Najay's POV
We reached the clinic in no time, as we enter the building I could feel the severity of what was happening.
Rick was more than Alpha to most that knew him.
To Chester he was the uncle that accepted his sexuality when his dad was disgusted.
To Brian and Bello he was the uncle that welcome them and there mom into the pack with welcome arms.
To Virgo he was the father that he never knew and the man he wanted to know.
And to me he was the man that took me in when I tried to kill him.
I've tried to hide the fact from myself that he was dieing from his injuries.
I thought everything was going well, i was deep in thought when Dr Ben, Chester and a guy that I've never seen walk out of Ricks room.
"How's he doing," Bello walks up to them and ask.
I could see a grim look come over there faces. "He likely won't make it pass tonight, " the guy I didn't know answers .
"Who the hell are you and what do know, your an idiot Ricks gonna be find you jackass," Brain practically yelled.
I could feel the emotions coming off him, it was like he could exploded at any moment.
"Take it easy, this is Robin he's the pack doctor at the silver wing pack, and regarding Ricks condition, the three of us have done our best, but he is still getting worst, likely he'll die soon," Chester informed him in a robot like tone, that had no emotions.
"How can you stand there and say that about Rick so calmly?" Brian asks him.
"I care but unlike you that only knows how to shout and act like a child I'm actually doing something," Chester told him sternly.
"Fuc* you," Brain says and storms off.
I could feel the tension in the air after Brian left, there was still the lingering impact of the future death of Rick.
"Hello ," and unfamiliar voice says breaking the tension.
It was the unfamiliar guy, he was a short assain guy that look simple.
"I think you should, all say your goodbyes to Rick, he probably won't make it through to the morning, " he says.
Then everyone attention turns back to Rick as they looked at the open door.
For the first time in my life I was terrified of what might happened, i wasn't this scared when my dad even tried to kill me.
I felt a strong force squeeze my hand, looking down i saw Virgo's fingers intertwine with mind.
Both of us looked into each other's eyes , for a moment but it felt like eternity.
He was giving me the strength i needed. Both of us went in together.
I thought i was prepared for it but V being there kept me going.
His presences alone gave me the strength to see Rick one last time.
Chester'S pov
After Robin, Doc and i tried everything, nothing changed in Ricks condition.
He was doing find then his vitals just started falling.
Nothing worked, i even try reaching out to Lamar again but no-one at the Lone star pack was answering any of my calls.
Even Texas number was not responding. After doing all we could nothing got better.
It was clear that Rick was going to die, i didn't want to admit it to myself but it got clear with every second that pass.
I felt like a failure of a doctor, i couldn't protect the one man i respected.
Getting everyone to come to the clinic, I prayed to the moon to give me the strength to tell them what's about to happen.
It was the hardest news i had to deliver as a doctor. The impact of what i said was not lost on anyone.
Rick was an important part of most of our lifes, he was the one constant person that never seem to change.
I watched as everyone and gave there goodbyes, i could see everyone left with a chaotic heart after they went in to look at Rick.
After everyone left, I went home and took a long shower, Every time i closed my eyes, all i could see were visions of everything i have lost.
From my mother, to my dad, then Najay and now Rick. After drying off I pack my stuff and look through the house that my dad left me.
He was angry when he found out, about me being gay but eventually he came around and accept me.
Taking one last look at the cabin, i leave with the duffle bag i packed.
I take a deep breath as i made the call and the line dials out, i was sitting around the wheel of my 2009 Nissan.
I wanted to hear his voice one more time, i want to let him know i was leaving. I knew it was wrong of me to still love him when we're not mates but i haven't stop loving him.
It was me who pushed him away, i know my decision was right but my heart was destroyed.
"Hello," Virgo answered Najay's phone. I was a little surprised but i shouldn't be, they're mates after all, i tell myself.
It was still hard to get over the fact that the man i gave my heart to was suppose to be with someone else.
"Hey, Virgo can i talk to Najay, I'm leaving now and i just want to let you and him know," i blurt out.
I respected my cousin Virgo although i haven't known him for awhile i could see he was a good Alpha and a great person whom had a big heart.
"I'm not gonna stop you because i don't know what your going tgrew cousin but you can count on my for anything," he tells me.
"Thanks," i reply, "hmmm your welcome," he says.
There was a moment of silence, i could here the phone shift
"CHESTER," a voice says breaking me from my thought. It was a crispy voice that I became used to over the past years.
The voice that told me how beautiful i was, the voice that made the most beautiful moans when we were making love. The voice that took me out of some of the darkest places I've been in my life.
"Hello Najay, how are you?" I ask him.
"I'm ďoing fine," he replies.
"I'm just calling you to let you know I'm leaving the pack," i tell him.
A silent pause came next it was only for a minute but it felt like an eternity.
"Why are you telling me this, aren't you the one that told me to leave you alone? What do you want from me eh," he says.
I was so shock that i didn't know when the line got closed.
I didn't know what to do so i just burst into tears and started crying and sobbing in my car.
After letting it all out i start my car and drive out onto the dirt track that led to the high way.
Virgo's pov
I didn't know how to describe how i felt, i didn't get to know him and he's gone already.
"V are you ok," i hear Jay ask me while looking at me with worry in his eyes.
"I'm fine, just thinking about Rick, i just can't believe I finally found out who my dad is and i never got the chance to know him," i tell him.
"Yeah you never got a chance to know him, he was a great guy and i know he would have been proud to have a son like you," he looks at me and says.
Looking at Najay as he spoke brought fort all the love I had for him that i tried to bury deep.
"Thanks Jay, but how did a human like you got to know my dad and end up here," i ask him, its always been on my mind.
I could see a dark shadow was cast over Jay's face as i asked him.
I was about to tell him its okay and apologise for bring up bad memories.
But before I could say the words, he starts to tell me about his past.
He was a child born into a special family, that were born to be hunters.
He was brought up to hunt and kill anything not normal in there view.
According to him they consider us devils, he was brought up to be the next leader of his family.
He told me about his dad that expected great things from him. The only problem was his heart.
He got the chance to know a wolf, he meet the boy and feel in love with him when he was 15.
His dad eventually found out about his secret, he search down the wolf and found the boy.
He captured him and found the boy alone, and the boy was captured.
His father force him to kill the wolf, but he refused, so his dad tortured both of them.
It was either he kill his love or he will die.
He couldn't kill him so his father was disappointed but before he could celebrate that his father left.
His sister came in and shot the boy in this heart.
He wanted to scream but nothing came out as he blank out.
His father thought he killed the wolf and let him go, he was too scared to tell him the truth.
When he was 18 he was sent on his first mission to hunt by himself .
He found a weak wolf whom was glowing green, he was an easy target.
But when he got the chance he couldn't let of the string on the bow, instead he helped the injured wolf.
I was surprised as i looked at Jay he was a hunter, with a big heart.
As it turned out the wolf he saved was Rick. He ran way from the family that he was born into and came here.
He left behind all he knew and took a one in a million chance to be apart of a pack if wolves.
I didn't know what to do but hug him, i wanted him to know I'll be here for him always.
"Thank you for telling me," i tell him while hugging him fiercely.
"I was banished from my pack," i blurted out.
I didn't know why but i wanted him to know all about me.
I told him about my childhood how my Grandparents let me suffer.
How my mom blocked me out when her mate turned her away because she had me.
How most of my pack still saw me as the bastard child, that had no father.
How i challenged my cousin and what happen.
In that moment i felt closer to him than ever before.
I don't know when but it happen, our lips connected and we started to strip.
It felt like heaven then, " then believer started playing,"
I was annoying that the phone started ringing, i went an answered Jay's phone.
Chester was on the line, he was planning on leaving the pack and wanted to talk to Jay.
I didn't want to be a hindrance to him, even thou i love Jay i want him to be happy.
Handing him the phone i walk off and get something to drink from the kitchen while he talked to Chester.
My heart was hurting as i waited to hear what happens next.
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