Y/n POV
**Next Day**
I was currently sitting on the swings in my backyard, lightly swinging back and forth as the sun was shining down on the surface. My head softly leaning on the chain of swing as I thought about the entire argument I had with Nick.
Why didn't I just say it, why didn't I just tell him I feel nothing for Mike but only for Nick why couldn't I just say it. Why did I let him walk away; but I bet he doesn't even wanna talk to me anymore considering it's been an entire day and I haven't seen him anywhere. The only I heard was his voice and Maya's little cries.
I look down on the ground as I continue to swing back and forth lightly. I then hear the backyard door open and close as I glance up to see Nick walking over to me. I keep my eyes on him as he stands in front of me.
N: Hi
He says simply
Y/n: Hey
I reply with the same emotionless tone
N: Is this seat taken??
He asks pointing at the swing beside mine. I shake my head
Y/n: No it isn't
He moves to the side taking a seat. I don't really react in a particular way as we sit there silently thinking about what to say or do.
N: I feel like a owe you a explanation
I glance over at him looking into his beautiful eyes falling all in love all over and over again each time I do.
N: I know I should have stopped you that day but I didn't know who would leave me. Trust me I would do anything to be with you. I'll live here with you if want, you can continue going to school and have a career and do whatever you please and I can work from here. But I wanna be with you. I trust you more than anything, I was angry and dumb for not realizing how you feel for me.
He lightly smiles at me as I look at him with sincerity
N: The moment you kissed me for the first time I knew we were destined. I should have never let you go in the first place but I did and it was one of the biggest mistakes I've ever made. You make me fall in love with you every single day, second and minute. I came here to make things right, to get you back no matter what lengths I go for it I will.
I bite my lip nervously staying silent
N: But now I don't know how you feel, Maybe you hate me because of all those things I said but trust me I hate myself for that. For using those meaningless words that don't define our relationship. So I've decided to go to LA, I love you so much but I can't pressure you into something you might not want.
He says looking straight into my eyes his hand slowly travelling into mine as he places it on top of mine. I know he wanted me to say it back I know he was craving to hear those 8 letters out of my mouth as much I did.
But he gets off the swing walking back inside before I could say something. I look at him thinking he'll turn back, come on turn back.
He lightly turns smiling as he goes back inside. I just sit there thinking of what to do I can't let him go like this I love him, and I know it. I can't let him go back to LA like this.
I get of the swing running inside, I go to the couch but he isn't there so I run upstairs to the room he was in as I hear the shower. I get to the door it's locked I run into my room as the bathroom is interconnected to the two rooms
I walk in as I hear him in the shower.
Y/n: Nick
I call from outside the shower nervously biting my lip and catching my breath from all the running
