
I question giving him a puzzled look
B: Y/n came over with Maya and said she wanted to stay a few days and obviously I said yes but then my essential thought was something might have happened that see left you. It looked like she had cried and was upset. She was in the room the entire days she didn't talk to anyone. And when I went over to talk she broke down into tears. Nick she's really hurt
N: I-
B: And no I don't wanna hear how you did this, what you did and why you did it; or if it was your fault or not. All I know is that she really loves you. And I should now this because one she's my sister second she has never felt the way she feels about you for anyone ever. And I'm not mad at you cause everyone makes mistakes. But all I'm saying is please make this right.
He explains as I agree to his words of support and truth
N: You're right, and I do love her, I want her, only her.
I state as Brandon smiles
B: Good, so I was also here to get some of Maya's things
He says as I lightly nod.
N: Yeah ok, I'll get them for you
I say knowing that in order to get Y/n back I needed to prove I respect her and lover her and if she needed some space I'll give that to her. But I'm not gonna stop trying to get her back. Matter of fact I know just the way.