~Requested by dishaaffya
You sat in the dark and cold alley, your body freezing and shivering. You tried hugging yourself and rubbing your arms but you were too cold to move an inch. It was winter and you were threw out of the house just because you was not able to pay the rent on time. What was more, you were raped. You were only dressed in a pullover and a pair of shorts yet you had squatted there for hours. You hair was messed up and your face looked barely alive.
Walking through the alley, he paused when he saw a figure by the brick walls. Turning to face you, his eyes widened. He recognised that customized backpack.
"________?" Nam Joon croaked as he tucked his hands into the pockets of his winter coat.
You gasped and kicked your legs.
"Don't touch me!" you screamed as tears streamed down your face. "Go away! Don't touch me!"
" ________!" Nam Joon yelled as he kneeled down beside you. "It's me! Nam Joon! Kim Nam Joon!"
"Go away!" you cried as Nam Joon grabbed your wrists. "Don't touch me!"
"I'm Nam Joon!" Nam Joon growled.
You opened your eyes and slowly lifted your head. Your eyes widened.
"N-Nam J-J-Joon..." you stammered, still trembling.
"Why are you out here in the cold?!" Nam Joon snapped as he kneeled down to your side. "A-and...your clothes?"
"I-I...I-I was..."
Not letting you have the chance to finish your sentence, Nam Joon took off his winter coat and laid it over you. Helping you to fit into the winter coat, he zipped up the gaps as he held you up. Taking your luggages, he grabbed your hand with his free hand.
***
"N-Nam Joon..." you stuttered when he brought you into his house.
"Yah, just come in." Nam Joon said, putting down your luggages in his house.
"But I-I...I don't want to t-trouble you..." you mumbled, keeping your head low in guilt.
"It's alright since I...uhm. Forget it, just come in." Nam Joon snapped as he made to the exposed kitchen in his own one room flat.
You pursed your lips as you stood at the door, hanging your head low.
Nam Joon turned around, still finding you at the door as he rolled his eyes. Gulping the can of drink down, he grabbed your hand and pulled you into his house. Locking the door behind you, your eyes widened as you stared at him.
"W-what are you doing?!" you gasped.
Nam Joon gave an evil smirk as you fluttered your eyes. Throwing the empty can aside, you gasped in shcck. He began walking towards you as you slowly backed off. You gasped when your back bumped into the wall. Nam Joon smirked as he slammed his hands on the wall behind you, trapping you in place.
"Y-yah, d-don't you dare d-do anything to me or I'll--"
"You'll what?" Nam Joon snapped, his face arrogant and all.
"I--"
You gasped when he buried his face in your hair, his hot breath tickling your ears.
"W-what are y-you trying to do?!" you cried as you felt your knees buckle.
Without knowing, your winter coat was off as Nam Joon pulled back.
"I was just trying to get back my--" he paused when he saw you.
You sat down on the floor, your back against the wall as you hugged your legs and buried your face in your knees.
" ________..." Nam Joon mumbled as he bent down in front of you.
"Don't come near me!" you yelled. "Get off! Don't touch me! No! Why are you doing this?! Give me my clothes!"
Nam Joon's eyes widened. He realised it...you were raped. His eyes welled up with tears as he watched you. Nam Joon pulled you into a hug as you gasped.
"Don't touch me! Why are you touching me?! I-I don't want to do it!" you cried, your eyes closed as tears fell.
"No... ________, it's over..." Nam Joon mumbled as he stroked your hair.
You gasped when your eyes opened. You brawled harder as you clutched on his shirt.
"It's alright, I'm here." Nam Joon mumbled as tears filled his eyes.
***
You watched as Nam Joon prepared your bed. There was no bed and only blankets to use as mattresses.
"Are we...not sleeping together?" you asked.
Nam Joon froze as he turned to look at you. "Why...? Y-you want to sleep with me?"
You nodded shyly. "I-I'm scared...b-but you're always able to calm me down..."
"Really?" Nam Joon said, looking quite cheered up by the fact.
"But...if you're not comfortable, it's alright." you smiled softly.
Nam Joon nodded. "I'm surely comfortable...but you're a girl...yea, and I'm a guy."
You shook your head. "It's alright because I like you."
Your eyes widened when you realised what you had just said. Nam Joon stared at you in disbelief as you looked away.
"I-I mean...I...I--"
"I understand." Nam Joon said calmly, taking as nothing happened.
You stared at him blankly.
"Let's sleep." Nam Joon said as he toom the blue blanket.
You nodded and took the remaining one.
After minutes, the both of you were still awake. Nam Joon turned to face you as you bit your lips shyly.
"Do you want me to switch off the lights--"
"A-ani!" you panicked.
Nam Joon stared at you blankly.
"I-I'm just...scared..." you mumbled in embarrassment.
"I know." Nam Joon said, giving an assuring smile.
***
An hour had passed. Nam Joon was facing you with his back. You could not even see his face. That made you even scared. You pulled yourself out of the blanket. You sat against the wall in front of Nam Joon where you could see his face. You smiled softly.
Nam Joon fidgetted and fluttered his eyes open as he found you looking at him. Sitting up, he smiled at you, ruffling his hair.
"S-sorry, I-I didn't m-mean to l-look at you, I-I just needed--"
"It's alright, this shows that I have some uses hmm?" Nam Joon joked.
You giggled and nodded. "You are always the best in my eyes."
"Jinjja? But we hardly talked." Nam Joon said, sitting cross-legged.
"A-ani... I-I was just...uhm..I--"
"You wanna share a bed with me?" Nam Joon said. "I promise I won't do anything to you."
"Jinjja? I can?!" you exclaimed.
Nam Joon laughed as he nodded and lifted the blanket, letting you slip under the blanket.
Sleeping next to Nam Joon, you kept your head high as you glanced at him every now and then.
You gasped when there was a loud thud outside the house. Without thinking, you squinted your eyes shut and hugged Nam Joon tightly. Nam Joon blinked his eyes at the sudden fluttery feeling. Wrapping your arms around him tightly, you buried your face in his chest.
"W-what was t-that..." you mumbled.
"Maybe just some guy clearing the dump." Nam Joon said, smirking.
"Can we stay like this...?" you asked shyly.
"Of course." Nam Joon said as you chuckled. "I'll always protect you."