Y/n POV
I was currently sitting in my car I had just gotten back home from running some errands to get some things but mostly to get my mind off Nick. I've been back for 2 days and the only thing I've thought about is Nick, Maya, what Mike said and then Nick again.
I feel like I'm going low-key crazy because I've never felt like this for anyone before, like I watch a movie I think off him, I eat I think of him, I lay down, listen to music the only person I THINK ABOUT IS HIM.
I can't even kiss my boyfriend without feeling pain for loving someone else how am I supposed to tell him I can't be with him that I don't feel the same. Because every time I try something comes up or he has something possibly more important to tell me . I sigh as I stop the engine and get out of the car walking over to the door.
I put my keys into the door slowly unlocking and opening it to see Nick sitting on the couch next to my mom with Maya his lap. I blink a couple of times making sure he actually here or if I'm just imagining shit.
That's until he looks at smiling sincerely
N: Y/n hey
He says softly as I take a step back, but I knew I had to be strong. The tears in my eyes welling up wanting to jump into his arms. But I can't.
Y/n: Mom what is he doing here
I ask coldly walking into the house and closing the door behind me trying not to make eye contact with Nick who I know for a fact was looking at me. I know if I look into those eyes I'll fall.
Mom: Y/n be nice. He's our guest and he came here to say hi. He was just telling me how much you helped him with Maya and he wanted to say thank you
She explains wanting me to understand but she only knew half the story
Y/n: So he come all the way over to New Jersey to say thank you. Doesn't seem like the Nick I know
I roll my eyes looking back at Mom. It's ironic he came all the way here just to say thanks I'm sure there some underlying meaning to this. But if he wanted me to leave why is he following me half way across the country now.
Mom: Y/N
I know I might be coming off as rude but being too soft will only break my heart further.
N: Ms. Arreaga it's ok we always joke like that
He chuckles as I shake my head annoyed
Mom: Well I'm gonna head to for a walk in the park is it okay if I take Maya with me
My mom asks as if she wanted to leave this conversation. Nick smiles nodding
N: Of course you can
He stands up handing Maya to my mom as she walks to the door
Mom: BE nice
She mumbles near my ear as she walks out. The door closes behind me as I turn my head to see Nick looking at me lightly smiles as I kick off my shoes walking into the living room.
N: Y/n wait
He says as I stop halfway to the stairs
N: Please talk to me, please don't ignore me
He says softly, my heart melting I was biting my lip recklessly. I feel him walking up to me his presence being felt right on my back. My heart beating faster and breath moving in sync with his.
N: Please
He whispers into my ear with his fingertips moving on my arms. I turn my body to face him as he looks at me inches away from my face. He holds my arms looking at my lips and then eyes
Y/n: No
I reply as I turn back around walking upstairs, as much as I wanted to grab him hugging and kissing him. I'm not going to do that because he broke my heart and he can't just come back and apologize or thank me for what I did.
**2 hours later**
I've now been in my room for around 2 hours I was watching Netflix and I'm pretty sure he should be gone by now. I mean I know he's not gonna stop with the charm and the teasing but cause were neighbours I will for sure I'll see him around and I know for a fact I will have to control myself A LOT
I hear my stomach growl as I know I'm hungry. I get outta bed and start walking downstairs to the kitchen. As I walk downstairs I could hear talking coming from the kitchen. I fully get down to see my mom making dinner and my sister and her boyfriend having a conversation with Nick on the dinner table.
I roll my eyes why is he still here, like go home already matter of fact he shouldn't have come to New Jersey in the first place. I walk closer to the kitchen contemplating what to do.
I slowly make my way there as Nick and I make eye contact and he smiles as I quickly look away walking towards the fridge. I take out a carrot box as I stand by the counter scrolling through my phone. That's when my sister walks up to me, I nudge her lightly as she looks at me
Al: Yo what's up
She ask as I look at her
Y/n: Why is he still here
I ask confused
Al: First I thought you too were close and second he's staying here because his house is on renovation so yeah
She questions but answers as I give her a confused look
Y/n: Huh, what no?? And which room is he getting
I ask furiously
Al: Brandon's room, cause his mom is going on a work meeting thing in Florida for the week and he has no where to stay
She explains, great not only is it hard to be around him but now were room partners again with an interconnecting bathroom.
Y/n: Great
I say sarcastically as she smiles going back to her seat
Mom: So Nick how long do you plan on being in New Jersey and why didn't and the other guys come along
My Mom asks as he turns his head looking at her smiling then me as I bite down on my carrot
N: Well, I don't really know how long I'm staying but it was kinda a quick trip. I mean Maya has been so fussy ever since Y/n came back home and I thought if she was around her she would feel better also I asked Brandon if he wanted to come but he's been really busy with work
He states as she nods. I honestly don't now how to feel about Nick being here. I mean a part of me is happy to see him but the other annoyed because of the things he said. But when it comes to Maya I've missed her so much, I just wanna hold her and play with her.
Mom: Well your welcome to stay for as long as you want son
She exclaims as she finishes the dinner and sets it to the side.
***
I had just changed into my pjs as I could hear Nick was in the bathroom this was my chance to see Maya. I walk out of my room going towards Nicks as I walk in to see Maya laying in the crib. She was sucking on her pacifier as I smiled seeing her.
She instantly looks at me raising her hands for me to grab her as I do, hugging and lightly kissing her soft cheek.
Y/n: Hey how's my baby girl
I say as I fix her hair and she lays her head on my shoulder soon falling asleep as I rocked her in my arms. I quietly put her down and I turn around to see Nick looking at me
Y/n: SHIT
I gasp looking at him chuckling
N: Hey
He smiles walking closer to me as I walk a couple steps back
Y/n: She was crying so I came over-
I state firmly
N: Shhh
He says putting his finger on my lips. I look at his finger then into his eyes, here he goes again with all the teasing and intimidation
N: I know you came her because you couldn't resist
He moves his finger from my lips so I can speak
Y/n: No I wasn't here for you
I explain as I began to walk away from him as he grabs my wrist
N: Where you going??
Y/n: Into my bedroom
I reply stating the obvious looking at the other direction pulling out of his grasp to go back into my room.