"You drive me crazy baby."
"You drive me crazy as well Zayn."
He pulled back and looked at me intensly.
"What did you say?" He said mischievously.
F*ck my life. What did I just say?! Damn, hell yeah Jasmine just shit your pants already.
"Uhh... I think you heard what I said."
"Hmm no, tell me again." A wide grin appeared on his face.
"Well that.. that's not gonna happen."
"Why?"
"Uhh because it was stupid and meaningless."
His jaw clenched and his face was all dead serious now. The sweet and caring Zayn was gone in a flash. I ruined it again I guess.
He sighed. "Get in the car, we're going home."
As he walked towards his side, I could see some kind of dissapointment in his eyes. No wait was that really dissapointment or was it just my imagination?
"Get in Jasmine," he said sternly this time.
Our ride to the mansion was quiet. To be more specific it was deadly quiet. I tried to speak to him a few times but his answers were just a yes or a no. Ughh why do I even care? If he doesn't want to talk then be it so.
I closed my eyes and probably fell asleep cuz I felt two strong arms pulling me in his arms.
"Hmm.." I mumbled.
I opened my eyes and saw Zayn carrying me inside the house. He didn't wake me up but instead he carried me. Why is he changing all of a sudden?
I couldn't think for long cuz I was lost in his beautiful eyes and face. His manly look that could kill anyone. My eyes wandered over his face and ended by his lips. I gulped, those lips I just kissed them. The first few buttons of his shirt were open revealing his muscular chest.
I just wanted to touch him, his face, his lips and just forget everything else.
"Are you done eye raping me?"
Ooh shit he saw me! Gosh go to hell Jasmine.
"I..I was not."
He raised his eyebrow smiling devilisly,
"hmm okay."
And with that he dropped me.
"Ahhh!" I screamed. I was expecting pain but my body didn't hurt. I looked around and saw that he had dropped me on our bed.
His laughter filled the room.
"Ahhh!" He imitated me.
I couldn't stop my laughter seeing him like this. He looked so damn cute and so attractive at the same time.
And so there we were, two people laughing like there was no tomorrow.
He dropped next to me on the bed laying beside me. I was still laughing not aware of the fact that he was really close to me. All of a sudden a hand touched my face. I looked next to me and saw Zayn intensely looking at me with a smile on his face. He stroked my hair and came closer.
Gosh no I'm not going to make the same mistake again, I won't kiss him again. There is no love so why should I kiss him? There should be love when you kiss someone. Kissing just for lust is wrong, it's really wrong actually. I know that he is my husband but still there is no love.
Just as I wanted to block him something happened that I'd never expected to happen.
Zayn kissed me on my forehead. My heart responded immediately by pounding a 100 times in one go. I'm sure he could hear my heart pounding.
Flashback
My dad and I were sitting on a bench in a park while we ate our ice cream. I saw a woman and a man walking hand in hand in the park.
All of a sudden the man kissed the woman on her forehead.
"Iew dad what is he doing?"
"Why Jasmine that's not iew."
"It is dad he should get hisself an ice cream and not eat her forehead."
My dad burst out into laughter.
"Why are you laughing dad? It's the truth."
"Listen my girl. When a man kisses you on your forehead, that's better than a 1000 kisses on your lips. When a man kisses you on your forehead, that means that he loves you more than anything else in the world and that he is willing to protect you at all costs. He will even give his live for you if he has to. So the point is that he loves you a lot."
End of flashback
My eyes widened, does this mean that he loves me? My brain was playing cricket in my head right now. I was speechless, what if my dad is right?
I gulped and looked at Zayn. He had his eyes still glued on me. I got up from the bed and wanted to walk to towards the door, but two strong arms pulled me back.
His rock upper body crashed with my back. I felt how he was breathing slowly, my breath on the other hand got uneaven. He nuzzled his nose into my neck.
"What were you thinking baby?"
For hell sake can my heart stop beating this fast.
I gulped, "nothing, can I go?"
He turned me around and he held my face with his hands. I didn't dare to look at him. My mind was all a mess now and my face was just glowing red.
"Look at me baby."
Ooh gosh don't call me baby that makes my heart only beat faster.
He placed his finger under my chin as he forced me to look at him.
I finally managed to look him in the eyes. This time his eyes were different. They were full of something else that I have never seen before. Was it about which my dad was talking, could it be? Could it be love?
"I care about you Jasmine, keep that in mind."
He stroked my cheeks. "You are my wife and my responsibilty, I'll protect you at all costs even if I have to give my own life for you."
"Sstt," I placed my hand on his lips.
"Don't say that, please don't say that."
Tears filled up my eyes. I don't why but this sentce of him made me go mad. I felt a sharp pain when he said that he would give his life for me. What is wrong with me, am I in love?
"Why?"
"Cuz I don't want to lose you."
A smile was formed on his lips.
"But I will give my life for you Jasmine, I will if I can protect you with that."
I couldn't take it anymore and cried. I grabbed his collar while crying.
"Don't you dare to say that again! I don't want to lose you. You are the only one who cares about me in this whole damn world. No one gives a shit about me except you!
You were the one who saved me from commiting suicide. Even though you have tortured me I still know that you have a soft human being hiding inside of you."
Zayn smiled and pulled me in his arms.
"Shht baby, don't cry. Those beautiful eyes of you have been puffy these days."
"Stop it!" I slapped him gently on the chest.
He laughed like a little boy.
"But baby,"
"Hmm," I responded still embracing him.
"I think you..."
"You what?" I asked.
He pulled a bit back facing me. A smirk formed on his lips, his well know damn attractive smirk.
"I think you have to confess something, are you probably in love with me baby?"
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Hi everyone!
I know I'm late, I'm sorry.
I'm not feeling well these days and I just did not have the energy to write a new chapter.
Right now I'm feeling a bit better. That's why I wrote this chapter immediately for you guys.
Hope you all enjoyed this one.
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